Out of control and into nappies - ch 2
By Pink nappies
When her tears had subsided, Emily sat on her bed in silence trying
process what had happened to her. All she had on was a nappy. It
between her legs and felt snug around her waist. After what seemed
ages, she tried tugging at one of the tapes feebly but it was stuck
and she didn't have the energy to pull any harder. Emily soon gave
fell backwards onto her bed. There was a loud crinkle of her nappy.
burst out crying.
By now it was late in the afternoon and Emily had had time to get a
for her new underwear and to calm down. O.k. she thought. My stupid
doesn't know what she's doing, I don't need nappies and there's no
wearing them. If I take this one off though it will just cause
scene, so all I have to do is stay dry and that'll show her I have
She wasn't about to let her mother beat her so she decided she would
a brave face and act like she wasn't bothered. With this in mind she
wincing at the loud noise her nappy made, and started to get
dressed. As she
did so she quickly found that none of her jeans were going to fit
bulky nappy so she had to settle for a long skirt (she did not want
her mother the satisfaction of being able to notice her nappy).
was getting dressed she noticed the opened pack still lying on the
with some nappies scattered around, the label was facing up.
nappies" she read to herself "For very heavy incontinence,
complete loss of
control or those requiring 'special' care". Emily felt very
after reading this so she quickly gathered up the nappies and shoved
pack under her bed. Now she felt even angrier with her mum for
through all this, but mostly she was tired and miserable. No matter
she tried to take her mind away from it all, she was constantly
what was between her legs, and she hated the feel of it.
But she wasn't going to let her mother get the better of her. When
finished getting dressed Emily marched right down stairs to watch
every intention of ignoring her mother. However this was not to be,
to get to the living room Emily had to walk through the kitchen and
was sitting down waiting for her. "Emily dear, I hope you
haven't taken your
nappy off" came the voice of Emily's mother, blocking her
before she could
make it to the living room.
"Leave me alone mum, I haven't taken it off" she replied,
thinking it best
not to exacerbate the situation.
"Well we'll just see about that wont we" and with that she
leaned over and
lifted up her skirt, revealing the thick nappy underneath before
time to react.
"Mum get off!" was all she could shriek as she tried to
get to the door, but
her mother kept a tight hold.
"I'm glad to see you didn't take it off" Her mother said
"That must mean you
want to wear the nappy"
"No! This isn't fair!" Emily was almost in tears as she
said this. Her
mother just chuckled.
"I want you to take this skirt off Emily so that I can check on
you to make
sure you don't tamper with your nappy" Emily did not like the
sound of this
so she struggled and tried to pull free but her mum just held on
"Emily dear, we don't want a repeat of upstairs now do we?
There's a good
girl" Emily knew she wasn't going to win if it came down to it,
so she just
bit her lip and did as her mother said, dropping her skirt onto the
floor and then walking slowly into the living room. She tried to
some dignity but without her skirt to cover the nappy it was very
especially since the obvious crinkling noise that the nappy made as
moved was now clearly audible. The first thing she noticed in the
room was that the curtains were wide open, so she hurriedly drew
avoid being seen, since her nappy was almost fully exposed and her
little to cover it. I just need to calm down she thought, this isn't
to last. So she sat down and turned the T.V on.
After watching T.V for a while she began to relax and even to forget
her situation that she hated so much, but part way through one of
favourite programs Emily felt an all too familiar feeling. It was a
time until commercial and she needed to pee. She was just about to
without a second thought when she suddenly remembered what she was
and stopped herself. That was close! She thought. I have to hold it
get my panties back; I have to show that I have control by not
nappy! Emily came to the conclusion that she could hold on for a
if she didn't lose concentration, so she decided she would go back
room, as it was pretty late anyway. Once again though, as she passed
the kitchen her mother stopped her. "Oh Emily, you're just in
dinner. Have a seat at the table it will be ready in ten
sounded good to Emily who was pretty hungry by now, and she was sure
would let her take the nappy off after dinner. Ten minutes passed
need to go was getting stronger, but she knew she could easily hold
after dinner. Her mother had made a beef casserole with watermelon
desert, all of which Emily ate quite happily. Her mother had also
a tall glass of cola that she drank as part of the meal without
thinking. After dinner was over Emily's full stomach weighed heavily
bladder and she really needed to go. However, she was confident she
now be out of nappies so she asked her mum if she could take it off.
response almost brought tears to her eyes. "Who said you would
out of nappies after dinner? Because I certainly didn't!"
"But please mum! I hate this!" she cried, "I don't
need nappies, I can
"Its barely been a few hours and you're whining like a baby
mother answered "I'm not satisfied that you've proved to me you
need them, so you'll be wearing them a bit longer" Emily just
head and left the table to go upstairs while her mother continued
forget, if you cant keep that nappy dry you'll have to wear another
before I let you wear normal underwear again" Emily was
never said that before! Emily thought. She was just about to turn
protest but then thought better of it. And besides, surely she would
to hold it for a few more hours at least, and she could go to bed
anyway. Then it would have to come off.
Emily got to her room and slumped onto her chair. It was just after
o'clock. If I go to bed at ten then I only have two hours to wait
that'll be no problem Emily thought. But just to be sure, I'll sit
and still so I cant possibly have any accidents. And so she sat
her chair listening to some music for two hours. More than once she
stop herself from just letting go while listening to the music, as
so used to doing before now. But she managed to last and at ten
got up and went back down stairs. "Goodnight mum" She
said, "looks like we
won't be getting much more use out of those nappies" said
Emily, now with an
air of victory about her that showed in her tone of voice.
"How come?" Her mother said, determined to make her
daughters victory short
"Because I'm going to bed now" said Emily sounding worried
once more "and
"You might be dry now dear" came the reply "but you
know you wet the bed
sometimes so you'll be keeping that nappy on until I've checked you
morning. Then and only then can you take it off" Emily was just
protest when her mother interrupted "Do I make myself clear
"But." was all that Emily managed
"I said do I make myself clear?"
"Yes mum" came the defeated half-hearted response
"Then off to bed with you. Goodnight dear, see you in the
planted a kiss on her daughter's forehead then patted her nappied
she turned to go upstairs. She was fairly certain that her plan to
her daughter into acting responsibly was working like a charm.
Emily lay in bed unable to sleep from sheer discomfort. She needed
quite desperately now but was still able to hold on. Her
commendable. I'm gonna be hard pushed to make it through tonight!
thought. But if I can just hold out until morning this will all be
I'll be out of nappies forever. As she laid there, resolute in her
conviction and curled up to give her the best possible chance, she
off to sleep.
Emily dreamt that she was standing on top of a steep cliff. Dark
clouds raged in the sky above her as far as she could see. Thunder
lightning struck and fierce winds howled all around her. Emily felt
extremely frightened and desperately uncomfortable. Suddenly the
erupted, and a torrent of rain cascaded from the sky in a mighty
before long everything in sight was flooded, except Emily, who lay
atop the cliff shivering with fright. At long last the rain
clouds parted and sunlight began to gleam down onto Emily, who now
calm and relaxed at the storm being over.
She awoke feeling happy and refreshed. It was a Saturday morning and
of sunlight was projecting onto her wall having entered through a
between the curtains. She looked at the clock, 8.16am. It suddenly
her; she had made it through the night without wetting. "I did
exclaimed. Ecstatic thoughts ran wild in her head. I proved to my
mum that I
have control, despite being forced into a nappy for over 14 hours!
what's more, I feel great! I don't feel the need to go at all. She
she had the energy to run for the entire day she was so happy. First
first though she thought. Emily tried to sit up, but stopped dead.
something heavy between her legs. All the energy drained from her as
felt her crotch with her hand. That's why she didn't feel the need
The nappy bulged as she touched it, and it was soaking wet. Emily
down into her bad. It all made sense now; she had needed to go so
she'd wet the nappy in her sleep. She couldn't believe how she'd
hopes up. A single tear rolled down her cheek but she quickly wiped
and sniffled. A few moments later she heard the one voice she did
to hear "Emily dear, will you come down stairs. Your breakfast
is on the
table" her mother called
"I'm not hungry," replied Emily, which was true. She
didn't want to eat a
"Nonsense dear, you have to have some breakfast. Come down
"Really mum, I'll get something later I promise" Emily was
straws now. But it hadn't seemed to work, as she could hear her
making her way up the stairs.
"Emily, I wont tell you again. You come down stairs right now
or I'll come
in and drag you down." By now her mother was stood outside her
Emily needed to make sure she wouldn't come in.
"Fine, fine! Just let me get dressed first o.k?" said
frantically to find the dry nappies.
"Oh no you don't. You will come downstairs with your nappy
showing so that I
can see you haven't tampered with it during the night. Do you hear
mother knocked once on the door for effect.
"O.k. o.k. Just a minute." she answered, fumbling around.
"No Emily, you have 10 seconds to get down those stairs, and if
out of your room by the time I get to the kitchen I'm turning right
around to drag you down and worse" Emily knew that tone in her
voice, and she knew it meant business. She mused for a few seconds
middle of her bedroom floor, holding a dry nappy in her hands. She
just to look at it, but she wanted more than anything to put it on
her mother. However, Emily could hear her mother's footsteps
the stairs and she did not want to make her angry. So she let the
to the floor, leaving it wherever it landed, and walked out of her
made sure she closed the door loud enough for her mother to hear it.
As she trudged down the stairs, Emily tried to remain on top of
I'll have to wear two more nappies, big deal! All I have to do is
both dry and that'll be no problem. Despite desperately trying think
positively, Emily was having a hard time believing her own thoughts.
slowly entered the kitchen, keeping her gaze on the floor. Her nappy
heavily. Emily's mother approached her, even though it was quite
was wet, and ran a finger along the inside of her nappy to check.
could only look away in embarrassment.
"Well dear, it looks like you do need nappies after all. You
"That's not fair!" Emily managed, both upset and angry
with her mothers
"Its not fair?" responded her mother "You can't
seriously try to tell me
that you do have control, when your nappy is quite clearly wet! Is
you're saying?" Emily could only kick at the floor.
". Yes" she mumbled, not knowing what else to say. She
still focused on the
floor by her feet.
"Oh really? Then that must mean you wet your nappy on purpose
"No! Mum that isn't fair!" Emily interrupted, but her
mother just continued
". like a stubborn little child. Either way you obviously can't
without nappies so you'll be wearing another two just like I
yesterday. Now sit down and eat your breakfast" and with that,
over to the fridge to get some milk. Emily was experiencing a range
feelings and emotions, one of which was sadness, but the most
discomfort. She knew this was probably the worst time to say
she thought she had to. "Um, mum?" she asked quietly
"What is it now Emily? If you're trying to make excuses its not
"No, its um. can I have a dry one now?"
"What was that? Speak up dear I didn't quite hear you. You want
Emily knew her mother was just playing her, but she was passed
"A nappy." She managed "Can I put on a dry nappy now
please? I want to
change out of this wet one"
"Firstly dear, no you can't. You will stay in that nappy until
otherwise. And secondly, I will be the only one changing anything
here. After you've finished breakfast I'll put you in a dry one, o.k?"
was not o.k at all, and she couldn't contain herself any longer! She
the biggest tantrum that her mother had ever seen in her life.
"Mum! This is so unfair!" She shouted and stamped her feet
"You forced me
into nappies and now you're trying to treat me like a baby! I'm only
one because you attacked me yesterday, and I only wet it because you
wouldn't let me take it off! I don't need nappies! I have control!
you're not changing me! You're not, you're not, you're not!"
She ran over to
the table, and sat down with her arms folded. She was crying her
"Emily! You stop making that racket and calm down right now!
I've never seen
such a big baby!" Her mother quickly moved to the table and sat
opposite her. "Alright Emily, you can change your own nappies.
But only when
I say so and you have to take responsibility for it,
nodded her head without looking up. Through her tears she was
surprised, she didn't expect her mother to give in to anything. In
thought she was in for another forced change.
Breakfast was over shortly, and Emily asked if she could go change.
sitting in a soaking wet nappy all through breakfast, she was
feel less uncomfortable in it. And although she thought she would
get used to it after a while, she didn't want to. Her mother stopped
"Emily, you should take these with you" She handed her a
tub of baby wipes,
some baby powder and some nappy disposal bags. "Now Emily, I'm
here, I really should be the one doing it but I'm giving you a
want you back down here in no more than five minutes in a clean
otherwise you'll be in nappies for the next month at least and
change yourself again."
"I understand," replied Emily, knowing that was coming
next anyway. She took
the wipes, the powder and the bags and hurried upstairs, knowing she
have much time to do everything she intended to.