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Story By: A Fantasy Story By K.G.===
"Are you all ready for school girls?" Mom asked at the breakfast table the Monday after we'd been back in Wisconsin. Kelly and I just looked at each other with an expression of uncertainty on our faces. I was a little nervous about going back to school. It was the same school I used to go to, but I was still worried about being picked on. Kelly was worried too, entering the first grade in her new school wearing diapers. She was only in preschool when we had moved to Colorado, and then it wasn't such a big deal for her to "still" be in diapers.
"Don't worry about it girls. I'm sure everything will be fine. Now finish your breakfast - it's almost time to to go." I slowly finished my breakfast and got out my new Powder Puff Girls backpack. Mom helped Kelly and I with our backpacks and we were on our way to school. Kelly was still very nervous.
"Mommy, what do I do when I'm wet?" she asked.
"Oh I forgot about that. I've arranged with the school nurse to change you. Ashley knows how it works. She's a very nice lady. If you need to be changed, just ask your teacher to go to the bathroom and go to the nurse's office," Mom explained.
"Okay Mommy. I hope she's nice," Kelly said.
"She is Kelly. You'll like her," I said, trying to reassure her. The car stopped and we were in front of my old school. In a way I was happy to be there. I'd be able to play with Julie and my friends at recess and see them in class. Mom walked us to the front door and stood with us until the bell rang. I gave her a kiss and started going towards my classroom. Kelly was still outside, and had started to cry.
"I'm scared mommy! I don't wanna go!"
"Oh sweetie, you'll be fine. If anyone picks on you, your teacher will take care of it. I'm sure you'll meet lots of new friends. Do you want me to go with you to your classroom?" Mom asked. Kelly nodded her head and I watched as they walked towards the first grade room. As I approached the fourth grade door, my heart began to pound a little. I was wearing jeans and the bulge from my size seven diaper was probably slightly noticeable. When I walked in, the teacher saw me and introduced herself.
"You must be Ashley! Welcome back!"
"Uh, Hi," I said shyly. The teacher introduced me to the class. Most of the kids I recognized, but there were some new faces.
"Class, this is Ashley. She used to go to this school. Does anyone remember her?" Mrs. Hansen asked. Some kids raised their hands, including all of my friends. One girl blurted out, "yeah, we remember her! She's the baby who still wets diapers!" I tried not to let her bother me and just went to my seat, ignoring her.
"Okay that'll be enough. There will no remarks like this in my classroom! Now, let's start the day by opening our spelling books and turning to page 20." By recess, I was a little wet but didn't bother to get changed. I was wondering how Kelly was and hoped no one was teasing her. I saw her at lunch hour recess. She was playing with a group of girls, so I figured everything was okay. I started approaching her. Something caught my attention, as I got closer. She was playing on the monkey bars, but she was wearing a skirt. There were kids staring at her, as they could obviously see her diaper!
"Is she wearing a diaper?" I heard one boy ask. By now, a big group of kids was talking about her. I waited for her to get down from the monkey bars. She saw me and looked happy to see me. Just as she was about to say something to me, that boy came up to her and said "hey, how old are you?" I could tell this wasn't going to be good.
"I'm six," Kelly said.
"Are you sure you aren't two?" the boy teased.
"No, I'm six. Why?"
"Well, because. We all saw your diaper just now. Aren't you potty trained?" the boy insisted. I could tell Kelly was getting upset.
"No, I'm not. Who cares," Kelly said.
"I do. I don't want to play with a baby! Come on, let's go," he said to his group of friends. They all ran away snickering and saying "what a baby." Kelly's eyes filled with tears. I comforted her and told her not to let those mean kids bother her.
"But I just met some new friends today. Once they find out, they'll make fun of me too I'm sure," Kelly said while crying.
"You don't know that for sure. I have friends who don't make fun of me. Want to play with me and my friends for the rest of recess?" I asked. She dried her tears and nodded. I took her over to the area that my friends and I were playing. The rest of recess was fun and Kelly forgot about the little incident that happened.
The first day back at school was finally over. Kelly was happy to be home. Her diaper was soaked because she didn't ask to be changed at all during the afternoon. Mom asked her why while she was changing her.
"I don't know. I was afraid I guess," Kelly said.
"Don't be. She's a nice lady. She changed your sister and never made fun of her. She changes other kids diapers too. She's used to it. You need to have her change you at school or you're going to get a bad rash. You don't want that, do you?"
"No mommy. I'll ask her to change me tomorrow. I promise."
"That's a good girl. There you go, all done. Does that feel better sweetie?"
"Yes Mommy. Nice and dry now. Fanks," Kelly said. Brain got home from school shortly after Kelly was changed. I ran to him and gave him a big hug when he came in.
"Brian! I missed you today!" Kelly ran over and hugged him too.
"Aww, thanks. I missed you two little stinkers today too, " he said with a chuckle.
"Oh, Brian. Would you be able to baby-sit tonight? I have a dinner to go to for work," Mom said.
"Sure. I don't have any homework."
"Great. I have some clothes that don't fit Kelly anymore. Could you take them to the thrift store for me? I'm sure the girls would love to go," Mom said.
"Yeah I love that place! They have nice toys there sometimes!" Kelly shouted.
"Sure, no problem Mom. And maybe we can go get ice cream when we're done at the store." Me and Kelly jumped up and down with excitement.
We arrived at the thrift store around six o'clock. Brian approached the service counter with the box of Kelly's old clothes. "Come on girls, stay near me." The man at the counter started looking at the clothes, deciding how much he'd buy them for. Kelly wandered off to the kids and baby section and saw an old package of Huggies size five diapers for girls. These were the ones from the late 1980's and were pink and thick. She grabbed the package and ran up to me and Brian.
"Brian! Brian! What's this? Diapers for GIRLS?" Kelly blurted out with excitement.
"Kelly, you know better than to interrupt," Brian said, going back to his conversation with the store clerk.
"Uhh, you're pushing it but I'll give you fifty dollars for these clothes," the clerk said.
"Okay, that's fine. Thanks," Brian said as the man handed him the money. He turned to Kelly and looked at the package of Huggies.
"Oh, I remember these. Ashley wore them for a little while when she was a baby. Remember those Ash?"
"Uh, not really," I said, "but they look nice! Can we have them Brian? Please please?!?" I begged. Kelly joined in. Brian looked at the price. They were only $2.00 for a package that contained 20 diapers. Brian said that was a good deal and set them on the checkout counter.
"Fanks Brian! I can't wait to try them!" Kelly exclaimed.
"I wonder if they have any more?" I asked.
"Excuse me, do you have any more diapers like this?" Brian asked the guy at the counter.
"Hold on, let me look," the guy said. As he was looking, Brian turned to us and asked "I wonder why they stopped making boy / girl specific diapers? They worked great for Ashley."
"Yeah, I wish they still made 'em now. Pink diapers are so cool!" I said. The guy returned with two more packages. "This is all we have," he said.
"Great! We'll take all three." Brian said. The man began ringing them up. He glared at us, especially Kelly.
"I'm assuming these girls are your sisters?" The man asked.
"Yes, that's right," Brian responsed.
"Is she still in diapers?" he asked, pointing to Kelly.
"Yes, she is. Do you have a problem with that?" Brian asked in an annoyed tone of voice.
"Well, it's hard to believe that she's STILL in diapers. Most children are toilet trained by the age of two."
"Well, some children like to stay in diapers longer and I see no problem with that," Brian said.
"Well, I do!" the man said harshly. He finished the sale and shoved the diapers in a bag, while giving Kelly an evil glare. Brian looked at the clerk's name badge and said "okay, Steve. I'll be sure to call the store manager and tell him that you're the rudest clerk I have ever met, and that you insulted my little sister. Have a NICE day," Brian yelled.
"Fine! See if I care!" I stuck my tongue out at him and said "you're MEAN. I hope you get fired!"
"Just ignore him Ash. He's a jerk," Brain said as we walked out of the store.
"Why did he have to be so mean?" Kelly asked as she started to cry.
"It's okay Kelly. We wont be seeing him again," Brian said while picking her up and rubbing up and down her legs to comfort her. She sobbed softy for a while as we walked back to the car. As we were walking, I looked behind me and noticed a boy starring at me. I looked at him with a puzzled look on my face. His face turned red and he quickly looked away. I wondered if he had seen what happened in the store.
"Ashley, let Kelly sit in the front seat. She's still kind of shook up," Brian whispered to me.
"Okay. Kelly, you can sit in the front seat," I said. Brian carried her to the front passenger seat and buckled her seat belt. He handed Kelly her pacifier to her and she sucked on it all the way home. I kept thinking about that boy on the way home. As we pulled up to the ice cream place, I shook him out of my mind. The ice cream cheered Kelly up and all we talked about while we were inside was those Huggies we got at the store. Mom was home when we got back home.
"Wow, that was fast Mom," Brian said.
"Yeah, it was a short dinner meeting. So, how much did you get for the clothes?"
"Fifty bucks. That's all he'd give."
"Well, that's not too bad I guess. Did you buy the girls something?" Mom said as she noticed the bag in Brian's arms. Before Brian could respond, Kelly said "yeah! We got these old Huggies diapers for GIRLS!" Mom looked at the diaper packages.
"Oh wow! We used to use these when Ashley was little. You'll love these Kelly," Mom said.
"What about me Mommy?" I asked.
"Well dear, I don't think these will fit you. They're only size five."
"I wanna try them anyway!" I said.
"Okay, well. When you need to be changed I'll see what I can do."
"Uh oh. Mommy? I'm wet," Kelly said.
"Do you want me to change you into these Huggies diapers?"
"Yes, yes, yes! Please!" Kelly said with excitement as she clapped her hands together rapidly. Mom carried her to the changing table with a Huggies size five for girls diaper in her hand. She kissed her forehead gently and laid her on the changing table while pulling down her skirt. She un-did Kelly's soaked diaper and lifted her legs up in the air, rolling up the diaper and kicking it with the back of her heel into the diaper pail. Kelly was amazed and started giggling. Mom wiped her clean and flipped her on her belly and began wiping her tush clean. "You have such a cute little bottom," Mom said. Kelly just laughed and squirmed. She applied baby oil on her and sprinkled baby powder on her skin. She turned her back over and slipped the Huggies diaper under her and taped it up. It was very thick and snug around her waist. "Thanks Mommy!" Kelly said.
"You're welcome sweetie, " Mom said as she picked her up and carried her to the living room. I was so jealous. I wanted to wear one of those diapers and be changed like that! I tried so hard to wet my diaper so I could get changed, but hardly anything came out.
"Mom, I'm wet too." She checked my diaper and said it wasn't wet enough to be changed yet. I thought for a second and then then said "Mommy, me thirsty!" Mom fixed me some apple juice in my bottle and handed it to me. .When she wasn't looking, I took off the nipple and guzzled the juice as fast as I could. I saw her coming back in the room and quickly screwed the nipple back on.
"Wow, you must have been really thirsty," Mom said as she looked at the almost empty bottle. Kelly was waddling around the room, testing out her new diaper. She was crawling and walking just like a little two year old. I was glaring at her wishing I could be having fun in one of those diapers too! I really wished I had to pee. I pulled out a coloring book to keep my mind off of all the fun Kelly was having in her diapers. She was walking on all fours with her butt in the air.
"Look Ashley. Im a doggie! Woof woff!" She said while giggling.
"That's nice," I said sarcastically.
"I never knew dogs wore diapers too!" Mom said while chuckling." I laughed, but was really upset that Kelly was getting all the attention. After about a half hour of coloring, I finally felt a big urge to pee. I let it all flow out with no hesitation.
"Mommy!! I'm weeeeeeet! " I shouted. She checked my diaper and it was soaked. She carried me to the changing table.
"WAIT. I wanna wear a Huggies for girls diaper too!"
"I really don't think they'll fit you, dear." I pouted, "it's not fair! Kelly can wear them!"
"Ashley, you wear a size seven. You barely fit in a size six. There's no way you can fit in size FIVE. Unless I use some small plastic panties on you to keep them in place."
"Do whatever it takes Mommy!" I said. She set me on the table and took off my wet diaper. She changed me the same way she did to Kelly. It felt so good. That size five diaper didn't fit all the way, so the tight plastic pants on top of them helped keep them in place. I loved how these diapers felt. They were so thick, soft and crinkly. It was heaven. Mom was about to put my pants back on but I asked her not to. I wanted to run around the house in just a diaper, just like Kelly. When she set me down on the floor, I started running around and just enjoying the nice thick diaper between my legs. I couldn't wait to wet it. Kelly ran into me. "Hey, you gots one on too?"
"Yup, these are great!" We both giggled.
"Uh oh, me just went pee pee. But it hardly feels wet," Kelly said. I decided to act more like a little three year old now that I was in the diapers I used to wear when I was a baby. Mom saw how happy we were and just smiled. "So, how are they?" she asked.
"Great mommy! Me wuv dese diapees," I said babyishly.
"You're talking in baby talk again?"
"uh huh Momma. Me fee year old," I said while laughing. Mom laughed, "you mean three years old?
"Yeah, dat what I sayed!" Mom just smiled and said that it was almost bedtime. She changed Kelly's wet Huggies, even though she didn't feel wet. She didn't want it to leak over night. I couldn't wait to wake up to a soaked, thick Huggies diaper.
I awoke early for it being a Saturday, but it may have been because my diaper was soaked and soggy. I had flooded that old Huggies size five and noticed there was some urine that leaked out into the plastic pants. It was only 7:30 AM. I didn't want to wake anyone up so I just stayed in my wet diaper and daydreamed for a while until Mom came in to check on me at 9:30.
"Ashley did you drink a lot before I put you to sleep last night?" Mom asked. I nodded. I kept drinking so much because I wanted to wet the diaper, but I drank a little too much. Mom changed me back into a Pampers size seven. We were going out shopping that day and she didn't want to take any chances. She let Kelly wear a size 5 girl's Huggies though which made me a little jealous but I got over it. The Pampers were still very nice.
First stop was Wal-Mart. Why my mother chose to shop at that store I will never know. The only thing Kelly and I liked about it was the toy and diaper isles. Mom and Brian were in the men's section looking at new clothes. Kelly was getting extremely bored and asked if we could go over to the toy section to look around.
"That's fine but stay in the toy isle so I know where you girls are, okay?" Mom said.
"Okay mommy we will," Kelly said. We proceeded to the toy isle and were mesmerized by all the neat toys. We weren't looking at toys for kids our age either. The toddler and preschool toys appealed to us. Kelly would point out a toy and we'd both say "I hope we get this for Christmas!" It was funny. Some people were giving us weird looks but we didn't care. They had some building blocks on display with a few on a table to play with. We started playing. Just then a little girl with her mother passed by us. She was about Kelly's age and was wearing jeans and a cute t-shirt. Her jeans had a wet spot in the back and down her legs, like she had wet herself. Her mother was dragging her along, holding her hand. She said "you did it again didn't you?" The girl looked down at the ground and quietly said, "yes mommy." Kelly and I both stopped playing and paid close attention to the conversation.
"Well I guess there's nothing else to do but put you back in diapers if you can't keep your clothes dry like a big girl." The girl didn't cry or put up a fuss. She just said "okay mommy." They started heading towards the diaper isle.
"Let's follow them, Ashley!"
"But mommy said to stay in the toy isle," I said, reminding her.
"I know but I wanna see what happens. Maybe I could talk to this girl and be her friend."
"Okay but we have to go right back to the toy isle when we're done. Let's go." We slowly followed behind the mother and girl. The mother put a package of Pampers size six in the shopping cart. Just then she met up with a friend of hers and the two women were talking. Kelly went up to the girl and introduced herself.
"Hi, I'm Kelly. What's your name?"
"Danielle," the girl said shyly.
"Pretty name. Wanna be my friend?" Kelly blurted.
"Uh, sure. But how come you aren't laughing at me or making fun of me?" Danielle asked.
"For what? You look like a nice girl and I don't have many friends here. We just moved back here after being in Colorado for a while," Kelly said.
"Didn't you notice?" Danielle asked as she pointed to her wet jeans.
"Oh, that. Yes. We noticed. That's why I followed you over here. I don't mind. I wear diapers. See." Kelly said as she lifted up her skirt a little.
"Wow! That's neat. How come?"
"Ashley, my sister does too. We like them and our mommy let's us wear 'em."
"Your mommy sounds nice. I gotta wear diapers now I guess," Danielle said.
"Do you want to?" I asked.
"Yeah, kinda, I guess."
"You will like them. Hey do you go to Johnson Elementry School?" Kelly asked.
"I will be. We just moved here a few days ago. I start on Monday."
"Cool! What grade will you be in?"
"First," Danielle said.
"Cool, me too! I hope you're in my class." Just then her mom was done talking to her friend and said "come On Danielle it's time to go home." We waved goodbye and started heading back to the diaper isle. A voice came over the PA system. "Attention Customers: if there is an Ashley and Kelly Roberts in the store, please report to the service desk…"
"Oh no! Mommy must be looking for us! Let's go!" I said. We rushed to the service desk. Mom was there and didn't look happy.
"Girls, didn't I tell you to stay in the toy isle? I was worried half to death."
"We're sorry mommy. We met a girl and wandered out of the toy isle," I said, looking ashamed.
"You know better than that. For the rest of the day you two will have to stay with me or Brian."
"Okay mommy," we both said. The rest of the day was pretty boring; clothes shopping and grocery shopping. Of course Mom ran into about five of her friends and talked to them for an eternity. We got home around suppertime. My diaper was drenched and so was Kelly's. Mom had forgot to see if we were wet while we were shopping. As I was being changed I asked if I could wear one of the old Huggies size five diapers as a "stuffer" inside a Pampers size seven. Mom said sure. My diaper was so thick though and I was waddling around like crazy. It was funny. I drank four glasses of juice during supper. I wanted to wet it good. It seemed that as I was becoming older, wet diapers felt better and better. The phone rang shortly after supper. It was Julie, my best friend. She wanted to know if I could come over and play with her and Katie, another friend. I asked Mom if it was okay and she said yes. Kelly wanted to go along too.
"I got nothing to do tonight. Please can I go too Ashley?" Kelly looked up to me. She always liked doing what I did. I didn't mind though and let he go along. Julie didn't mind. She liked Kelly too. Mom drove us over. She gave our diaper bag to Julie's aunt. Julie and Kelly were happy to see us. I wondered if Julie and Katie were wearing diapers. They didn't wear them all day like we did.
"What do you want to do?" Julie asked.
"Let's play super Nintendo," I said. We all loved video games.
"Ya! Hey Julie and Katie. Um, are you wearing diapers?" Kelly asked.
"Of course we are. I don't want to interrupt our video game for a stupid potty break," Julie said. We all laughed. We started playing some kind of strategy/action game designed for little kids. We "solved" that game only after thirty minutes.
"Hey I just got this one – it's that new Mary- Kate & Ashley video game," Katie said.
"Cool, let's play it. What's the object of the game," I asked.
"I'm not sure. I think we have to try and get them to like diapers," Julie said. We all started rolling on the floor laughing.
"Heehee yeah I'd love to see a game like that. I wonder if they like diapers though," I said.
"What makes you think that?" Julie asked.
"Did you ever watch Full House? The old re-runs?"
"Yeah I watch it now. It's on channel 14." Julie said.
"Well some episodes it just looks like they are wearing a diaper. And I mean not when they were two, but when they were five or six," I said.
"Yeah, I think I know what you mean. I wish we could meet them in person and ask them," Katie said.
"Yeah! That would be great. I bet they do," we all giggled and started to play the game. I started to feel the effects of the four glasses of juice I had and flooded my Huggies diaper while I was playing the video game. It felt so good.
"Anyone else wet?" I asked.
"I'm still dry," Julie said.
"I'm a little wet," Katie said.
"I'm wet too," Kelly said.
"I just flooded mine but it's okay. I got two diapers on. A Huggies size five and pampers seven," I said confidently.
"Cool. You won't need to be changed for a while," Julie said. I smiled and we went back to playing the game. We got sick of video games and decided to play something else. We were all trying to think of something to do. We decided to play some board games.
"Let's get something to drink first. I'm firsty," I said. We all asked Julie's aunt for something to drink. She gave us some juice, which we all drank two glasses of. We then played several board games: Sorry, Life, Chutes And Ladders, and Trouble. When we were done, I had an idea for something we could play.
"Hey I know what we can do now. Do you all have to go pee?" The room was silent for a few seconds. Julie and Kelly said yes. Katie said no.
"Okay great. Katie can be the MC," I said.
"What are we playing?" Julie asked.
"A contest. We can hold it the longest. But the catch is, Katie will be saying a whole bunch of things about water and rivers and stuff, which will make it harder. Whoever can 'hold it' the longest will win, " I explained.
"Sounds like fun. Let's try it!" Kelly said. Katie started talking about water.
"One day I was walking in a park near a flowing RIVER. The water was moving fast and making a whish whish sound…" I had to pee real bad and after hearing this I just about lost it but was able to hold it. I looked at Kelly and Julie. They were both holding their crotch and dancing around. Katie continued, " I kept walking and saw this huge waterfall. The water was roaring down it and I heard a continuous sound of rapidly flowing water. Kerplunk! Whish! Splash!" I couldn't take it anymore and I felt urine rapidly trickle in my diaper. The Huggies diaper was now leaking into my Pampers size seven. All I felt was a warm, gooshy, mushy diaper. "Looks like I lost," I said.
"I'm still dry. How about you Kelly," Julie said while still doing a "pee pee dance."
"Yeah.. I-I'm dry." Katie kept going with her made up story.
"It started to rain. Now I heard the gushing water and the rain going pitter patter on the ground. I was getting wet and soaked. The rain fell into the river, also making a tinkle sound…" Katie said.
"I can't take it anymore! I gotta go!" Kelly exclaimed. She soaked her diaper and let out a sigh of relief.
"Looks like I win. Good, now I can wet my diaper!" Julie said. She filled her diaper and said it felt really really wet.
"I need to be changed," Kelly said.
"Me too. Let's ask my auntie to be changed. You too Ashley?" Julie said.
"No I'm okay. I don't need to be changed yet." I watched TV with Katie while I was waiting for them to be changed. I figured since I had two diapers on I could stay in them for a while.
"How come you aren't wet Katie?" I said.
"I am now. All that talk about water made me pee too," she said as she giggled.
"How come you aren't getting changed?" I said.
"I don't want to. It's not wet enough yet."
"Cool. Me too. I like really wet diapers," I said as we both giggled. After Kelly and Julie were changed, it was time for us to go home. It was getting late. We thanked Julie for inviting us over and hugged each other goodbye.
When we were back home, Mom told us it would be bedtime soon. Kelly and I watched the Cartoon Network for a while. I felt the urge to pee again, and this time just let it all out real fast. I began to smell the sharp smell of pee and just figured it was because my diapers were soaked. Kelly looked at me and said "hey you're wet."
"Yeah I know that. How do you know?"
"Because your overalls have a wet spot on them." She was right. My pink overalls had a dark spot near my crotch and legs. My diaper was badly leaking.
"Oh no! I flooded my diaper too much. Mommy!!!" I screamed. Mom came in and saw my wet diaper.
"Oh dear! Didn't you get changed when you were over at Julie's house?" Mom asked.
"No I thought my double diaper could cold it all. Sowwy mommy," I said.
"It's okay, but next time try to get changed when you feel soaked."
"Okay mommy," I said. She changed me into a Pampers seven and tucked me in.
"Wha? What time is it? It morning?" I asked.
"No, dear. It's 11:00 PM. You just went to bed an hour ago. I forgot tell tell you and Kelly something before I tucked you in," Mom said. She had woken Kelly up too and was holding her in her arms.
"What is it mommy?" I asked while yawning.
"When you two were at Julie's house, a good friend of mine called me on the phone. She was talking about this church she goes to and was asking me to become a member. Now I know we haven't gone to church since Kelly was a baby, but I think we should start going again. It would be good for us all."
"Aww church? Do we have to mommy? Church is so boring," I pleaded.
"Will you at least go tomorrow? Just this once? If you don't like it after that you girls don't have to go. You need to meet some more friends and they have a really nice Sunday school program. My friend has a little boy who looks forward to going there," Mom explained.
"I'll go Mommy," Kelly said.
"Thanks sweetie. That means a lot to me. You'll both get to wear cute pretty dresses too."
"What about our diapers?" I asked.
"You'll still wear them. Who's going to see them?" Mom said.
"Okay mommy. I guess I will go too," I said.
"Thanks Ashley. Sunday school starts at 9:00 AM so you'd better get some rest now. I'm sorry for waking you up."
"It's okay Mommy. Nite Nite. I love you," I said. Mom said goodnight and went to tuck Kelly back in. I couldn't figure out why my mom all of a sudden wanted to go to church again. We stopped going because my parents couldn't stand the hypocrites that went there. But, I thought to myself, "maybe this church was different." I'd just have to wait and see.
Mom came in to wake me up at 8:00 AM. My diaper was soaked as usual. Kelly was already awake and standing in just a diaper that was just put on her.
"You're awake already Kelly?" I asked.
"Yeah. Mommy just gave me a bath." I was amazed. Kelly loved her sleep but that morning she had been awake at 7:30 AM.
"Are you sick or something? Brian isn't even awake yet!" I said.
"No. I just wanna go to church. I think it will be fun," she said.
"I hope it is," I said with doubt in my voice.
"Don't worry Ashley it won't be so bad. This is a nice church. Let's go to the bathroom, I've got your bathwater ready." Mom took my soggy diaper off and gently helped me into the tub. She washed me just like a little three year old as I played with my bath toys. After my bath she put my on my changing table and put a new Pampers size seven on me.
"Okay girls it's time to get dressed," Mom said as she went into my closet and got out one of my pretty dresses. I called it my "princess dress" because it made me look like a cute princess. It was white and fancy with lace. She helped me get dressed and then put my cute yellow socks on and my Mary-Jane shoes. She dressed Kelly in a similar fashion and then did our hair up real nicely.
"You two look so sweet. Everyone's going to think you look so cute," Mom said. We both blushed and smiled. Brian woke up shortly after and saw us all dressed up.
"Wow, what's the occasion? Is someone getting married?" Brian said in a joking tone.
"No, you silly! We going to church today," I said.
"Oh yeah that's right. I'm going too. I hear this minister dude is pretty funky," Brian said. We giggled and Mom just half smiled and gave Brian a funny look. Brian took his shower and got dressed and we all went to eat breakfast.
"Mommy, are you going to bring a diaper bag along?" Kelly asked.
"Yes but I won't bring it in to the church with us. If one of you needs to be changed I will go out into the car and get a diaper and wipes," Mom said. Kelly and I were both relieved. We didn't want anyone at church to realize we were wearing diapers. It was bad enough kids at school knew.
We arrived at the church at 8:55. Mom showed Kelly to her 1st grade Sunday School room and took me to my classroom. I hadn't been to Sunday school since I was little and hardly remembered what it was like. I shyly walked into the room and took a seat next to a boy and girl. The girl introduced me right away
"Hi, I'm Michelle. What's your name?"
"Ashley."
"Are you new here?" Michelle asked.
"Kind of. We haven't been to church in a long time.
"You'll like this church. It isn't boring like most churches."
"Yeah, it's fun here," the boy sitting next to me added.
"Cool. Even this Sunday School thing?" I asked.
"Yup. We do fun activities and sing songs and stuff. It's neat. Today is arts and crafts day." We can make stuff for our parents," Michelle said.
"Cool. My mommy will like that," I said.
"Your dad will too," the boy said.
"No. I…I don't have a daddy anymore," I said with a sad look on my face.
"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't know."
"It's okay..umm..what's your name?"
"Billy," the boy said.
"Nice to meet you," I said shyly. I don't know what it was but I think I had a crush on him. He was cute and I was getting to the age where I didn't think boys had 'cooties.' The boy just smiled at me and waited for the class to start.
"Okay children, let's settle down. Before we begin I'd like to introduce a new girl to the class. Her name is Ashley. Raise your hand Ashley so we can see you," the teacher said. She was a nice looking lady in her middle thirty's. I raised my hand and everyone said 'Hello Ashley." So far everything was going feel. I made two new friends and was going to participate in arts and crafts. I was having fun and was glad my mom suggested going to church. I didn't even think about my diaper or that I had to poop half way into the Sunday school session. I realized I needed to have a BM when it was already on it's way into my diaper. I was terrified. The girl and boy next to me were going to notice the smell and then the whole class would be laughing. I didn't want that to happen as I'd gotten enough of that at school. I tried furiously to hold back the poop from going any further. My face was strained and Michelle was looking at me funny. "Ashley are you okay? You look like you're going to be sick." "Uh, no, I'm fine," I said as I kept trying to hold back the BM. Michelle went back to her art project. Billy was looking at me too.
"Ashley what's wrong? Do you need to go to the bathroom?" Billy asked. Oh no, I was doomed! He knew I had to poop. I thought about saying "yes" and going to the bathroom to poop. But it would still go in my diaper and the smell would still be there. I didn't answer him and kept desperately trying to hold it. After a while I couldn't take it any longer and made a big "sigh" sound, letting the poop gush into my diaper. It wasn't a small amount either. Saturday night's dinner was catching up with me. I squirmed in my seat as I felt the warm mushy poo in my diaper. The smell was foul and both Billy and Michelle noticed.
"Oh my gosh! It smells like someone pooped their pants," Michelle said. I kept quiet and pretended like I didn't hear her. All the kids started talking about it and were asking "did someone poop?" or "did someone fart?" I didn't say a word. Everyone started to stare at me and Billy asked "Ashley it's you isn't it? You just pooped in your pants?!" My face turned beat red with embarrassment and tears began rolling down my eyes. I got out of my seat and ran to the bathroom where I locked myself in a stall and began crying. I felt so awful. Everyone now knew I was a baby in diapers and would probably tease me to no end. As I was crying, a heard someone speaking.
"Ashley? Is that you sweetie?" It was Mom. She was in the next stall. The toilet flushed and she came out, knocking on my stall door.
"Please open the door sweetie Mommy's here for you. What happened?" I opened the door and ran to her, clinging on to her and crying.
"Ashley, what's wrong? Please tell me what happened," Mom said. I caught my breath and began to tell her about how I messed my diaper.
"…And all the kids knew it was me. Billy even asked me if I pooped in my pants,' I said while crying. Mom hugged me and comforted me.
"Oh Ashley it'll be okay. They'll just think you had an accident. Kids your age still have them from time to time. Don't let it bother you. Come on, I'll get you clean," she took me out to the car to get a fresh diaper and changed me in the bathroom. Luckily no one else was in there, or so I thought. After I was changed, Sunday school was over. I was glad because I didn't want to face those kids I have just met. I had hoped Kelly's experience was better. She saw Mom and I coming out of the bathroom.
"Hi Mommy!" Kelly said, all excited and happy."
"Hi Princess. How was your first day of Sunday school?"
"It was great," she said as she handed a picture she drew to my Mom.
"Aww that's pretty. Thank you," Mom said.
"You welcome Mommy," she said. I was still upset and looked very sad.
'What's wrong Ashley?" Kelly said.
"Oh nothing. I just didn't have as much fun as you," I said while pouting. Mom whispered to Kelly what happened.
"Aww I'm sorry Ashley," she said as she hugged me close. I thanked her and smiled.
"Speaking of that, Kelly, do you feel like you have to poop?" Mom whispered. Kelly nodded her head no. We proceed into the church sanctuary to wait for the service to start. Brian sat next to Mom and me and Kelly sat together.
"Ashley, are you wet?" Kelly asked.
"No, silly I was just changed."
"Oh yeah. Well, I am. I hope I don't wet again cause I wet it a lot in Sunday school."
"Don't worry your diaper will soak it all up. At least you didn't poo like I did," I said.
"Yeah. I met some nice friends. Did you?"
"Yes but I dunno if they will be my friends now after they know I'm a baby," I said.
"Don't say that. They might not care," Kelly said.
"Yeah, I hope so."
"Okay girls, the service is starting. Keep it quiet now," Mom said. The service started like a typical UCC service. The pastor came in and welcomed everyone and read a scripture from the Bible. Then everyone sang an opening hymn. The middle of the service had a special "children's sermon" where all the kids got to go up by the pastor and sit in a circle as he gave a special sermon to the kids. Kelly and I went up. I saw Michelle and Billy. They both looked at me and smiled. Maybe they didn't care? Maybe Kelly was right. I hoped so. During the children's sermon, Kelly began to fidget a little. I was guessing she had to pee again. The minister was talking about thunderstorms.
"Does anyone know what Thunder is?" The minister asked. We all said yes. Just then we heard what sounded like a loud farting noise. It was Kelly. However, she hadn't only farted. She pooped. When Kelly got excited she tended to have loose stools like that which made it sound like she was farting.
"Well, thank you little girl for demonstrating!" The minister said. Everyone laughed and Kelly was giggling. I couldn't believe it. Everyone had thought she just farted. He began to go on talking about Thunderstorms and made reference to some bible verses that mention storms. The point of the sermon was not to be afraid of thunder but to think of it as a natural part of nature. The sermon was over shortly and we took our seats. Kelly waddled back to our phew and sat down. It was then she too realized it was more than a fart.
"Oh no mommy," she whispered.
"You didn't? Did you?" Mom asked.
"Yes momma, I sowwy," she said.
"It's alright dear. Let's go get you cleaned up." Mom took Kelly to the bathroom while I sat with Brian.
"She lucked out," I whispered. I was kind of jealous that Kelly pooped and no one knew.
"It's okay kiddo. If those kids you met today really want to be your friend, they won't care if you wear diapers," Brian whispered. Mom and Kelly came back shortly and we sat through the rest of the service without any other problems.
As we were walking out of the church sanctuary, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. It was Billy.
"Ashley, can we talk?" He asked.
"Uh, sure okay. Mommy, is it okay if I talk to my friend for a minute?" I asked.
"Yes that's fine dear. We will be in the lobby."
"Okay Mommy, thanks."
"Let's go into the classroom. No one's there now," Billy said. I followed him to the classroom. I was a bit nervous.
"Wha--what do you want to talk about?"
"About what happened in Sunday school before," he said.
"I know, I know. You want to ask me why I pooped my pants like a baby and then you will laugh and tell everyone how I'm such a baby who should go back to Pre School," I said while almost starting to cry.
"No, Ashley. No! I'm not like that. I felt so sorry for you when you had an accident before. I just wanted to tell you that I know what you're going through. I have accidents sometimes too," he said. I was so relieved.
"Thank you. I'm so glad you didn't tease me. I get that a lot."
"I know so do I. I don't usually have poop accidents but sometimes I pee my pants. I can't always hold it very long," he said.
"Does your mom get mad at you for that?" I asked.
"No, she's understanding. The doctors don't know why it happens. They just say I have a weak bladder," he said. I so badly wanted to ask him if he ever thought about wearing diapers but I didn't want to push my luck.
"That's good. Do you want to be friends? I mean not just Sunday school friends. But, uh, well…" I was getting nervous. I still had a crush on him and I didn't really know what I was feeling at the time. He smiled at me and said, "You want to be my girlfriend?" I blushed and shyly said "yes."
"I'd like that. I don't have a lot of friends."
"Cool! Maybe you could come over to my house today?"
"Yeah I don't think my mom has any plans. Can I have your phone number? I'll call after lunch time," he said. I gave him my phone number and gave him a small hug. We came out of the room and he went to find his mother. I was so excited. All I talked about on the way home was Billy and how I wanted to invite him over. Mom and Brian thought it was cute.
"Aww, my little girl has her first boy crush."
"Oh mom!! He's just a friend," I said.
"What do you want to wear today sweetie?" My mom asked as she was changing my diaper. I thought for a moment and remembered that Billy was coming over. "My pink overalls," I said. She put a new size seven Pampers on me and went to get my overalls. They were loose fitting and baggy. I knew Billy was going to find out about my diapers eventually, but I wasn't ready to for him to find out immediately.
"You look so cute in those overalls, sweetie," mom said as was done dressing me. I just smiled and went downstairs. Kelly was already changed into her play clothes. She was wearing tight leggings, which made it real obvious she had a diaper on. I went into the TV room to watch TV while mom was making lunch.
'So, your boyfriend's gonna come over today?" Kelly teased.
"He's not my boyfriend! I just met him.
"Ashey and Billy sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I- N-G. First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes---"
"Stop that," I interrupted. "We're just friends." Kelly just kept giggling. "Hey Kelly can you try not to act like a baby when he's here?"
"Why? You think he isn't gonna find out that we wear diapers?" Kelly asked.
"Yes I know he will find out but I don't want him to know right away. Can you please try to act like a six year old, please??" I begged.
"Okay Ash, I will try." I hugged her and watched TV with her until Mom called for lunch.
"So what are you two going to do today?" Brian asked.
"I dunno. Probably just play games and stuff," I said.
"That's cool. If you need to be changed you're going to have to come to me cause Mom's going away for a while," he said.
"Where you going, Mommy?" I asked.
"I'm going to Madison to visit a friend of mine who's in the hospital. I should be home around suppertime. Brian will be here to watch you."
"Okay Mommy," I said as I took a bite of my sandwich. A few minutes later the phone rang.
"Hello?" I said.
"Hey, it's me Billy. Did you ask your Mom?"
"Yeah, she won't be here but my brother is babysitting. You can come over whenever you want," I said. "Cool. I'll be over at one o'clock. Bye Ashley." I ran back into the kitchen
with a smile on my face. "He's coming over at
one!"
"Great!" Mom said. Kelly and I went back to watch TV. The half hour passed real quick and I heard the doorbell ring.
"Okay, he's here. Kelly, remember, try to act your age, please?"
"You really like this boy don't you? Boys are grose!"
"They are not! You promise?"
"Yes, I promise," Kelly said. I went to get the door. Billy was wearing jeans and a t-shirt. He had a PlayStation unit and some game CDs in his hands.
"Hi Ashley!"
"Hi, come in. What do you wanna do today?" I asked.
"Well I brought my PlayStation along. Do you like video games?"
"Yeah I've always wanted one of those things. Wanna hook it up now?" I asked.
"Yeah that would be cool." I took his coat and led him into the TV room. Kelly was still watching TV.
"Oh, this is my little sister Kelly. She's six.
"Hi Kelly," he said. She just waved to him and smiled.
"Kel, do you mind if we play video games?" I asked.
"Can I play too?" I looked at Billy. "Yeah, that's cool. I've got some multi-player games.
"Yay, thanks!" Kelly said. We hooked up the unit and started playing some racing game for kids. We played for about an hour. Half way into the game I noticed Kelly was fidgeting like she usually does when she's about to pee. Kelly looked at me and pointed to her diaper. I glared at her and lip-synched "don't say anything." She said "okay" back.
'Okay your turn Ashley," Billy said.
"Cool. I'm not good at this game but I'll try."
"Don't worry about it, this is just for fun. While I was playing, Billy asked where the bathroom was.
"It's upstairs. Kelly can you show him?"
"Okay, follow me," she said. Kelly came back in the room after a few seconds.
"Hey Ash you know I tinkled, right?"
"Yeah, so? Is it soaked?" I asked.
"Kinda. I drank a lot of juice at lunch." "Okay. When Billy comes back, say you're gonna go potty and then have Brian change you. He's up in his room reading, I think."
"Okay I'll do that," she said. Billy came back. "Wow you're doing pretty good Ash," he said.
"Thanks," I said and smiled.
"I gotta go potty I'll be back," Kelly said.
"Okay Kelly. My turn's almost up but we'll pause it," I said. Kelly left. My turn expired and we paused the game. "So, Ashley,do you have any other little sisters or brothers?" Billy asked.
"No, just Kelly and my older brother Brian..Why?" I asked.
"When I was in the bathroom I saw a container of baby wipes on the counter. I thought maybe you had a baby sister or brother." I froze up for a few seconds. I forgot about the baby wipes in the bathroom. Sometimes Mom would change us in the bathroom so she always had baby wipes on the counter. I tried to think of something to make up.
"Oh, my mom baby sits for my little cousin a lot so there's always baby wipes and diapers in the house," I said.
"Oh, okay. I was just wondering. I always wanted a little brother or sister," he said.
"Do you want mine?" I said jokingly. He chuckled. "That isn't very nice." "I was just kidding. She's a good sister most of the time," I said. We talked for a few more minutes.
"Did she fall in or something?" Billy asked.
"I hope not. Sometimes she takes a while. You know how little kids are when they go to the bathroom," I said. He nodded. Kelly came back about a minute later.
"Sorry it took so long, I was talking to Brian about something," Kelly said.
'It's okay. Your turn now," I said as I un- paused the game. We played video games for another hour.
"What should we do now?" Billy asked.
"Wanna play a board game?" I asked.
"Sure, which one?"
"Do you like The Game of Life?" I asked.
"Yeah, I play that with my friends all the time," Billy said.
"Cool, me too. Kelly do you wanna play too?"
"I don't think I know how, do I?"
"We'll teach you, it's not hard," I said. I set up the game and quickly went over the playing rules with Kelly. My diaper was still dry and I didn't feel like I had to go. I was glad.
The game was almost over. We were waiting for Kelly to spin the spinner but she seemed concentrated on something else. I nudged her.
"Kelly, it's your turn." She had this weird look on her face and I was hoping it didn't mean what I thought it meant. It did. She started making funny faces and small grunting noises. A minute later a foul stench filled the room that both Billy and I could smell.
"Oh Ashley did you have an accident again?" He asked.
"No, I didn't." Kelly totally forgot that Billy was even in the room and she started yelling Brian's name.
"Brian!!!! Brian!!!" Brian came running down the stairs.
"What is it Kelly? Did you hurt yourself?"
"No. I need to be changed. I went poo poo!" She blurted. My face turned beat red. She went over by Brian and held on to his hand as they went upstairs.
"Does she have accidents too?" He said, trying not to sound mean. "No..Uh.. You know when she said she had to go potty before?"
"Yeah?"
"Well, she didn't really go. Her diaper was wet and she got changed by my brother."
"Her diaper?? I thought you said she was six years old?"
"She is." Isn't she potty trained?" "She was, but when she was 5 she started having accidents. It was after my parents split up. It really hit tore her apart. My mom didn't know what to do, so she put her in diapers."
"Oh my gosh. Don't people make fun of her?"
"Yeah, they do. But she doesn't care."
"That's just so weird. Why would she want to wear diapers? I mean do she like them?"
"Yup she does. It's really not a big deal."
"It isn't? Has she been to a doctor?"
"No. Why?"
"Well I just don't know why she'd want to wear diapers. That's gross," Billy said. I started to get very worried and hoped he wouldn't find out that I was in diapers.
"She'll grow out of it someday I'm sure. It's either diapers or wet pants," I said.
"Well I guess," he said.
"You won't tease her about it I hope," I said with a worried look on my face.
"No I won't. I won't say a word," He said.
"Thanks. Umm.. What should we do now? You pretty much won the game and I don't think Kelly will come back down. She's probably embarrassed."
"Do you have more stuff in your room?"
"Yeah, I do, but---"
"Cool, let's go up in your room." I couldn't talk him out of it. He raced up the stairs. Kelly was in her room, playing with some toys. She saw me and said, "I'm sorry Ashley, I forgot." I told her it was okay and caught up to Billy, who was standing right next to my door. He opened it and his mouth dropped wide open. "Umm, isn't this your sisters room?" He asked with a big look of confusion on his face. My face turned red again and now I felt a strong urge to pee. "Uh, well... No,this is,,.my..my...my room," I said while stuttering.
"You sleep in a crib?? Is your mom on drugs or something?"
"Yes, I do, "I said while my legs were shaking. I didn't want to wet my diaper for some reason. He noticed I was shaking.
"Hey do you have to go to the bathroom? You better go so you don't have an accident." At this point I knew he was going to find out anyway. I said "okay" and began wetting my diaper. It was a heavy wetting that totally saturated my diaper. My legs stopped shaking and I continued to stand where I was.
"Well? Are you going to go to the bathroom?"
"I just went."
"What?? What do you mean? You had an accident?"
"Um, sort of I guess."
"Ashley you aren't making any sense. Your overalls aren't wet.
"Never mind. I was kidding I don't have to go to the bathroom," I said.
"Okay, but why do you sleep in a crib? And what the heck is this?" he asked as he pointed to my changing table.
"I toss and turn a lot in my sleep. I need a crib to keep me from falling on the floor. I know its babyish but it's the only way," I said. He looked at me with a weird face and said "okay I guess, but what is this thing? And there are diapers in here!"
"Yes, that's a changing table. I told you, my mom babysits." "Oh yeah you did say that. Okay, what kind of toys do you have?" He asked. I dug out some age appropriate toys. Electronic puzzles, Legos, and more board games. He chose to build some stuff out of Legos. My diaper was completely soaked. Almost every move I made would make it crinkle and I could smell a strong smell of urine. I had hoped he didn't smell it too. I started building something about of Lagos. We were sitting on the floor, close to each other.
"This is cool. Not many girls like to play with Legos," he said. I smiled and kept building. He started sniffing a little bit. "Hey what is that smell?"
"I don't know. What do you smell?"
"Umm. Your sister isn't in here is she?"
"No she's in her room playing. Why?"
"Cuz I thought if she was that her diaper was wet or something. It smells like pee in here."
"It does? I don't smell anything," I said.
"Okay. Maybe I'm just smelling things," he said. I wasn't sure how much longer I could play dumb. My diaper was starting to get uncomfortable and I wanted to be changed, but I couldn't risk being "in the bathroom" for five minutes and having him ask me what took so long. I kept playing
"Hey Ash I just got this crazy idea. What kinda music do you like?" Billy asked.
"I like whatever they play on the radio. Pop songs and rock and stuff. Here, you can look at my CDs and pick something to play." He looked at my CDs and saw my Vertical Horizon album.
"Oh these guys are cool," he said as he popped in in my CD boom box and pressed play. "Everything you Want" started playing.
"Ashley, may I have this dance?" He asked while laughing.
"You serious? I asked.
"Yeah, do you want to?" He asked. I giggled and said sure. He put his arm around my waist and we started to slow dance. I didn't really know how to dance. He didn't either. Brian peered in from his room and just started laughing.
"aww this is cute. Where's my camera?"
'No, don't take pictures!" I yelled.
"I really should, Mom would love this." He went and got his camera and snapped a picture.
"Geez, thanks Brian!" I said sarcastically.
"It's okay Ash, don't worry about it," Billy said. Brian went back to his room. Billy's hand accidentally slipped further down my waist and on my butt. The song was over and there was a few seconds of silence in-between songs. My diaper crinkled at his hand reached further.
"Ashley, what was that?"
"What?"
"Umm, my hand slipped and I felt this weird mushy thing and when you move it sounds like you're wearing a plastic bag or something."
"Umm I dunno Billy. Let's keep dancing."
"Wait!" He said as he put the CD player on pause. "Okay, now lets dance," he said.
"With no music?"
"Yup." I started to slow dance again. My diaper crinkled loudly and the smell was getting stronger.
"Ashley whenever you move I hear that sound. And what is that smell?"
"Okay, fine. I can't lie anymore Billy. You wanna know what it is?" I walked over to my changing table and took out a size seven Pampers from the drawer and held it in front of me. "I wear these. Just like my sister. I wear diapers. And right now my diaper is soaked. I wet it before when you asked if I had to go to the bathroom." He gasped and had a shocked look on his face.
"You too? Why? Is it because you can't control it?" "Well, sort of, but that's not how it started," I said.
"What do you mean? You like diapers too?" "Yes, I...I...I do."
"Why on Earth would a girl your age want to be in diapers like a baby?!" He exclaimed.
"Because I just do. Billy you aren't gonna understand. If you don't want to be my friend and you want to make fun of me, go ahead," I said while a tear rolled down my face.
"No, Ashley, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry. It's just, well, this is very strange and I've never heard of this before." I dried my tears. "Do you want to go home now? I'll understand."
"No not yet. Why do you wear them? I mean how long have you been in diapers? What does your mom say? Whose going to change you now? I hope not me!"
"No, not you. My brother will. I have been in diapers since I was almost seven. I used to wet the bed and I didn't want to tell my mom. Back then Kelly was a toddler in diapers. I would sneak her diapers into my room and wear them at night. I kinda liked them and how they felt so then I started wearing them after school and stuff. My mom caught me one day and she made a deal with me that if I wanna wear diapers I have to wear them all day and night, just like a baby. I think she thought I wouldn't like that. But I loved it. The only thing that was bad was at school. I still get teased. Now I've been in diapers so long I just got used to it and so I'm not really potty trained. And since my dad left, well, the diapers and babying helped me feel better," I explained.
"Babying? What do you mean?"
"The crib. I lied about that. I sleep in a crib because I like it. I like being babied. I get bottles and suck on pacifiers and my mom dresses me sometimes and gives me baths. Kelly is the same way. I didn't lie about her. With me being in diapers, she got jealous."
"Wow Ashley. This is a lot for me to think about. I..I don't know what to say," He said softly.
"I know. If you don't wanna be my friend anymore it's ok."
"No Ash, you are a fun girl. But, I need to think about this. I mean I don't want to play baby or be your baby brother or something. I like to do big kid things, you know?"
"I know. I like big kid things too. I'm not always a baby, but I gotta be in diapers or I will wet my pants."
"Why don't you ask your mom if she will potty train you?" He asked. I stood there for five minutes trying to think of what to say. I kept starting to say something but then stopped. "You don't want to by potty trained?" he guessed. I nodded.
"Okay, I just can't picture this, but, Ashley, I still like you as a friend. I won't tell anyone about this, I promise.
"So, you still want to play with me and be my friend? Even though I'm a baby?"
"Yes, but its still kinda weird."
"I know. Thanks for not teasing me, you are nice. Most boys laugh and me.
"Ash, you know I'm not like that. I get teased at school sometimes too, because I'm not good with sports and stuff. I gotta get going now, it's almost suppertime.," he said.
"Yeah, and I need a new diaper," I said. He didn't say anything but gave me a little kiss on the cheek. I got a little excited and wet my diaper a little more.
"Oh no I gotta get changed quick before I leak! Can you wait or do you gotta go right away?"
"I'll wait, I have to go to the bathroom anyway," he said. I ran into Brian's room.
"Brian I'm soaked! Help!"
"Okay kiddo, up on the changing table you go. Where's your friend?"
"He's in the potty. He knows about me now."
"You told him?" he asked as he lifted me up on my changing table?
"Yeah, he didn't take it very well but we're still friends," I said.
"Aww I'm sorry Ash. But if he's truly your friend, he'll keep talking to you....Man, did you drink the ocean or something?" He said as he untapped my soggy diaper.
"Hehe no, just two glasses of juice."
"I think that boy got you a little excited," He said while laughing.
"Oh shush! He's just a friend," I said while blushing. After I was changed, I went to find Billy. He was in the hallway looking at the pictures on the wall. "Okay Billy, I'll walk you out." We went down the stairs and into the TV room to get his PlayStation.
"So, you're like in a new diaper now?" I nodded.
"Uh, okay. That is just so....nevermind. I'm sorry, I shouldn't say that," he said.
"It's okay Billy. You're still my friend and I'm very happy about that." I gave him a hug and walked him out.
"I'll see you at church next Sunday?" he asked.
"Yeah I should be there."
"Cool, see you then. Thanks Ashley, I had fun."
"You're welcome. Good-bye," I said as I shut the door.
Mom came home shortly after Billy left. I ran up to her and gave her a hug. "Hi mommy!"
"Hey sweetie. Did you have fun with your friend today?"
"Yeah, mostly. He found out about my diapers and baby stuff."
"I figured he would. Did he tease you?"
"No, he still wants to play here but he just thinks I'm kinda weird."
"Well Ashley, you can't expect all your friends to think it's cute. He's a boy you know."
"I know, Mommy," I said as I sighed.
"Maybe this is a good time for you to be potty trained?"
"No Mommy, not yet! I don't wanna!" I cried.
"Okay sweetie. I just thought I'd ask."
We got to school a little early the next Monday morning and started looking for someone to talk to as we waited for the bell to ring. Kelly noticed Danielle was standing alone, so she started walking towards her.
"Hey, is it okay if me and my sister stand by you?" Kelly asked?" Danielle shyly said yes as she played with her hair.
"You're the one from the store we were at the other day, right?" I asked? She nodded. Kelly asked if she was going to be in the same class as her, and she quietly said yes. I was daydreaming when I felt Kelly nudging me.
"Hey, should I ask if she's wearing one?" she whispered.
"Um, I don't know. If you want to I guess." Kelly whispered into Danielle's ear. Danielle paused, and quietly said, "No, I'm not a baby." Kelly had a surprised look on her face.
"Ok, okay," Kelly, said. We didn't say much else until the bell rang. I didn't see Danielle again until morning recess. I decided I'd go play with her and Kelly, after I was changed.
"Hey you two, what's going on?" I asked.
"Not much, we were just playing tag," Danielle said. She seemed to be more talkative at recess.
"Cool, can I play too?" I asked.
"Sure. Kelly is IT," she said.
"Oh darn it! Wait a minute," Kelly said, with a weird look on her face.
"What's wrong?" Danielle asked.
"And I just got changed too! Sorry, I gotta go do something," she said. She walked a few feet away and started pooping in her diaper.
"I gotta go get changed again, I'll be back soon," she said. Danielle just had this confused look on her face.
"That is gross. You and Kelly really like being in diapers? Does your mom make you?" She asked.
"No, she doesn't make us. It's a long story Dani. Maybe Kelly will explain it all to you. But yes, we do like them. Um, didn't you say you were going to wear them?"
"I was but I asked my mom to let me have another chance."
"Another chance? What do you mean?" I asked with a curious look on my face.
"Since we moved I've been having pee accidents sometimes. I dunno why, it just happens. But I'm trying not to do that anymore. My mom says if I pee in my pants one more time then I have to wear Pampers. I don't wanna be a baby."
"Oh, okay. Well, I hope you don't have any accidents then," I said. I really didn't know what to tell her. I made some small talk with her until Kelly came back.
"Okay, can we play tag now?" Danielle asked.
"Yeah, I'm it," Kelly said as she started chasing us around. We played tag for about five minutes and then decided to go play on the swigs. On the way over, I noticed Danielle was "holding" herself like she had to pee. I didn't say anything. I figured she knew she had to go. We swung on the swings until the bell rang to go back inside. On the way back, Danielle was still holding herself and doing a little "pee pee dance." Kelly noticed.
"Do you have to go potty Dani?"
"Yes, really bad! Where is the bathroom?!"
"It's inside, I can show you," Kelly said.
"Good, run!" Danielle began running. We made it to the door and got inside. The bathroom was about 500 feet away. We got half way to the bathroom but it was too late - her pants were wet, leaving a small puddle on the floor. She stopped and began to cry. Kelly hugged her and tried to comfort her. The Principal walked by and noticed what was going on.
"Hi little girl, what's the problem?" Danielle just kept crying.
"It's okay Kelly, I'll handle this. You can go back to your class now." Kelly and I slowly walked away. There were some kids behind us, laughing and pointing at her.
"It's okay, you just had an accident. It happens. Let's go to the nurses office, I'm sure she's got a spare set of clothes for you," the Principal said as they walked down the hall together.
The bell rang. Kelly and I went outside and started walking home.
"Hey, wait for me!" Danielle yelled from a distance. We slowed down and waited for her.
"Can I walk home with you?" she asked.
"Sure, do you live near me?: Kelly asked.
:"I live at 232 Jay Street," Danielle said.
"Cool that's only two blocks from me."
"My mommy was gonna give me a ride but I guess she's busy. That's okay though cause then she'd find out I wet my pants."
"Oh, yeah. I'm sorry that happened," I said.
"I hate it. I don't know why I keep doing that."
"You'll grow out of it soon," I said.
"I hope so. Hey, do you and Kelly want to come over to my house today? We could play for a while. I don't really have any friends here yet and you girls are nice," she said.
"Yeah, I'll ask my mommy when I get home and if she says yes we'll come over?" I said.
'Yeah that's great. Ok, this is my street. See you soon!" She said as she ran towards her house.
"Mommy? Can we go to Danielle's house?" Kelly asked.
"Danielle? Who's that?" Mom asked.
"A new girl at school. We made friends today," Kelly said.
"Sure, I suppose so. Ashley, do you have any homework?"
"No mommy, I got it done in class," I said.
"Okay. Let me change you girls and then you can go, alright?"
"But Mommy I'm not very wet. I can hardly feel it," Kelly said.
"Sweetheart, you need to be changed. If you wet again it could leak. You don't want to be embarrassed in front of your new friend," she said.
"O-tay momma," she said babyishly. Mom kissed her on the forehead and took us to get changed. While we were walking to Danielle's house, I noticed that Mom didn't send us along with a diaper bag. I had guessed that she didn't think we'd be gone long.
We rang the doorbell and Danielle's mother answered.
"Hi, this must be Ashley and Kelly? Come on in. Danielle is up in her room playing. It's just up the stairs and to your left," she said.
"Okay, thanks Mrs. Peters," I said. We went up the stairs and found Danielle in her room. She was wearing a different outfit than what the nurse had changed her into at school; tight pink leggings and a t-shirt. Her room looked like that of a typical six-year-old girl's room. Bright colored walls, stuffed animals, child sized bed, dresser, bookshelves, and toys. She had an old, "486" computer in her room and was playing a video came when we entered.
"Oh, hi, glad you could make it. What do you wanna play with?" Danielle asked. We stood there and thought for a while. "I know, let's play hide and seek," Kelly said. Danielle liked the idea and volunteered to be the first one to go and hide. Kelly and I counted to twenty and went to look for her. We searched every bedroom upstairs but did not find her. Kelly heard a noise and spotted her. She was hiding in the bathtub, behind the shower curtain.
"I got you," Kelly said as she tickled her. Danielle giggled but pulled away like she didn't want to be tickled.
"Hey, don't do that," she said.
"I'm sorry. You don't like to be tickled?" Kelly asked.
"No...Yes..I mean...no..Nevermind," she said. Kelly shrugged her shoulders and changed the subject. "Okay, I'll go hide now," Kelly said. Danielle and I began looking for her. My shoe came untied, so I stopped to tie it. Danielle kept walking, not noticing what I was doing. As she walked, I thought I had heard a crinkle noise, like a diaper. I knew that sound all to well. I watched her walk for a few seconds and noticed her butt was a bit puffy and padded. I decided not to say anything, and finished tying my shoe. We found Kelly; she hid under Danielle's bed.
After we were bored with Hide and Seek, we decided to play a game of Chutes and Ladders.
"Okay Danielle it's your turn," I said. She was staring off into space, making funny faces and shaking her legs.
"Dani? Hello? Are you with us?" Kelly asked. Her legs stopped shaking and she paused for a while. "Oh, yes, I'm here, sorry," she said as she put her attention back to the game. After a while I had smelt a strong smell. We were all sitting close together. It smelled like urine. I wasn't wet, so I figured Kelly soaked her diaper.
"Kelly, did you pee?" I asked?
"I might have, I dunno," she said.
"Well, do you feel wet? It smells like pee in here," I said.
"No, my diaper feels dry. You sure you didn't pee?"
"Yes, I'm dry," I said. Danielle didn't say anything, but her face turned red. She tried to change the subject.
"Oh this is nice, I'm winning! I don't win much!" As it turned out, she won the game. We decided to go downstairs and get something to drink. Danielle stood up and started walking towards the stairs. She was walking real slow and kept faintly saying "oh no,' to herself.
"Dani, are you okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine," she said. She was walking as if she was uncomfortable. When we got downstairs, Danielle's mom was in the kitchen preparing dinner.
"Are you girls having fun?" she asked.
"Yeah, we just came down to get something to drink."
"Help yourself," she said as she went to the cupboard and got us some small plastic cups. I poured some juice for the three of us. Danielle couldn't seem to stand still and kept grabbing her butt and making funny faces. It was obvious to me that her diaper was soaked and she didn't like it. Her mom noticed what she was doing.
"Dani, do you need to be changed?" she asked. Danielle's face turned beat red.
"Mommy! Not now, please!" She pleaded.
"Yes, now. I can't let my baby get a rash. Let's go Dani." Danielle slowly started walking towards the downstairs bathroom.
"No Dani, not the bathroom. You're going to be changed right here on the living room floor." Danielle started to cry. She was so embarrassed.
"Aww, don't cry baby. You'll have a clean diaper in no time." She placed Danielle on the floor and pulled her pants down. She took off her wet diaper and folded it up neatly.
"My baby sure does wet a lot. Mommy's going to have to buy you some more absorbent diapers," she said. Danielle just kept crying as her mom wiped her with wipes and put a new diaper on.
"There, now doesn't that feel nice to be in a dry diaper?" She said.
"NO!" Danielle screamed as she started un-taping the diaper.
"There will be none of that Danielle Elizabeth!"
"I don't wanna wear diapers Mommy, I'm not a baby!"
"Big girls don't wet their pants at school. You will wear diapers like the baby that you are." Danielle kept crying as her mother refastened the tapes on her diaper.
"You're going to wear just a diaper an t-shirt now for disobeying me. Go play with your friends now sweetie. Mommy will come check to see if you're wet in an hour," she said as she went back to the kitchen. Danielle just sat on the floor, bawling her eyes out. Kelly sat next to her and cuddled up to her.
"It's okay Danielle. We aren't going to make fun of you," she said as she gave Danielle a hug
"Why does my mommy have to be so mean? I don't wanna be a baby! I'm a big girl!"
"I know. She just doesn't understand. Maybe I can get my mom to talk to her," Kelly said.
"Really? Cause I don't wanna be a baby. I know you like it, but I don't."
"I know. Hey, let's go play computer games," Kelly said, trying to get Danielle's mind off of her mother's treatment. We all went back upstairs and played games on her computer for about an hour. It was then that I felt the urge to have a bowel movement.
"Oh no, I gotta go poo," I said to Kelly.
"Oh gross. I hope I don't have to do that tonight cause I don't even wanna know what that's like," Danielle said. Kelly laughed.
"It's no so bad, really." Kelly said.
"Yeah, you're used to it."
"Ok you better stand back cause I just did it," I said.
"Phew! It stinks in here!" Danielle said.
"What are we gonna do? Should I try to change myself?" I asked.
"No, just get Dani's mommy to change you," Kelly said.
"Yeah, right. She'd probably kill me!" I said. Danielle nodded.
"Ok, well then stay stinky till we go home I guess. And, uh, I'll stay soggy too."
"You're wet?" I asked.
"Soaked. One more and I'm gonna leak," she said.
"I can't stand that smell. You gotta do something," Danielle said.
"You got air fresheners?" I asked.
'Yeah!" Danielle went into the bathroom and came back with a can of Lysol disinfecting spray. She spayed it everywhere in the room.
"There, that's better. I guess we can keep playing now," she said. A few minutes passed. The air freshener began to drift away and it began to reek again. Danielle's mom came in the room.
"Dani, it's time for mommy to check your diaper," she said.
"I'm dry mommy, leave me alone!"
"Don't you talk to me that way young lady! You obviously need a changing. I can smell it! Did my baby go poo poo?"
"No, but Ashley did!"
"Nice try. Ashley is a big girl. She goes pee and poop in the potty. You could learn from her. Now come on, let's get you changed, stinky girl."
"But mommy it's not me!"
"Yeah, and my name is Madonna. Let's go!" she said sarcastically as she grabbed Danielle and carried her to the bathroom.
"We're in trouble. When she takes off Dani's diaper and sees it's clean, we're gonna get it," Kelly said.
"Well we could make a run for it now and go home," I said.
"Yeah, lets go!" We headed down the stairs when we heard "what the hell? How could your diaper be clean? It smelt horrible in your room!" Danielle's mom yelled. The bathroom door opened.
"I told you it wasn't me mommy! It was Ashley. She wears diapers. And Kelly too, her diaper is wet! Go look!" We began running down the stairs.
"Just a minute! Where are you two girls going?"
"Oh, my mommy said we gotta be home by supper time. We have to go now. It was fun, thanks!" Kelly said.
"That's fine, but can you come up here for just a second? Danielle wants to say goodbye." We both slowly went back up the stairs. Mrs. Peters lifted up Kelly's skirt and saw her soggy, wet diaper.
"I don't believe it. Dani was right! You two are still in diapers? What is wrong with your mother?"
"Look who's talking," I whispered.
"What did you say!?" Mrs. Peters shrieked.
"I said LOOK WHO'S TALKING. You put Dani in diapers because she had a few accidents," I said.
"Yeah, well I'm teaching her a lesson. It's called discipline. Why does your mother have you and your sister in diapers? Were you ever potty trained, or is she just lazy?"
"No, we were potty trained. I went back to diapers when I was seven. I like them and so does my sister," I explained.
"Okay, you two can go home now. I don't want you playing with my daughter anymore; you have a bad influence on her. I will be calling your mother." Danielle started to cry again. "I like them mommy! Let me play with them!"
"No. It's bad enough you can't be a big girl. You don't need to be playing with babies too! Goodbye girls!" she said as she walked us to the door, "And don't come back!" Kelly began to cry as we were walking home.
"It's okay Kelly. Mom will straighten things out," I said.
"Yeah, but poor Dani. I really liked her. Her mom is so mean!" I sighed.
"I know, I wish we could adopt her or something. She doesn't deserve to have a mom so mean like that. Let's tell Mommy about what happened."
"What is wrong with her? I'm going to go over there right now and give her a piece of my mind," Mom said in response to what we told her about Danielle's mother.
"Can I come with Mommy?" I asked.
"Sure sweetie. Kelly, do you want to go with us?"
"No, I don't wanna go back there, she's mean!" Kelly exclaimed.
"Okay, go ask Brian to get you ready for bed then. We'll be back soon," Mom said.
"Okay. Nite Nite Mommy," Kelly said as she ran upstairs. Mom and I walked back over to Danielle's house and rang the doorbell. It took what seemed like an eternity for Danielle's mother to answer the door.
"Hello Mrs. Peters, I'm Ashley's mother. May we come in?" Mom asked politely.
"I suppose so, but not very long, I just got Danielle in bed," she said in a rude tone. She opened the door and told us to have a seat on the couch.
"I'm here because of what happened earlier when my daughters were here. They told me what happened," Mom explained.
"It's good you came over so I can tell you that I do not want your children playing with my daughter. They are a bad influence on her," Mrs. Peters blurted out.
"Why is that? Were they misbehaving?"
"I think you know what I mean, Mrs. Roberts. Your girls are what, 6 and 10 and both of them still wear diapers? "
"And why is that a bad influence on your daughter?" Mom asked.
"Because! I'm trying to teach my daughter how not to be such a baby. She keeps wetting her pants all the time. It doesn't help when she's playing with babies," Mrs. Peters said as she became red in the face.
"Oh I see. And you think that putting Danielle back in diapers against her will is going to make her accidents stop? Did you ever stop and think about why she's having accidents in the first place? Usually when a child has wetting accidents, it's related to emotional trauma. And just by seeing how you've completely lost your temper with me, I can understand why she's having such problems," Mom said. I was shocked to hear her say all of that.
"And who do you think you are? Dr. Spock? I don't need you here telling me how to raise my child. Unless you have anything good to say, I want you and your bratty daughter to get out of my house!"
"Hold on a second. I came over here to compromise with you. My daughters like Daniel very much and they want to remain friends. There is no harm in that and my daughters will not influence her to be a baby. Danielle needs all the friends she can get right now. Moving is a traumatic thing for a young child. You're just hurting her more by not letting her make friends." Before Mrs. Peters could answer, Danielle came in the room. She was wearing nothing but a diaper and t-shirt.
"Mommy I had a bad dream," she cried.
"Go back to your room! You know you're not supposed to be awake now young lady!"
"But Mommy, I-"
"You heard me now march your butt back in bed!"
"But I'm wet!" Danielle screamed. Tears began rolling down her face. She looked so afraid and miserable. I felt so bad for her and just wanted to go hug her, but I was afraid of what Mrs. Peters would do.
"Good and you can stay that way all night. Maybe if you'd learn to be a big girl, you wouldn't have to be in soggy diapers. Now get back in bed!" Danielle began to slowly walk back to her room, crying loudly and tightly holding her teddy bear.
"I cannot believe what I've just seen. Is this how you treat your daughter every night? That is abuse!" Mom said. I could tell she was getting angry. It took a lot for my mom to lose her temper.
"Oh yeah like keeping a ten year old in diapers isn't abuse? That's a laugh. You have no business telling me how to raise my daughter. Get out of my house. And you better keep those kids of yours away from my daughter!"
"Ashley wears diapers because she wants to. You do not know the reasons why, and unlike your daughter, when she wants to be a "big girl," she will tell me and I will potty train her. What you're doing is abuse and I'm not going to let this rest! You'll be hearing from me later. Come on Ashley, we're going home," Mom said. Mrs. Peters followed us out and slammed the door.
"What are you gonna do Mommy?" I asked as she was getting me ready for bed.
"I'm going to call child protective services and have someone pay Mrs. Peters a visit. What she's doing to Danielle is so wrong," Mom said.
"Yeah, she's mean! Why do people gotta be mean like that?" I asked.
"I wish I knew...Alright sweetie, time for bed," she said as she finished changing me. Kelly was already asleep soundly, so Mom read me my bedtime story very quietly.
"Goodnight Princess. I love you," Mom said.
A couple weeks had passed. Child Protective Services still hadn't paid a visit to Peters' house and Danielle was still being kept diapered by her mother. Kelly and I saw her at recess.
"Hey Danielle, how are you?" I asked.
"I'm okay I guess," she said with a troubled look on her face.
"Me and Kelly miss you. I wish we could play with you more than just at school," I replied.
"Yeah, I know. But my Mommy still won't let me play with you. I hate her sometimes I really do," she said as she started tearing up a little. Kelly gave her a hug.
"I wish our Mommy could adopt you. She'd be the nicest Mommy you ever had," Kelly said, trying to comfort her. Danielle nodded. We played on the swings for a while until Danielle announced she had to pee.
:"Uh, you're in a diaper now right?" I asked.
"Yeah but I'm not gonna wet it. I don't wanna be a baby!"
"What are you gonna do?" Kelly asked.
"I'm going to go potty. I got some underwear in my locker. I'll be back soon," she said as she headed towards the school building.
"Gosh her Mom is going to be mad when she finds out about this," Kelly said.
"Yeah I know. I hope she doesn't do anything bad to her." I said. We played until Danielle came back.
"There, that's better...no stupid diapers!" Kelly and I just laughed. It was still hard for me to understand why Danielle didn't like them, but I didn't say anything. I realized that diapers aren't for everyone. We decided to go play by the Monkey bars. Some kids came up to Danielle and stated teasing her.
"Hey, why are you playing with these babies? Are you one too?" a girl asked.
"No I'm not! They're just my friends."
"Anyone who plays with Ashley and Kelly are babies! I'll prove it!" the girl said. She went over to Danielle and started pulling her pants down, just enough to see if she was diapered. The look on the girl's face when she realized Dani wasn't diapered was one I will never forget.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I guess you aren't a baby. You should be playing with us then!"
"No, I don't want to right now. Ashley and Kelly are my friends. If you don't want to play with them, then you're missing a lot of fun!" Danielle said. That was the nicest thing anyone had ever said about me and Kelly. We both smiled at her.
"Fine, be that way! Baby lover!!" The girl bully screamed.
"Come on Dani, let's go play over there. They won't bother us if we ignore them," I said. We all walked over towards the swing set where no one was playing. We stayed there until recess was over.
When school was over, we went outside and waited for Danielle to come out. We still walked home with her, even though her mom didn't want us being around her. It was taking longer than usual for Danielle to show up. Usually she was the first one outside.
"I wonder where she is. This isn't like her," I said.
"Maybe her teacher kept her after class or something. I hope she gets here soon cuz I really gotta get changed soon," Kelly said.
:"Didn't you get changed by Mrs. Patterson?"
"Yeah but I just wet again and it was a lot," Kelly said.
"You drink too much, silly!" I said while tickling her. Just then the front door opened. It was Danielle. She was wearing different pants and looked like she was about to cry.
"Hi Danielle. Is something wrong?" I asked. She just stood there, trying to think of what to say. She was embarrassed about something, I could tell.
"My Mommy's gonna kill me," she said.
"Why? What happened?" Kelly asked.
"I had an accident during class. I didn't even notice I had to go until it was too late. All the kids laughed at me," she said as she started crying. Kelly tried to comfort her again.
"Oh those kids can be so mean! It's okay Dani, that's happened to me and Ash many times. But what are you gonna tell your Mommy?" Kelly asked.
"I dunno. She's gonna be so mad though," Dani said while sobbing. We walked her home very slowly. She was afraid to go home.
"If your mom gets really mean and you get scared, call 911. I mean it," I said. I was afraid her mother would do something drastic.
"Okay Ash. Thanks. See you at school tomorrow," she said.
"Bye Danielle," Kelly said. We walked the rest of the way home. Kelly immediately ran to where Mom was and asked to be changed. Brian was already home doing his homework. I talked to him for a while about Danielle.
"That's such a shame kiddo. Her mother needs some help. Ash, you need to pay close attention to Danielle tomorrow at school. See if she has any signs of physical abuse. If she does, we need to get her mother locked up. That's just not good.
"But...then what? Her mom gets locked up and then who's gonna be her parents? She doesn't have a dad anymore either," I said.
"There's foster parents that I'm sure would love to adopt her. She's a good kid from what I've seen of her. Ash, anything is better for her than what she's got now.
"I guess so. I just hope it doesn't get that bad," I said. Brian nodded.
We met Danielle at recess the next day. It was obvious she was back in diapers. In fact they must have been really thick ones. She was wearing purple leggings and her diaper was very noticeable. She looked very sad.
"Hi Ashley. Hi Kelly," she said, practically crying.
"Hi Danielle. How was last night?" I asked.
"Terrible. Just terrible. My Mom was so mad. She put me in these really thick diapers and said if I take them off again she's gonna do something to me I will never forget," she explained.
"Oh my God. That is terrible. We gotta do something about this. Um, Danielle...I don't wanna ask this...but...did your Mommy hit you last night?" I asked. Danielle just stood there, tears rolling down her face...she didn't say a word, but I could tell by the look on her face that something had happened to her the night before, besides being yelled at. The rest of recess we tried to kept her mind off of what happened. We stayed as far away from the other kids as possible, but the same bully from the day before came over to Danielle and noticed she was thickly diapered.
"I knew it! You start playing with these babies and now you've become one! Haha! Goo goo ga ga," she taunted. Danielle just ignored her.
"Shut up Brandy!" I said as I gave her "the evil eye." She mumbled something and walked back over to her friends.
"Danielle, if she does anything tonight, you have to call 911. Or call me," I said as we were walking her home.
"But then they will take my mommy away!" Danielle cried.
"Yes, I know. Don't you want that?" I asked. Danielle paused for a moment.
"No I love her. She's my mommy!"
"But Danielle, she treats you like garbage. She has a problem and she needs help," I said, trying to convince her. Danielle didn't say anything the rest of the way home. I reminded her to call 911 if there was a problem, but I doubted she would. When we got home, I talked to Brian and Mom about it.
"I think her mom hit her last night. When I asked her about it, she just started crying and I could just tell something happened. She doesn't wanna call the police cuz she says she loves her Mommy and doesn't want them to take her away," I explained to them.
"Yes, many kids in that situation don't want their parents taken away, even if they beat them over and over. It's sad, but deep down inside Danielle is hoping that her mom will just magically change and be a nice person again. We need to get this lady taken away. Danielle will hate it at first, but after a while, she will appreciate it," Mom said.
"You sure Mommy? Dani's probably going to hate me and Kelly if we do this," I said.
"She might be mad at you for a while. But sweetie, do you want to see this abuse continue?" Mom said.
"No, not at all."
"Then we need to help her. I will call Child Protective Services again and see to it that they send someone over to Mrs. Peters house as soon as possible," Mom said. She got on the phone that night and made arrangements for CPS to make a surprise visit to the Peters' house the next day. As I laid in bed that night, I thought about the hell Danielle must have been going through. It brought back horrible memories about my father and how he treated us. I had a nightmare and woke up at 2:00 a.m. crying my eyes out. Mom came rushing in.
"What's wrong princess?" Mom asked. I cried, helplessly as if I was two years old.
"I had a bad dweam MaMa Daddy was back and he and Mrs. Peters were kidnapping me and Kelly and Dani...and..." I couldn't continue explaining the dream, I just kept crying.
"Aww sweetie...It's okay, it was only a bad dream," she said as she lifted me out of my crib and held me in her arms. I cried and clung to her tightly.
"Do you want a bottle of warm milk to make you feel better?" Mom asked. This was always the best part about being babied, and why I never got sick of it. It's the most comforting thing in the world.
"Uh huh, I wants baba Mommy," I said, completely forgetting my physical age. Mom carried me down to the kitchen and prepared a bottle for me.
"Here you go my sweet baby girl," she said as she handed me the bottle. She sat me down in the rocking chair and rocked me gently as I drank my bottle. I feel asleep in her arms, sleeping peacefully.
A few weeks had passed. Danielle's mother was still treating her in an abusive manner and Danielle was miserable every day we saw her. Mom called child protective services and attended a few court sessions and it was ruled by the Judge that Danielle's mother be separated from her daughter while she got professional help.
"Ashley, wake up sweetie, Mommy has a surprise for you," Mom said while tickling me, trying to wake me up. I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at her and gave her a sweet smile.
"G'morning Momma. What time is it?" It was a Saturday, and it seemed earlier that I usually woke up on Saturdays.
"It's 8 o'clock sweetie. I'm sorry I woke you up so early but I wanted you to see your new sister," Mom said happily.
"New sisser? Momma had a baby?" I said, still half asleep and dazed. Mom laughed.
"No, silly girl. You remember how mommy had to go to court a few days last week? "
"Yeah, for Danielle," I said, beginning to come out of my dazed state.
"Right. Well sweetie, Danielle is now your sister," mom said. I smiled brightly and stood up in my crib.
"Weally?? She is?!!? But what gonna happen to her mommy?" I asked in a concerned tone.
"They are sending her to get some professional help. Danielle won't be your sister forever - only until Mrs. Peters has been treated, " Mom explained.
"How long will dat be?" I asked.
"I'm not sure. At least a year." Just then, Danielle entered my room and said "hi Ashley" in a soft voice. I could tell she was a little sad and had recently been crying.
"Hi Danielle. You gonna be my sisser now?" I asked, still talking in my baby voice. Danielle nodded her head, still looking a little sad. Mom gave her a hug.
"It'll be okay sweetheart. Your Mommy is getting the help she needs to learn how to love and care for you correctly. In the meantime, we will all be here for you and love you like you've been a part of our family all along," Mom said while comforting Danielle. Danielle smiled a little and said "Thanks Mrs. Roberts.
"You can call my Mommy if you'd like, Dani. I know that will be hard for you, but if you want to, I certainly won't mind," she said. Danielle didn't say anything; she just smiled.
"Okay Ashley, time to get you changed," Mom said as she lifted me out of my crib and put me on my changing table. She proceeded to change my wet, soggy diaper and got me dressed for the day. Kelly was already changed, dressed, and downstairs eating breakfast. Danielle and I joined her.
"Morning Ashwey!" Kelly said while giggling. I smiled at my sister and took my seat. Mom gave me and Danielle some cereal and we began eating. After breakfast, we did what we always did on Saturdays; watching Saturday morning cartoons. Danielle sat in-between me and Kelly on the sofa. By eleven o'clock, my diaper was wet. I noticed that Danielle was wearing a diaper and figured she must have been wet too, as she kept squirming every thirty seconds. I didn't want to say anything, because I knew she really didn't like being in diapers. She had been in them for a month and was forgetting how to "hold it" to go potty. Mom came in to check on us.
"Who needs to be changed?" Mom asked. Me and Kelly both said "I do." Danielle didn't say anything but her faced turned red and she just looked down at the floor.
"Danielle? Do you need a diaper changed too sweetie?" Mom asked, trying not to sound upset or mean about it. Danielle slowly nodded her head.
"Okay. Come with me Dani. I will change you first." Mom knew Danielle didn't like being wet. Kelly and I followed her because we had to be changed anyway. Mom began pulling Danielle's pants down and taking off her soggy diaper.
"Uhh, Mommy?" Danielle asked while Mom began wiping her with baby wipes.
"Yes Sweetie?" Mom replied.
"I don't wanna wear diapers anymore...I wanna be potty trained," she said softly.
"Okay Danielle. Would you like it if we go shopping today and we get you some Pull-Ups?" Mom asked. Danielle smiled and nodded her head.
"Okay Dear. For now I have to put you in a diaper, though, in case you have an accident. Would you like me to remind you to go potty every half hour?" Danielle again nodded as Mom put a fresh diaper on her. She put Danielle's pants back on and gave her a hug.
"Okay Sweetie. You can go watch cartoons now if you want," she said. Danielle ran downstairs and went back into the television room. Mom changed me next and then Kelly.
"You wanna be a big girl, huh Dani?" Kelly asked.
"I don't wanna be in diapers. I know you and Ashley like it and dat's okay but I don't wanna be a baby!" She said. Kelly decided to let it drop. She knew the real reason why Danielle didn't want diapers and she just said "okay Dani. Dat's okay. Mommy will prolly like dat anyway. We don't need three babies in da house," she said while giggling. Danielle smiled and giggled with us. After a while it got to be lunch time. We all ate our lunch. Mom asked if we wanted to go shopping with her and Danielle. We decided not to because we wanted to stay home and play.
"Okay then it will be just me and you kiddo," Mom said to Danielle. Danielle smiled. I think she liked the idea of spending time with just her "new" mommy.
"Before we go, do you want to try going potty?" Mom asked her. Danielle said yes. They went upstairs and came back after a few minutes. Danielle came down, smiling as if she was proud of herself. "I went potty!" she said happily.
"That's great," I said enthusiastically. Mom smiled at her. "See, you're already one step closer to being a big girl!" Danielle smiled and took Mom's hand as they walked out to the car. Brian was now in charge of us.
"Do any of you girls need to go POTTY too?" Brian asked as he began to chuckle.
"NO! I no wanna go potty!" I said. Kelly agreed with me. "Nuh uh! I wikes bein a baby," she said while giggling.
"Oh darn. I thought maybe my diaper changing days would soon be over. I guess not," he said. Kelly looked at me with this mischievous look in her eyes. I knew exactly what she was thinking. We both ran towards Brian at full speed and began tickling him until he was laughing uncontrollably.
"Tickle monster babies are attacking!" I said while giggling. Brian was very ticklish and he was struggling to get away.
"Okay okay! I promise! No potty for you two, " he said while still laughing loudly.
"Goodie! Okay Kelly, let's stop now," I said. Brian was out of breath. We just giggled at him.
"Dat's what you get," Kelly said, while giggling some more.
"This means war!" Brian said with a smile. He began tickling me and Kelly for a few minutes until we were giggling and squirming. Of course, this caused both of us to completely soak our diapers. Brian stopped tickling us after a few minutes and now we were both out of breath.
"Uh oh.. umm...guess what Brian," I said while giggling. Brian shrugged his shoulders.
"Oh no. Don't tell me!"
"Uh huh. I need my diapee changed," I said.
"I just can't win," he said. Kelly began to squirm and looked up at Brian.
"Let me guess Kelly. You're wet too?" Kelly nodded and giggled.
"Okay you two. Follow me!" Brian said. We followed him up the stairs, both giggling. He began changing Kelly first. Her diaper was completely soaked.
"Goodness gracious. What did you drink at lunch time?" Brian questioned.
"Umm I had uh...three sippy cups of appa duice," she said happily.
"No wonder. That stuff goes through as fast as you drink it," he said. Kelly giggled at him.
"Growing babies need dere duice," she said.
"Yeah, I know Kell. I'm just playing with ya," he said. He finished changing her and got me on the changing table next. My diaper wasn't as flooded, but wet enough. After we were changed, Brian began playing a game of Candy Land with us. Shortly after we began, Mom and Danielle were back. Danielle came running in the living room with a package of XL Girls Pull-Ups in her hands. She seemed very happy. "Look what I got!" she said happily. Kelly and I both looked and said "ooooo Pull-Ups!" and giggled. Mom smiled.
"Yup, she's my big girl," Mom said happily while smiling at Danielle. "Let's go get you in your new big kid underwear, Dani." Danielle went with Mom and got changed into a Pull-Up. She came back down by us.
"What you playin?"
"Candy Land. We're almost done. You wanna play when we're done?" Kelly asked.
"Yeah!" Danielle said while bouncing up and down. She loved playing with us.
"Girls, I have some things to do upstairs. If you need anything, Brian's here, okay?" Mom said.
"Okay mommy" we all said in unison. Mom smiled and left the room, going upstairs. Brian ended up winning the Candy Land game.
"Woo hoo I won, " he said.
"No fair, you been playing dis game longer than us," I said playfully. Brian just laughed.
"Okay kiddos, I'm going to go do some homework. If you need me I'll be in the kitchen," Brian said.
"Okay. Fanks for playin with us," I said.
"Anytime Ashey," he said with a smile. Danielle was anxious to play. "Okay what we gonna play now?"
"Wanna play with Legos?" I asked. Danielle liked that idea. "Yeah! That be fun," she said happily. We went to the toy chest and dug out all of my legos and began building stuff with them. An hour passed and we were all still happily playing. Mom had forgotten to come down and check on Dani to see if she needed to go potty. I didn't think much of it. We were all very engrossed with playing.
"Okay I'm done playing with Legos. Let's go ask Brian if we can have a snack," I said. Danielle stood up and began walking with us towards the kitchen. She was walking very slowly and had a look of discomfort on her face.
"Oh no," she said quietly. Her eyes were tearing up and she began crying a little.
"What's wrong Danielle?" I asked.
"I had an accident," she said while sobbing. I went to get and gave her a hug. "It's okay Dani. I'll go get mommy, okay?" Danielle nodded. I went up and told Mom what had happened. She came down and gave Danielle a hug.
"It's okay sweetheart. Accidents happen. That's what your Pull-Ups are for." Danielle wiped the tears from her eyes.
"But I don't wanna wet in them. I wanna be a big girl," she said in a frustrated tone.
"I know that, but potty training doesn't happen over night. It takes time. Come on, let's go get cleaned up," Mom said as she began carrying her upstairs to the bathroom. Danielle came back down after a few minutes and joined us in the kitchen for a snack. We finished our drinks and crackers and went back to playing. Mom made sure to check on Danielle every thirty minutes. She went potty after supper and only had one more accident, right before bed. As Mom was changing me and getting ready for bed, I wondered where Danielle was going to sleep.
"Mommy? Where's Dani gonna sleep?"
"In Kelly's room. Right now I have a sleeping bag set up for her but tomorrow we're going to get her a bed. There's enough room in Kelly's room," Mom said.
"Oh okay, that good." I said. Mom smiled and dressed me in my pink footed sleeper.
"Okay princess, time to get some sleep. Do you want to go to Church with me tomorrow? Billy will be there!" she said, teasing me a little. I giggled. "Yeah I wanna!"
"Aww my little girl is in love," she said while laughing.
"Nuh uh Momma! We just friends!"
"Okay sweetie. I was just joking.." I giggled and smiled at her. "Will you read me a stowwy Momma?" I asked. It had been a while since Mom had read me a story.
"Sure Ashey. Which story do you want?" I thought for a moment, not really sure what to pick. I was very sleepy. "I dunno Mommy. Pick something good," I said. Mom smiled and grabbed a book from my bookshelf.
"Okay sweetie here's one of your favorites." Mom began reading "Goodnight Moon" to me. I smiled and sucked on my pacifier while lying in my crib, listening to the story. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep half way through it.
"Ma...Mrs. Roberts?" Danielle called out from the bathroom as she was finishing going potty.
"Yes Sweetie?" Mom replied.
"I been going potty real good now haven't I?" Danielle asked.
"Yes Dani I am very proud of you. I can't remember the last time you had a wet Pull-Up, except for at night," Mom said. Danielle smiled.
"So...does that mean I no gotta wear Pull- Ups no more? I wanna wear big girl panties," Danielle said. Mom smiled at her.
"Sure Sweetie I think it's about time. We can go to the store today and get you some pretty panties, how does that sound? Danielle smiled and hugged her. She was now officially potty trained. Kelly and I were happy for her, but we still had no such desire to be potty trained. We loved our diapers.
A few weeks went by. Danielle was still potty trained and only wore diapers to bed, which she didn't usually fuss about, but she always was the first to be changed in the morning. Another Saturday arrived. We all slept in late. Mom had planned to take us shopping. Brian decided to go along too because he was bored and wanted to look for some CDs and other things.
"Dani, do you have to go potty before we go?" Mom asked. She would always be sure to remind her to go potty before going on long shopping outings because she knew that Danielle didn't really like going in public restrooms. Danielle shook her head and said no. Mom got us loaded into the van and off we went. First it was the mall. We all needed some new clothes, and went to several different clothing stores. By the time I was trying on my final outfit, my diaper was soaking wet and so was Kelly's.
"I see someone needs a change, huh?" Mom said as she was taking my pants off to try another outfit on. I giggled and nodded my head. "Ut oh I go pee pee," I said while giggling. Kelly just smiled and giggled alone with me. "Me too Mommy," Kelly said.
"Good thing we're almost done here," she said. Mom changed me and Kelly and then asked Danielle if she had to go. She again shook her head and said no.
"Okay, we're going to go pay for these clothes and then we're going to Wal-Mart," Mom said as we headed towards the checkout. Kelly was sitting in the kiddie seat of the cart and I was walking with Danielle and Brian. Danielle was holding Brian's hand. She seemed to grow real fond of him for some reason. I figured she looked up to him kind of like a father figure because she never had a daddy.
As we got into Wal-Mart, Danielle asked if she could sit in the cart. She was getting tired from walking. "Sure sweetie, that's fine. Kelly can walk for a while now, right Kel?" Mom said. Kelly nodded. "Okay Mommy dat's fine. I walk wif Ashley," she said. Mom smiled and set Kelly on the floor. She lifted Danielle into the seat. Danielle smiled and swung her legs happily. We made our way towards the baby section.
"Okay Ashley. Be a good helper and get me a mega pack pf Pampers size 7. And Kelly, you can get a mega pack of Pampers size 6." Kelly and I happily ran to the diaper isle and pulled got the diapers and handed them to Mom. The people around us were kind of looking at us funny, but luckily no one said anything. Danielle just smiled as Mom put the diapers in the cart and happily said "you gots my night diapies, right?" Mom smiled.
"Oh I almost forgot. Ashley? Can you go and get some Huggies Supreme size 6?" Mom asked. I nodded and ran back to the diaper isle. Danielle wore Huggies supreme at night because she was allergic to the perfumes in Luvs and Pampers and she really liked the Winne The Pooh designs. Even though she was a "big girl" during the day and potty trained, I could tell she still enjoyed wearing them for bedtime. Danielle smiled as I put the Huggies in the cart and said thank you to me. Kelly was in the isle with the baby bottles and saw a really cute pink bottle with little bunnies on it. She came running towards the cart with it in her hand.
"Mommy, Mommy! Can I have dis, please? I been a good girl!" Kelly said with that "puppy dog" face.
"Aww isn't that the cutest bottle. Sure sweetie. Ashley, do you want something?" Mom said. Kelly smiled and put it in the cart. I went over with Brian and looked in the baby isle. I saw some cute size 4 pacifiers. It was a package of two. One was pink, one was purple and they had little teddy bears on them. I jumped up and down and showed Brian.
"Ooo I want dis!!" I said, pointing to the pacifiers. Brian smiled and took one off the peghook and put it in the cart.
"Aww, that's cute, sweetie. Good choice. I smiled and giggled. We proceeded to the school supplies isle. I needed new pens and pencils for school and so did Brian. Danielle seemed to be fidgeting a little and shaking her legs. I figured she had to pee but I didn't really think much of it. I still wasn't used to her being potty trained. Mom was too busy looking at school supplies to notice. I figured if she had to go potty, she'd say so. Mom began pushing the cart forward and we moved on to the electronics department. Brian immediately began looking at the CDs. Mom, Kelly, and I went over to the computer section. We needed more ink for the printer. As Mom was trying to find which ink cartridge was the right one (always a challenge), I again saw Danielle fidgeting and shaking her legs. She now had this look of desperation on her face and I knew she must have had to go bad. I looked at her and whispered "Dani what's wrong?"
"I gotta....I gotta pee," she whispered back.
"Oh should I get Mommy to take you to the bathroom?" I asked. Danielle just slowly nodded her head. I tugged Mom's pants.
"What is it sweetie?"
"Mommy I think Dani's gotta go potty," I said. Mom immediately stopped what she was doing and went over to the cart.
"Do you have to go potty, hun?" She asked her.
"Yeah I gotta go bad, hurry!" she said. Mom frantically began pushing the cart out of the electronics department. "Ash, go tell your brother where we're going, okay?" Mom said. I went and told Brian. He decided to go with us as he was done looking at CDs anyway. We all followed Mom who was practically running towards the bathrooms. When we got there, there was a big line for the women's room. Mom lifted Danielle out of the cart and had her stand beside her.
"Aww I can't wait dis long, I gotta go bad!" Danielle cried. A woman ahead of us heard Danielle and said "oh you can go ahead of me. I don't have to go as bad as you, sweetie." Mom thanked the lady and went in front of her with Danielle. There were about 3 people in front of them. Danielle was desperately holding her crotch and shaking her legs, crying softly.
"I can't hold it much longer I gotta go!" she cried. Mom put her arms around her "I know sweetie...try to hold it though we'll be in there soon," she said. Danielle kept struggling for the next few minutes. She was getting real upset and blurted out "I wish I had a diaper on!" Mom was a little shocked.
"No sweetie you're a big girl, remember?"
"I don't care. If I had a diaper on now I could just go." Danielle said while whimpering.
"Yeah but you're a big girl. We'll get to the potty soon, don't worry." Just then Danielle lost control and wet her pants. She simply couldn't hold it anymore. She immediately began bawling and buried her head in mom's shirt. Mom hugged her and comforted her.
"It's okay sweetie it was just an accident. You couldn't help it," Mom said, trying to reassure her. Danielle kept crying.
"I'm a bad girl," she said.
"Aww, no Dani. You just had an accident. It happens sometimes. Don't worry about it. We'll get you cleaned up as soon as the bathroom is free, okay?" Mom said as she continued to hug and comfort her. Dani just cried softly. A kid behind her noticed her pants were wet and started laughing.
"Ha ha, little baby went pee pee," he said. That just made Dani cry even more.
"Hey! That wasn't very nice little guy. You mean to tell me you never have accidents? Hey wait a minute...you're wearing a Pull-Up!" Brian said.
"Yeah but it's dry. I'm a big boy."
"Good for you. But I'm sure you still have accidents...right?" The boy shook his head for no. His mother corrected him. "Yes, he still has accidents. Now you say you're sorry, Eric," his mother scolded. The boy frowned and slowly walked towards Danielle.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean that," he said sincerely to her. Danielle smiled a little and said "thank you," while sobbing. After a few minutes the bathroom was finally free. I went in with Mom and Danielle because I needed to be changed again.
"It's okay sweetie, really. I brought an extra pair of clothes along. I'm always prepared. Now let's get cleaned up, okay Dani?" Mom said. Danielle nodded and dried her tears. Mom began taking her wet pants and underwear off. She got some baby wipes and cleaned her up and then dried her off with paper towels. Mom then began digging in the diaper bag to get an extra pair of panties for her.
"Wait, uh, Mrs Roberts?" Danielle asked.
"Yes sweetie?" Danielle's face turned a little red. She seemed a little embarrassed about what she was going to ask.
"I...I think...when we...when we... when we are away from home....maybe I should...wear...dia...diap....dia...."
"Diapers? That's fine sweetie. If that's what you want," Mom said.
"But I'm not a baby if I do that, right?" Danielle asked, all concerned.
"Not at all sweetie. You'll just have protection in case you can't make it to the potty," Mom said.
"Or...if I just don't wanna go potty? I don't like public bafrooms," she said.
"Yes, that's fine sweetie. Do you want to wear a diaper now then?" Mom asked. Danielle nodded her head. Mom got a Huggies Supreme size 6 and put Danielle up on the changing table and began to diaper her. Danielle seemed to enjoy being diapered and just laid quietly and smiled.
"There we go, all set," Mom as she lifted her off the table. She helped Danielle get dressed into a pair of overalls.
"Okay Ashley, are you wet?" I nodded. She placed me on the changing table and changed me out of my soggy Pampers. Danielle watched and kept a smile on her face the entire time. After I was changed, we went back into the store and met up with Brian and Kelly.
"Okay I all we need to get now is paper towels and toilet paper and we're done. Then we're going to go to the park, how does that sound?" Mom asked. The three of us began jumping up and down and giggling. "Yeah dat be great!" I said happily. Brian and Mom smiled.
As we were walking to the car, Kelly noticed that Danielle was kind of waddling and her behind seemed padded.
"Dani? Are you...are you wearing a..." Kelly began to ask.
"Diaper? Yeah I am," Danielle interrupted. Kelly had this look of amazement on her face.
"You a baby now again? Kelly asked. Danielle pouted a little.
"No! I'm not a baby!" She cried.
Oh I sorry I wasn't making fun. I thought..."Kelly said.
"No I just wear them now when we are away from home cause I don't like public bafrooms," Danielle explained.
"Oh o-tay. I sowwy, really," Kelly said. She felt bad for upsetting Danielle.
"It's okay Kelly I'm not mad," she said with a smile. We all got buckled in and Mom began driving towards the park...
We arrived at the park. Dani grabbed Brian's hand almost instantly. We noticed a small, artificial pond with kids playing around.
"Ooo! Mom! Can we go play over there?" I asked. Mom looked where I was pointing.
"You want to play in the water? You don't have your swim suit."
"That's okay. I just wanna' play near the ledge," I said.
"All right then, just be careful," Mom said.
"I go there too Mommy," Kelly said happily. We all started to go over towards the pond.
"Brian. Can you keep an eye on them, please?" Mom said.
"Sure. You want to go too, Dani?"
"Um, ok," Dani said, not looking real thrilled. Brian smiled. "It'll be fun Dani, you'll see." Danielle held on tightly to Brian's hand and walked with him to the pond. We got to the pond. It was very shallow. The sun had been shining and so the water was very warm. Me and Kelly take off our socks and shoes and sat near the edge. Brian took off his socks and shoes and did the same.
"Whoa. This is warm," Brian said.
"Yeah. I like it," Kelly said.
"I like it too," I said. Dani was standing away from the pond. Brian turned to her. "Come on and join us Dani." Dani shook her head. "No, I don't wanna." Brian looked puzzled. "Why not?"
"I'm a scared of the water," she said shyly.
"You got nothing to be afraid of. It's not deep at all," Brian said, trying to reassure her. Danielle looked at him and asked ""Can I sit by you?" Brian nodded and said "of course." Danielle smiled, took her shoes and socks off, and plopped down next to Brian. She slowly put her feet in the water. Brian smiled at her. "See? It's not so bad." Just then, Kelly swung her leg out and splashed us.
"Weee!" Kelly squealed. Brian looked a little annoyed. "Kelly! Stop, please." Kelly stopped and pouted. "Phoey!" she said. Brian gave her "the look."
"Kelly, Danielle is just getting used to this. We don't need to be splashed, okay?" Brian said. Kelly pouted a little more. "Oh, okay. I sowwy," she said. Brian smiled. "Thanks Kel."
After a while, we saw a mother walk over with her daughter, who looked to be about four or five, and her son, who looked about two.
"Hi. Would you mind watching my daughter?" The lady said to Brian.
"Not at all. I'll watch her for ya."
"Thanks. My son needs changing and this lil girl is so eager to play in the water that I just had to bring her over," the lady explained. Brian smiled. "Heh, no problem," he said. The girl was wearing a sleeveless shirt and a Lil Swimmers swim diaper. She sat down and put her feet in the water.
"Thanks again," the lady said to Brian. She turned to her daughter, "you behave now." The little girl nodded and the mother walked over with her son to the table area she was sitting at. Kelly got up and sat next to the girl.
"Hi. I'm Kelly, I'm six. What's your name?"
"Laura," the girl said shyly. She smiled, revealing one of her front teeth was missing.
"That's a pretty name. That's Ashley, that's Brian, and that's Danielle," Kelly said. Laura waved to them and said hello. Everyone said hello back. I take note of the Li'l Swimmers. I recognized them because I saw an ad for them in the Sunday paper. I wanted to ask her about them, but Kelly beat me to it.
"Are those swim diapers?"
"Uh-huh."
"Neat. I wear diapers too," Kelly said proudly.
"Nuh-uh," Laura said, not believing her.
"I do. I prove it," Kelly said as she pulled the front of her pants down and revealed the top of her diaper.
"Why you wear diaper?" Laura asked.
"Because I want to," Kelly said. "I've always worn diapersss," Laura said as her tooth caused her to make a whistle sound.
"You mean you don't use da potty?" I asked. Laura shook her head "no" and giggled. "I use diapers too," I said while smiling. Laura's eyes widened. "You do?"
"I sure do," I said. Laura still looked surprised. "You're not potty trained?" I described in detail about how I was first a bed wetter and then wore them in the day time. Laura tilted her head at all that I told her. I finished my explanation by saying "I wear because I want to. They are nice and I don't gotta get up to go potty." Laura smiled and nodded her head. "Yeah dat's why I like em too." Laura looked at Danielle. "Do you wear diapers too?" Danielle blushed. "Only for today. I'm not a baby. I just in them so I don't gotta go in the icky potty room here," she said. Laura turned to Brian and looked him over curiously. "You wear diapers too?" Brian chuckled: "Uh, no. I don't," he said. Laura giggled. Then she sat down in the water. I kept a close eye on her swim diaper to see if it worked. I didn't see it expand or anything. Kelly stood up and took off her pants and then sat down in the water. Danielle gasped, "You'll get your diaper all wet!" "Don't worry. I'll change her when she's done," Brian said.
"Oh, okay," Danielle said. She got silent for a moment and then scooted back and took off her overalls and joined Kelly in the water. Brian smiled, "Heh, you going in too, Ash?"
"Mmm, nah. I'm wet enough already," I said. The girls giggled when I said that. "I'm gonna go find mom." I got up and left my socks and shoes with everyone. I found mom sitting at a table talking with one of her friends.
"Oh, hi honey," Mom said.
"Mommy, I, uh, need changing," I said, a little embarrassed.
"Would you excuse me for a minute?" Mom said to her friend. Her friend nodded and said sure. We walked back to the mini-van. I was curious who she was talking to. "Who was that lady, mom?"
"That's one of my friends from work." Mom gets the necessary diaper changing items and I laid down on the seat of the van and took off my pants. "What were you talking about?" I asked. "We were just catching up on what's going on in our lives. That's all," Mom said. Mom quickly changed me out of my soggy diaper. She was such a pro, it hardly took more than a minute. I stood up and she helped me put my pants back on. I hopped out of the van.
"Brian might need the diaper bag. Kelly and Danielle are sitting in the pond," I said while giggling. Mom just smiled and handed me the bag and some clean diapers.
"You need anything else?" Mom asked.
"No, that's all," I said.
"I'll be over at that table talking with my friend. Come over if you need anything." I nodded and ran back over to the pond. I saw Laura's mother, along with her baby brother, sitting with everyone. I said hello to them.
"Hi. You must be Ashley. I'm Laura's mother," the lady said. I smiled. "Nice to meet you." We shook hands. She noticed the diaper bag I was holding in my arms.
"Good thing you brought that. You're siblings' diapers are going to be waterlogged," she said while smiling. I set the bag next to Brian and rolled up my pants, putting my feet back in the pond. Kelly, Laura, and Danielle were playing with tiny pieces of wood. They pretended they were boats and made boat noises with their mouths. Kelly got up and walked over to where I was, still in the pond. Kelly's diaper was very wet and sagging a lot.
"Come on Ashley. Play in the water with us," Kelly encouraged.
"Nah, I don't want to," I said nicely.
"Pleasssse?" Laura pleaded.
"I just want to sit here," I said. Kelly grabbed one of my legs and tried to pull me in.
"What are you doing? Quit it, I said in an annoyed voice." I grabbed the ground with my left hand. "Kelly! Stop!" With all of her little might, Kelly pulled and I fell in. Kelly fell back on her bottom. Laura and Dani get a good laugh out of it. I quickly got up. My pants were wet and the bottom of my shirt was drenched.
"You're wet. Now you can come in," Kelly teased. I was a little upset. "I didn't want to go in! I just got my diaper changed!" I blushed a little after realizing how loud I said that.
"You might as well go in. You're already wet," Brian said, trying to cheer me up. I sighed in defeat. I got on the grass and removed my jeans. I got back in the water and sat down. Kelly put her arms around my shoulder and gave me a hug. Laura and Dani gave me a hug too. I could feel my diaper begin to absorb a lot of water. Just then Laura stood up and began pooping in her swim diaper.
"Mommy. I'm poopy," Laura said. "Let's get you in another swim diaper," her Mom said. She took her over to the table and changed her swim diaper. When she was done, Laura ran back and sat in the water. We played around in the water for a while. Then it came time for Laura to go home. We asked for her phone number and Brian was able to memorize it. Danielle got up out of the water. "Hey I gotta pee," she said.
"So? Go pee then. You gotta diaper on," I said.
"Yeah but it's already soaking wet. Isn't it gonna explode?" Just as she said that, a hole broke open in her diaper and gels began to ooze out everywhere. "Oh no!" Danielle said. Brian laughed a little.
"Come here Dani, I'll get you in a new diaper," Brian said. Danielle walked over to him. He quickly changed her right there in the open. Not many people were around anyway. After Danielle was in her new diaper, she began to giggle.
"But I'm just gonna wet this one now," she said. Kelly giggled.
"It's okay, Brian's good a tanging diapies!" Brian grinned sarcastically. "Oh yeah, I just love it! No, seriously. It's alright Dani. Let it all out," he said. Danielle began relieving herself in the fresh diaper. She smiled as she was done.
"Okay let's go play on the swims now," she said. Brian looked confused.
"Dani? Don't you want to be changed?" Danielle shook her head.
"No, not yet. It doesn't feel icky yet," she said. Brian smiled and said "okay. Whenever it does just let me know." Danielle ran off with me to play on the swings.
"Come here Kelly, you need to get changed.
"Oh, okay. But hurry I wanna go play wif them," she said. Brian quickly changed her and she caught up with us.
After another hour or so, it was time to go. We got home and had a nice dinner and soon it was time for bed. Mom changed Kelly and then she changed me. Danielle was back in her panties for the night but needed to be changed into her night diaper. Mom was going to take her into the bathroom.
"Wait. Can Brian get me ready for bed, please??" she begged. Mom smiled.
"Aww sure, if he doesn't mind. Brian?" Brian was right behind her.
"Sure Dani, let's go sweetie," Brian said. Danielle took his hand and followed him into the bathroom. Brian placed her on the changing table and began diapering her. She giggled and smiled at him the whole time.
After everyone was ready for bed, we all got tucked in. Mom read bedtime stories to Dani and Kelly and then to me.
Time flies when you're having fun. A few things changed as the months went on. Kelly and I were still in diapers. Danielle was still potty trained, but occasionally she would ask for a diaper and enjoy being a baby for a day. Mom was always fully supportive of this, and never scolded Danielle for wanting to regress. Soon after I turned eleven, I was no longer sleeping in a crib. It was a mutual decision between my mother and I. I was starting to outgrow my crib, and I decided it was just time to start letting some of my baby things go. I decided I'd be more like a four year old preschool kid who wasn't potty trained than be a two year old. I still got plenty of baby play time and still got an occasional bottle and pacifier…but, I was starting to "grow up,' just a little.
We were all playing in the living room a Saturday afternoon in March when the doorbell rang. Mom answered the door. A lady with a familiar face was standing at the doorway, smiling. I couldn't quite remember exactly who it was, until I saw Danielle jump up and run towards the lady.
"Mommeeeeeeee! It's you???" She screamed in delight. It was indeed Mrs. Peters. She was released and a totally different person. She had vowed never to abuse her daughter again, and she finally convinced Child Protective Services that she was a changed woman.
"Yes, Sweetie. Mommy is back. I missed you so much sweetie. Did you miss me?" Mrs. Peters asked. She was practically in tears. Danielle began to cry happy tears and nodded her head back and fourth several times.
"Yeah I missed you so much, Mommy. But…While you were gone, Mrs. Roberts took very good care of me. I really like her a lot Mommy. Can…Can I keep playing with Ashley and Kelly? Can I come over and visit?" Danielle asked. I think she still worried that her mother was mad at us.
"Of course you can, sweetie. Whatever makes my little girl happy! Mommy wants to see you happy," she said while continuing to hold and rock Danielle in her arms. Danielle smiled and gave her mother kisses on the check. I was so happy for her and so was Kelly.
"Thank you for taking such good care of her, Jane. I really, really can't thank you enough. Just knowing that someone like you opened your heart up to my little girl means the world to me, and I am so glad you looked out for her and get me the help I needed," Mrs. Peters said. She was sobbing, but kept a big smile on her face. Mom smiled and begin to cry as well.
"Oh, it was my pleasure. I am so glad to see things work out. Danielle really is a great child. You are lucky to have her," she said. Mrs. Peters set Danielle down and told her she could play with us for a while. She needed to talk to my Mom about a few things privately. Danielle came over by me and gave me a huge hug, then did the same for Kelly and especially Brian. She was still crying, but they were happy tears.
"Thanks so much for being the bestest sisters and the bestest big brother a girl could have. I'm gonna miss living with you guys. You really are the best friends I ever had," she said, with tears dripping down her face. I got a little teary-eyed myself.
"You're welcome, Dani. I will always love and think of you as a sister," I said. Kelly nodded. "Me too. Best friends forever," she said. Brian smiled and swooped Danielle into his arms.
"You know I love you, too Danielle. Ashley's right. We'll always love you like you are our sister. We will always be close to each other," he said while hugging and rocking her. After a while, he set her down and she ran over by Mrs. Peters.
"Are we going home now," she asked.
"We sure are, princess. I just needed to talk to Mrs. Roberts and thank her for taking care of you. I bet you're hungry for some supper. How about just you and me go out to a special restaurant?" she asked. Danielle smiled brightly and said "yeah Mommy I like that!" Mrs. Peters carried her to the front door.
"I can't thank you all enough. We'll be back later to pick up Dani's things," she said. The two of them hurried out the door and went on their way.
"I'm going to miss having her around, "Mom said.
"Me too, but they don't live far. She always welcome here," I said.
"Sure sure is…Okay, how about we all go out to eat, too?" Mom asked. We all liked the idea. Mom got us changed and we headed towards a fine eating establishment.
And this is where I'm going to end my little story. I feel I have told you all enough about my life. Perhaps someone else will tell you more about me and how I grew up, but as for me, well, eighty chapters is quite a lot and I've taken enough of your time to share my adventures with you. I'm glad you enjoyed hearing all about my life. Some of the moments in my life were fun, some were sad, and some were crazy, but I lived through them all and I'm glad I'm alive today to have written about it.
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Title: Ashley's Diaper Adventures===
===Part Seventy-One===
"Are you all ready for school girls?" Mom asked at the breakfast table the Monday after we'd been back in Wisconsin. Kelly and I just looked at each other with an expression of uncertainty on our faces. I was a little nervous about going back to school. It was the same school I used to go to, but I was still worried about being picked on. Kelly was worried too, entering the first grade in her new school wearing diapers. She was only in preschool when we had moved to Colorado, and then it wasn't such a big deal for her to "still" be in diapers.
"Don't worry about it girls. I'm sure everything will be fine. Now finish your breakfast - it's almost time to to go." I slowly finished my breakfast and got out my new Powder Puff Girls backpack. Mom helped Kelly and I with our backpacks and we were on our way to school. Kelly was still very nervous.
"Mommy, what do I do when I'm wet?" she asked.
"Oh I forgot about that. I've arranged with the school nurse to change you. Ashley knows how it works. She's a very nice lady. If you need to be changed, just ask your teacher to go to the bathroom and go to the nurse's office," Mom explained.
"Okay Mommy. I hope she's nice," Kelly said.
"She is Kelly. You'll like her," I said, trying to reassure her. The car stopped and we were in front of my old school. In a way I was happy to be there. I'd be able to play with Julie and my friends at recess and see them in class. Mom walked us to the front door and stood with us until the bell rang. I gave her a kiss and started going towards my classroom. Kelly was still outside, and had started to cry.
"I'm scared mommy! I don't wanna go!"
"Oh sweetie, you'll be fine. If anyone picks on you, your teacher will take care of it. I'm sure you'll meet lots of new friends. Do you want me to go with you to your classroom?" Mom asked. Kelly nodded her head and I watched as they walked towards the first grade room. As I approached the fourth grade door, my heart began to pound a little. I was wearing jeans and the bulge from my size seven diaper was probably slightly noticeable. When I walked in, the teacher saw me and introduced herself.
"You must be Ashley! Welcome back!"
"Uh, Hi," I said shyly. The teacher introduced me to the class. Most of the kids I recognized, but there were some new faces.
"Class, this is Ashley. She used to go to this school. Does anyone remember her?" Mrs. Hansen asked. Some kids raised their hands, including all of my friends. One girl blurted out, "yeah, we remember her! She's the baby who still wets diapers!" I tried not to let her bother me and just went to my seat, ignoring her.
"Okay that'll be enough. There will no remarks like this in my classroom! Now, let's start the day by opening our spelling books and turning to page 20." By recess, I was a little wet but didn't bother to get changed. I was wondering how Kelly was and hoped no one was teasing her. I saw her at lunch hour recess. She was playing with a group of girls, so I figured everything was okay. I started approaching her. Something caught my attention, as I got closer. She was playing on the monkey bars, but she was wearing a skirt. There were kids staring at her, as they could obviously see her diaper!
"Is she wearing a diaper?" I heard one boy ask. By now, a big group of kids was talking about her. I waited for her to get down from the monkey bars. She saw me and looked happy to see me. Just as she was about to say something to me, that boy came up to her and said "hey, how old are you?" I could tell this wasn't going to be good.
"I'm six," Kelly said.
"Are you sure you aren't two?" the boy teased.
"No, I'm six. Why?"
"Well, because. We all saw your diaper just now. Aren't you potty trained?" the boy insisted. I could tell Kelly was getting upset.
"No, I'm not. Who cares," Kelly said.
"I do. I don't want to play with a baby! Come on, let's go," he said to his group of friends. They all ran away snickering and saying "what a baby." Kelly's eyes filled with tears. I comforted her and told her not to let those mean kids bother her.
"But I just met some new friends today. Once they find out, they'll make fun of me too I'm sure," Kelly said while crying.
"You don't know that for sure. I have friends who don't make fun of me. Want to play with me and my friends for the rest of recess?" I asked. She dried her tears and nodded. I took her over to the area that my friends and I were playing. The rest of recess was fun and Kelly forgot about the little incident that happened.
The first day back at school was finally over. Kelly was happy to be home. Her diaper was soaked because she didn't ask to be changed at all during the afternoon. Mom asked her why while she was changing her.
"I don't know. I was afraid I guess," Kelly said.
"Don't be. She's a nice lady. She changed your sister and never made fun of her. She changes other kids diapers too. She's used to it. You need to have her change you at school or you're going to get a bad rash. You don't want that, do you?"
"No mommy. I'll ask her to change me tomorrow. I promise."
"That's a good girl. There you go, all done. Does that feel better sweetie?"
"Yes Mommy. Nice and dry now. Fanks," Kelly said. Brain got home from school shortly after Kelly was changed. I ran to him and gave him a big hug when he came in.
"Brian! I missed you today!" Kelly ran over and hugged him too.
"Aww, thanks. I missed you two little stinkers today too, " he said with a chuckle.
"Oh, Brian. Would you be able to baby-sit tonight? I have a dinner to go to for work," Mom said.
"Sure. I don't have any homework."
"Great. I have some clothes that don't fit Kelly anymore. Could you take them to the thrift store for me? I'm sure the girls would love to go," Mom said.
"Yeah I love that place! They have nice toys there sometimes!" Kelly shouted.
"Sure, no problem Mom. And maybe we can go get ice cream when we're done at the store." Me and Kelly jumped up and down with excitement.
We arrived at the thrift store around six o'clock. Brian approached the service counter with the box of Kelly's old clothes. "Come on girls, stay near me." The man at the counter started looking at the clothes, deciding how much he'd buy them for. Kelly wandered off to the kids and baby section and saw an old package of Huggies size five diapers for girls. These were the ones from the late 1980's and were pink and thick. She grabbed the package and ran up to me and Brian.
"Brian! Brian! What's this? Diapers for GIRLS?" Kelly blurted out with excitement.
"Kelly, you know better than to interrupt," Brian said, going back to his conversation with the store clerk.
"Uhh, you're pushing it but I'll give you fifty dollars for these clothes," the clerk said.
"Okay, that's fine. Thanks," Brian said as the man handed him the money. He turned to Kelly and looked at the package of Huggies.
"Oh, I remember these. Ashley wore them for a little while when she was a baby. Remember those Ash?"
"Uh, not really," I said, "but they look nice! Can we have them Brian? Please please?!?" I begged. Kelly joined in. Brian looked at the price. They were only $2.00 for a package that contained 20 diapers. Brian said that was a good deal and set them on the checkout counter.
"Fanks Brian! I can't wait to try them!" Kelly exclaimed.
"I wonder if they have any more?" I asked.
"Excuse me, do you have any more diapers like this?" Brian asked the guy at the counter.
"Hold on, let me look," the guy said. As he was looking, Brian turned to us and asked "I wonder why they stopped making boy / girl specific diapers? They worked great for Ashley."
"Yeah, I wish they still made 'em now. Pink diapers are so cool!" I said. The guy returned with two more packages. "This is all we have," he said.
"Great! We'll take all three." Brian said. The man began ringing them up. He glared at us, especially Kelly.
"I'm assuming these girls are your sisters?" The man asked.
"Yes, that's right," Brian responsed.
"Is she still in diapers?" he asked, pointing to Kelly.
"Yes, she is. Do you have a problem with that?" Brian asked in an annoyed tone of voice.
"Well, it's hard to believe that she's STILL in diapers. Most children are toilet trained by the age of two."
"Well, some children like to stay in diapers longer and I see no problem with that," Brian said.
"Well, I do!" the man said harshly. He finished the sale and shoved the diapers in a bag, while giving Kelly an evil glare. Brian looked at the clerk's name badge and said "okay, Steve. I'll be sure to call the store manager and tell him that you're the rudest clerk I have ever met, and that you insulted my little sister. Have a NICE day," Brian yelled.
"Fine! See if I care!" I stuck my tongue out at him and said "you're MEAN. I hope you get fired!"
"Just ignore him Ash. He's a jerk," Brain said as we walked out of the store.
"Why did he have to be so mean?" Kelly asked as she started to cry.
"It's okay Kelly. We wont be seeing him again," Brian said while picking her up and rubbing up and down her legs to comfort her. She sobbed softy for a while as we walked back to the car. As we were walking, I looked behind me and noticed a boy starring at me. I looked at him with a puzzled look on my face. His face turned red and he quickly looked away. I wondered if he had seen what happened in the store.
"Ashley, let Kelly sit in the front seat. She's still kind of shook up," Brian whispered to me.
"Okay. Kelly, you can sit in the front seat," I said. Brian carried her to the front passenger seat and buckled her seat belt. He handed Kelly her pacifier to her and she sucked on it all the way home. I kept thinking about that boy on the way home. As we pulled up to the ice cream place, I shook him out of my mind. The ice cream cheered Kelly up and all we talked about while we were inside was those Huggies we got at the store. Mom was home when we got back home.
"Wow, that was fast Mom," Brian said.
"Yeah, it was a short dinner meeting. So, how much did you get for the clothes?"
"Fifty bucks. That's all he'd give."
"Well, that's not too bad I guess. Did you buy the girls something?" Mom said as she noticed the bag in Brian's arms. Before Brian could respond, Kelly said "yeah! We got these old Huggies diapers for GIRLS!" Mom looked at the diaper packages.
"Oh wow! We used to use these when Ashley was little. You'll love these Kelly," Mom said.
"What about me Mommy?" I asked.
"Well dear, I don't think these will fit you. They're only size five."
"I wanna try them anyway!" I said.
"Okay, well. When you need to be changed I'll see what I can do."
"Uh oh. Mommy? I'm wet," Kelly said.
"Do you want me to change you into these Huggies diapers?"
"Yes, yes, yes! Please!" Kelly said with excitement as she clapped her hands together rapidly. Mom carried her to the changing table with a Huggies size five for girls diaper in her hand. She kissed her forehead gently and laid her on the changing table while pulling down her skirt. She un-did Kelly's soaked diaper and lifted her legs up in the air, rolling up the diaper and kicking it with the back of her heel into the diaper pail. Kelly was amazed and started giggling. Mom wiped her clean and flipped her on her belly and began wiping her tush clean. "You have such a cute little bottom," Mom said. Kelly just laughed and squirmed. She applied baby oil on her and sprinkled baby powder on her skin. She turned her back over and slipped the Huggies diaper under her and taped it up. It was very thick and snug around her waist. "Thanks Mommy!" Kelly said.
"You're welcome sweetie, " Mom said as she picked her up and carried her to the living room. I was so jealous. I wanted to wear one of those diapers and be changed like that! I tried so hard to wet my diaper so I could get changed, but hardly anything came out.
"Mom, I'm wet too." She checked my diaper and said it wasn't wet enough to be changed yet. I thought for a second and then then said "Mommy, me thirsty!" Mom fixed me some apple juice in my bottle and handed it to me. .When she wasn't looking, I took off the nipple and guzzled the juice as fast as I could. I saw her coming back in the room and quickly screwed the nipple back on.
"Wow, you must have been really thirsty," Mom said as she looked at the almost empty bottle. Kelly was waddling around the room, testing out her new diaper. She was crawling and walking just like a little two year old. I was glaring at her wishing I could be having fun in one of those diapers too! I really wished I had to pee. I pulled out a coloring book to keep my mind off of all the fun Kelly was having in her diapers. She was walking on all fours with her butt in the air.
"Look Ashley. Im a doggie! Woof woff!" She said while giggling.
"That's nice," I said sarcastically.
"I never knew dogs wore diapers too!" Mom said while chuckling." I laughed, but was really upset that Kelly was getting all the attention. After about a half hour of coloring, I finally felt a big urge to pee. I let it all flow out with no hesitation.
"Mommy!! I'm weeeeeeet! " I shouted. She checked my diaper and it was soaked. She carried me to the changing table.
"WAIT. I wanna wear a Huggies for girls diaper too!"
"I really don't think they'll fit you, dear." I pouted, "it's not fair! Kelly can wear them!"
"Ashley, you wear a size seven. You barely fit in a size six. There's no way you can fit in size FIVE. Unless I use some small plastic panties on you to keep them in place."
"Do whatever it takes Mommy!" I said. She set me on the table and took off my wet diaper. She changed me the same way she did to Kelly. It felt so good. That size five diaper didn't fit all the way, so the tight plastic pants on top of them helped keep them in place. I loved how these diapers felt. They were so thick, soft and crinkly. It was heaven. Mom was about to put my pants back on but I asked her not to. I wanted to run around the house in just a diaper, just like Kelly. When she set me down on the floor, I started running around and just enjoying the nice thick diaper between my legs. I couldn't wait to wet it. Kelly ran into me. "Hey, you gots one on too?"
"Yup, these are great!" We both giggled.
"Uh oh, me just went pee pee. But it hardly feels wet," Kelly said. I decided to act more like a little three year old now that I was in the diapers I used to wear when I was a baby. Mom saw how happy we were and just smiled. "So, how are they?" she asked.
"Great mommy! Me wuv dese diapees," I said babyishly.
"You're talking in baby talk again?"
"uh huh Momma. Me fee year old," I said while laughing. Mom laughed, "you mean three years old?
"Yeah, dat what I sayed!" Mom just smiled and said that it was almost bedtime. She changed Kelly's wet Huggies, even though she didn't feel wet. She didn't want it to leak over night. I couldn't wait to wake up to a soaked, thick Huggies diaper.
===Part Seventy-Two===
I awoke early for it being a Saturday, but it may have been because my diaper was soaked and soggy. I had flooded that old Huggies size five and noticed there was some urine that leaked out into the plastic pants. It was only 7:30 AM. I didn't want to wake anyone up so I just stayed in my wet diaper and daydreamed for a while until Mom came in to check on me at 9:30.
"Ashley did you drink a lot before I put you to sleep last night?" Mom asked. I nodded. I kept drinking so much because I wanted to wet the diaper, but I drank a little too much. Mom changed me back into a Pampers size seven. We were going out shopping that day and she didn't want to take any chances. She let Kelly wear a size 5 girl's Huggies though which made me a little jealous but I got over it. The Pampers were still very nice.
First stop was Wal-Mart. Why my mother chose to shop at that store I will never know. The only thing Kelly and I liked about it was the toy and diaper isles. Mom and Brian were in the men's section looking at new clothes. Kelly was getting extremely bored and asked if we could go over to the toy section to look around.
"That's fine but stay in the toy isle so I know where you girls are, okay?" Mom said.
"Okay mommy we will," Kelly said. We proceeded to the toy isle and were mesmerized by all the neat toys. We weren't looking at toys for kids our age either. The toddler and preschool toys appealed to us. Kelly would point out a toy and we'd both say "I hope we get this for Christmas!" It was funny. Some people were giving us weird looks but we didn't care. They had some building blocks on display with a few on a table to play with. We started playing. Just then a little girl with her mother passed by us. She was about Kelly's age and was wearing jeans and a cute t-shirt. Her jeans had a wet spot in the back and down her legs, like she had wet herself. Her mother was dragging her along, holding her hand. She said "you did it again didn't you?" The girl looked down at the ground and quietly said, "yes mommy." Kelly and I both stopped playing and paid close attention to the conversation.
"Well I guess there's nothing else to do but put you back in diapers if you can't keep your clothes dry like a big girl." The girl didn't cry or put up a fuss. She just said "okay mommy." They started heading towards the diaper isle.
"Let's follow them, Ashley!"
"But mommy said to stay in the toy isle," I said, reminding her.
"I know but I wanna see what happens. Maybe I could talk to this girl and be her friend."
"Okay but we have to go right back to the toy isle when we're done. Let's go." We slowly followed behind the mother and girl. The mother put a package of Pampers size six in the shopping cart. Just then she met up with a friend of hers and the two women were talking. Kelly went up to the girl and introduced herself.
"Hi, I'm Kelly. What's your name?"
"Danielle," the girl said shyly.
"Pretty name. Wanna be my friend?" Kelly blurted.
"Uh, sure. But how come you aren't laughing at me or making fun of me?" Danielle asked.
"For what? You look like a nice girl and I don't have many friends here. We just moved back here after being in Colorado for a while," Kelly said.
"Didn't you notice?" Danielle asked as she pointed to her wet jeans.
"Oh, that. Yes. We noticed. That's why I followed you over here. I don't mind. I wear diapers. See." Kelly said as she lifted up her skirt a little.
"Wow! That's neat. How come?"
"Ashley, my sister does too. We like them and our mommy let's us wear 'em."
"Your mommy sounds nice. I gotta wear diapers now I guess," Danielle said.
"Do you want to?" I asked.
"Yeah, kinda, I guess."
"You will like them. Hey do you go to Johnson Elementry School?" Kelly asked.
"I will be. We just moved here a few days ago. I start on Monday."
"Cool! What grade will you be in?"
"First," Danielle said.
"Cool, me too! I hope you're in my class." Just then her mom was done talking to her friend and said "come On Danielle it's time to go home." We waved goodbye and started heading back to the diaper isle. A voice came over the PA system. "Attention Customers: if there is an Ashley and Kelly Roberts in the store, please report to the service desk…"
"Oh no! Mommy must be looking for us! Let's go!" I said. We rushed to the service desk. Mom was there and didn't look happy.
"Girls, didn't I tell you to stay in the toy isle? I was worried half to death."
"We're sorry mommy. We met a girl and wandered out of the toy isle," I said, looking ashamed.
"You know better than that. For the rest of the day you two will have to stay with me or Brian."
"Okay mommy," we both said. The rest of the day was pretty boring; clothes shopping and grocery shopping. Of course Mom ran into about five of her friends and talked to them for an eternity. We got home around suppertime. My diaper was drenched and so was Kelly's. Mom had forgot to see if we were wet while we were shopping. As I was being changed I asked if I could wear one of the old Huggies size five diapers as a "stuffer" inside a Pampers size seven. Mom said sure. My diaper was so thick though and I was waddling around like crazy. It was funny. I drank four glasses of juice during supper. I wanted to wet it good. It seemed that as I was becoming older, wet diapers felt better and better. The phone rang shortly after supper. It was Julie, my best friend. She wanted to know if I could come over and play with her and Katie, another friend. I asked Mom if it was okay and she said yes. Kelly wanted to go along too.
"I got nothing to do tonight. Please can I go too Ashley?" Kelly looked up to me. She always liked doing what I did. I didn't mind though and let he go along. Julie didn't mind. She liked Kelly too. Mom drove us over. She gave our diaper bag to Julie's aunt. Julie and Kelly were happy to see us. I wondered if Julie and Katie were wearing diapers. They didn't wear them all day like we did.
"What do you want to do?" Julie asked.
"Let's play super Nintendo," I said. We all loved video games.
"Ya! Hey Julie and Katie. Um, are you wearing diapers?" Kelly asked.
"Of course we are. I don't want to interrupt our video game for a stupid potty break," Julie said. We all laughed. We started playing some kind of strategy/action game designed for little kids. We "solved" that game only after thirty minutes.
"Hey I just got this one – it's that new Mary- Kate & Ashley video game," Katie said.
"Cool, let's play it. What's the object of the game," I asked.
"I'm not sure. I think we have to try and get them to like diapers," Julie said. We all started rolling on the floor laughing.
"Heehee yeah I'd love to see a game like that. I wonder if they like diapers though," I said.
"What makes you think that?" Julie asked.
"Did you ever watch Full House? The old re-runs?"
"Yeah I watch it now. It's on channel 14." Julie said.
"Well some episodes it just looks like they are wearing a diaper. And I mean not when they were two, but when they were five or six," I said.
"Yeah, I think I know what you mean. I wish we could meet them in person and ask them," Katie said.
"Yeah! That would be great. I bet they do," we all giggled and started to play the game. I started to feel the effects of the four glasses of juice I had and flooded my Huggies diaper while I was playing the video game. It felt so good.
"Anyone else wet?" I asked.
"I'm still dry," Julie said.
"I'm a little wet," Katie said.
"I'm wet too," Kelly said.
"I just flooded mine but it's okay. I got two diapers on. A Huggies size five and pampers seven," I said confidently.
"Cool. You won't need to be changed for a while," Julie said. I smiled and we went back to playing the game. We got sick of video games and decided to play something else. We were all trying to think of something to do. We decided to play some board games.
"Let's get something to drink first. I'm firsty," I said. We all asked Julie's aunt for something to drink. She gave us some juice, which we all drank two glasses of. We then played several board games: Sorry, Life, Chutes And Ladders, and Trouble. When we were done, I had an idea for something we could play.
"Hey I know what we can do now. Do you all have to go pee?" The room was silent for a few seconds. Julie and Kelly said yes. Katie said no.
"Okay great. Katie can be the MC," I said.
"What are we playing?" Julie asked.
"A contest. We can hold it the longest. But the catch is, Katie will be saying a whole bunch of things about water and rivers and stuff, which will make it harder. Whoever can 'hold it' the longest will win, " I explained.
"Sounds like fun. Let's try it!" Kelly said. Katie started talking about water.
"One day I was walking in a park near a flowing RIVER. The water was moving fast and making a whish whish sound…" I had to pee real bad and after hearing this I just about lost it but was able to hold it. I looked at Kelly and Julie. They were both holding their crotch and dancing around. Katie continued, " I kept walking and saw this huge waterfall. The water was roaring down it and I heard a continuous sound of rapidly flowing water. Kerplunk! Whish! Splash!" I couldn't take it anymore and I felt urine rapidly trickle in my diaper. The Huggies diaper was now leaking into my Pampers size seven. All I felt was a warm, gooshy, mushy diaper. "Looks like I lost," I said.
"I'm still dry. How about you Kelly," Julie said while still doing a "pee pee dance."
"Yeah.. I-I'm dry." Katie kept going with her made up story.
"It started to rain. Now I heard the gushing water and the rain going pitter patter on the ground. I was getting wet and soaked. The rain fell into the river, also making a tinkle sound…" Katie said.
"I can't take it anymore! I gotta go!" Kelly exclaimed. She soaked her diaper and let out a sigh of relief.
"Looks like I win. Good, now I can wet my diaper!" Julie said. She filled her diaper and said it felt really really wet.
"I need to be changed," Kelly said.
"Me too. Let's ask my auntie to be changed. You too Ashley?" Julie said.
"No I'm okay. I don't need to be changed yet." I watched TV with Katie while I was waiting for them to be changed. I figured since I had two diapers on I could stay in them for a while.
"How come you aren't wet Katie?" I said.
"I am now. All that talk about water made me pee too," she said as she giggled.
"How come you aren't getting changed?" I said.
"I don't want to. It's not wet enough yet."
"Cool. Me too. I like really wet diapers," I said as we both giggled. After Kelly and Julie were changed, it was time for us to go home. It was getting late. We thanked Julie for inviting us over and hugged each other goodbye.
When we were back home, Mom told us it would be bedtime soon. Kelly and I watched the Cartoon Network for a while. I felt the urge to pee again, and this time just let it all out real fast. I began to smell the sharp smell of pee and just figured it was because my diapers were soaked. Kelly looked at me and said "hey you're wet."
"Yeah I know that. How do you know?"
"Because your overalls have a wet spot on them." She was right. My pink overalls had a dark spot near my crotch and legs. My diaper was badly leaking.
"Oh no! I flooded my diaper too much. Mommy!!!" I screamed. Mom came in and saw my wet diaper.
"Oh dear! Didn't you get changed when you were over at Julie's house?" Mom asked.
"No I thought my double diaper could cold it all. Sowwy mommy," I said.
"It's okay, but next time try to get changed when you feel soaked."
"Okay mommy," I said. She changed me into a Pampers seven and tucked me in.
===Part Seventy-Three=== "Ashley, honey, wake up sweetie," I heard as my mom was gently shaking me to wake up.
"Wha? What time is it? It morning?" I asked.
"No, dear. It's 11:00 PM. You just went to bed an hour ago. I forgot tell tell you and Kelly something before I tucked you in," Mom said. She had woken Kelly up too and was holding her in her arms.
"What is it mommy?" I asked while yawning.
"When you two were at Julie's house, a good friend of mine called me on the phone. She was talking about this church she goes to and was asking me to become a member. Now I know we haven't gone to church since Kelly was a baby, but I think we should start going again. It would be good for us all."
"Aww church? Do we have to mommy? Church is so boring," I pleaded.
"Will you at least go tomorrow? Just this once? If you don't like it after that you girls don't have to go. You need to meet some more friends and they have a really nice Sunday school program. My friend has a little boy who looks forward to going there," Mom explained.
"I'll go Mommy," Kelly said.
"Thanks sweetie. That means a lot to me. You'll both get to wear cute pretty dresses too."
"What about our diapers?" I asked.
"You'll still wear them. Who's going to see them?" Mom said.
"Okay mommy. I guess I will go too," I said.
"Thanks Ashley. Sunday school starts at 9:00 AM so you'd better get some rest now. I'm sorry for waking you up."
"It's okay Mommy. Nite Nite. I love you," I said. Mom said goodnight and went to tuck Kelly back in. I couldn't figure out why my mom all of a sudden wanted to go to church again. We stopped going because my parents couldn't stand the hypocrites that went there. But, I thought to myself, "maybe this church was different." I'd just have to wait and see.
Mom came in to wake me up at 8:00 AM. My diaper was soaked as usual. Kelly was already awake and standing in just a diaper that was just put on her.
"You're awake already Kelly?" I asked.
"Yeah. Mommy just gave me a bath." I was amazed. Kelly loved her sleep but that morning she had been awake at 7:30 AM.
"Are you sick or something? Brian isn't even awake yet!" I said.
"No. I just wanna go to church. I think it will be fun," she said.
"I hope it is," I said with doubt in my voice.
"Don't worry Ashley it won't be so bad. This is a nice church. Let's go to the bathroom, I've got your bathwater ready." Mom took my soggy diaper off and gently helped me into the tub. She washed me just like a little three year old as I played with my bath toys. After my bath she put my on my changing table and put a new Pampers size seven on me.
"Okay girls it's time to get dressed," Mom said as she went into my closet and got out one of my pretty dresses. I called it my "princess dress" because it made me look like a cute princess. It was white and fancy with lace. She helped me get dressed and then put my cute yellow socks on and my Mary-Jane shoes. She dressed Kelly in a similar fashion and then did our hair up real nicely.
"You two look so sweet. Everyone's going to think you look so cute," Mom said. We both blushed and smiled. Brian woke up shortly after and saw us all dressed up.
"Wow, what's the occasion? Is someone getting married?" Brian said in a joking tone.
"No, you silly! We going to church today," I said.
"Oh yeah that's right. I'm going too. I hear this minister dude is pretty funky," Brian said. We giggled and Mom just half smiled and gave Brian a funny look. Brian took his shower and got dressed and we all went to eat breakfast.
"Mommy, are you going to bring a diaper bag along?" Kelly asked.
"Yes but I won't bring it in to the church with us. If one of you needs to be changed I will go out into the car and get a diaper and wipes," Mom said. Kelly and I were both relieved. We didn't want anyone at church to realize we were wearing diapers. It was bad enough kids at school knew.
We arrived at the church at 8:55. Mom showed Kelly to her 1st grade Sunday School room and took me to my classroom. I hadn't been to Sunday school since I was little and hardly remembered what it was like. I shyly walked into the room and took a seat next to a boy and girl. The girl introduced me right away
"Hi, I'm Michelle. What's your name?"
"Ashley."
"Are you new here?" Michelle asked.
"Kind of. We haven't been to church in a long time.
"You'll like this church. It isn't boring like most churches."
"Yeah, it's fun here," the boy sitting next to me added.
"Cool. Even this Sunday School thing?" I asked.
"Yup. We do fun activities and sing songs and stuff. It's neat. Today is arts and crafts day." We can make stuff for our parents," Michelle said.
"Cool. My mommy will like that," I said.
"Your dad will too," the boy said.
"No. I…I don't have a daddy anymore," I said with a sad look on my face.
"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't know."
"It's okay..umm..what's your name?"
"Billy," the boy said.
"Nice to meet you," I said shyly. I don't know what it was but I think I had a crush on him. He was cute and I was getting to the age where I didn't think boys had 'cooties.' The boy just smiled at me and waited for the class to start.
"Okay children, let's settle down. Before we begin I'd like to introduce a new girl to the class. Her name is Ashley. Raise your hand Ashley so we can see you," the teacher said. She was a nice looking lady in her middle thirty's. I raised my hand and everyone said 'Hello Ashley." So far everything was going feel. I made two new friends and was going to participate in arts and crafts. I was having fun and was glad my mom suggested going to church. I didn't even think about my diaper or that I had to poop half way into the Sunday school session. I realized I needed to have a BM when it was already on it's way into my diaper. I was terrified. The girl and boy next to me were going to notice the smell and then the whole class would be laughing. I didn't want that to happen as I'd gotten enough of that at school. I tried furiously to hold back the poop from going any further. My face was strained and Michelle was looking at me funny. "Ashley are you okay? You look like you're going to be sick." "Uh, no, I'm fine," I said as I kept trying to hold back the BM. Michelle went back to her art project. Billy was looking at me too.
"Ashley what's wrong? Do you need to go to the bathroom?" Billy asked. Oh no, I was doomed! He knew I had to poop. I thought about saying "yes" and going to the bathroom to poop. But it would still go in my diaper and the smell would still be there. I didn't answer him and kept desperately trying to hold it. After a while I couldn't take it any longer and made a big "sigh" sound, letting the poop gush into my diaper. It wasn't a small amount either. Saturday night's dinner was catching up with me. I squirmed in my seat as I felt the warm mushy poo in my diaper. The smell was foul and both Billy and Michelle noticed.
"Oh my gosh! It smells like someone pooped their pants," Michelle said. I kept quiet and pretended like I didn't hear her. All the kids started talking about it and were asking "did someone poop?" or "did someone fart?" I didn't say a word. Everyone started to stare at me and Billy asked "Ashley it's you isn't it? You just pooped in your pants?!" My face turned beat red with embarrassment and tears began rolling down my eyes. I got out of my seat and ran to the bathroom where I locked myself in a stall and began crying. I felt so awful. Everyone now knew I was a baby in diapers and would probably tease me to no end. As I was crying, a heard someone speaking.
"Ashley? Is that you sweetie?" It was Mom. She was in the next stall. The toilet flushed and she came out, knocking on my stall door.
"Please open the door sweetie Mommy's here for you. What happened?" I opened the door and ran to her, clinging on to her and crying.
"Ashley, what's wrong? Please tell me what happened," Mom said. I caught my breath and began to tell her about how I messed my diaper.
"…And all the kids knew it was me. Billy even asked me if I pooped in my pants,' I said while crying. Mom hugged me and comforted me.
"Oh Ashley it'll be okay. They'll just think you had an accident. Kids your age still have them from time to time. Don't let it bother you. Come on, I'll get you clean," she took me out to the car to get a fresh diaper and changed me in the bathroom. Luckily no one else was in there, or so I thought. After I was changed, Sunday school was over. I was glad because I didn't want to face those kids I have just met. I had hoped Kelly's experience was better. She saw Mom and I coming out of the bathroom.
"Hi Mommy!" Kelly said, all excited and happy."
"Hi Princess. How was your first day of Sunday school?"
"It was great," she said as she handed a picture she drew to my Mom.
"Aww that's pretty. Thank you," Mom said.
"You welcome Mommy," she said. I was still upset and looked very sad.
'What's wrong Ashley?" Kelly said.
"Oh nothing. I just didn't have as much fun as you," I said while pouting. Mom whispered to Kelly what happened.
"Aww I'm sorry Ashley," she said as she hugged me close. I thanked her and smiled.
"Speaking of that, Kelly, do you feel like you have to poop?" Mom whispered. Kelly nodded her head no. We proceed into the church sanctuary to wait for the service to start. Brian sat next to Mom and me and Kelly sat together.
"Ashley, are you wet?" Kelly asked.
"No, silly I was just changed."
"Oh yeah. Well, I am. I hope I don't wet again cause I wet it a lot in Sunday school."
"Don't worry your diaper will soak it all up. At least you didn't poo like I did," I said.
"Yeah. I met some nice friends. Did you?"
"Yes but I dunno if they will be my friends now after they know I'm a baby," I said.
"Don't say that. They might not care," Kelly said.
"Yeah, I hope so."
"Okay girls, the service is starting. Keep it quiet now," Mom said. The service started like a typical UCC service. The pastor came in and welcomed everyone and read a scripture from the Bible. Then everyone sang an opening hymn. The middle of the service had a special "children's sermon" where all the kids got to go up by the pastor and sit in a circle as he gave a special sermon to the kids. Kelly and I went up. I saw Michelle and Billy. They both looked at me and smiled. Maybe they didn't care? Maybe Kelly was right. I hoped so. During the children's sermon, Kelly began to fidget a little. I was guessing she had to pee again. The minister was talking about thunderstorms.
"Does anyone know what Thunder is?" The minister asked. We all said yes. Just then we heard what sounded like a loud farting noise. It was Kelly. However, she hadn't only farted. She pooped. When Kelly got excited she tended to have loose stools like that which made it sound like she was farting.
"Well, thank you little girl for demonstrating!" The minister said. Everyone laughed and Kelly was giggling. I couldn't believe it. Everyone had thought she just farted. He began to go on talking about Thunderstorms and made reference to some bible verses that mention storms. The point of the sermon was not to be afraid of thunder but to think of it as a natural part of nature. The sermon was over shortly and we took our seats. Kelly waddled back to our phew and sat down. It was then she too realized it was more than a fart.
"Oh no mommy," she whispered.
"You didn't? Did you?" Mom asked.
"Yes momma, I sowwy," she said.
"It's alright dear. Let's go get you cleaned up." Mom took Kelly to the bathroom while I sat with Brian.
"She lucked out," I whispered. I was kind of jealous that Kelly pooped and no one knew.
"It's okay kiddo. If those kids you met today really want to be your friend, they won't care if you wear diapers," Brian whispered. Mom and Kelly came back shortly and we sat through the rest of the service without any other problems.
As we were walking out of the church sanctuary, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. It was Billy.
"Ashley, can we talk?" He asked.
"Uh, sure okay. Mommy, is it okay if I talk to my friend for a minute?" I asked.
"Yes that's fine dear. We will be in the lobby."
"Okay Mommy, thanks."
"Let's go into the classroom. No one's there now," Billy said. I followed him to the classroom. I was a bit nervous.
"Wha--what do you want to talk about?"
"About what happened in Sunday school before," he said.
"I know, I know. You want to ask me why I pooped my pants like a baby and then you will laugh and tell everyone how I'm such a baby who should go back to Pre School," I said while almost starting to cry.
"No, Ashley. No! I'm not like that. I felt so sorry for you when you had an accident before. I just wanted to tell you that I know what you're going through. I have accidents sometimes too," he said. I was so relieved.
"Thank you. I'm so glad you didn't tease me. I get that a lot."
"I know so do I. I don't usually have poop accidents but sometimes I pee my pants. I can't always hold it very long," he said.
"Does your mom get mad at you for that?" I asked.
"No, she's understanding. The doctors don't know why it happens. They just say I have a weak bladder," he said. I so badly wanted to ask him if he ever thought about wearing diapers but I didn't want to push my luck.
"That's good. Do you want to be friends? I mean not just Sunday school friends. But, uh, well…" I was getting nervous. I still had a crush on him and I didn't really know what I was feeling at the time. He smiled at me and said, "You want to be my girlfriend?" I blushed and shyly said "yes."
"I'd like that. I don't have a lot of friends."
"Cool! Maybe you could come over to my house today?"
"Yeah I don't think my mom has any plans. Can I have your phone number? I'll call after lunch time," he said. I gave him my phone number and gave him a small hug. We came out of the room and he went to find his mother. I was so excited. All I talked about on the way home was Billy and how I wanted to invite him over. Mom and Brian thought it was cute.
"Aww, my little girl has her first boy crush."
"Oh mom!! He's just a friend," I said.
===Part Seventy-Four===
"What do you want to wear today sweetie?" My mom asked as she was changing my diaper. I thought for a moment and remembered that Billy was coming over. "My pink overalls," I said. She put a new size seven Pampers on me and went to get my overalls. They were loose fitting and baggy. I knew Billy was going to find out about my diapers eventually, but I wasn't ready to for him to find out immediately.
"You look so cute in those overalls, sweetie," mom said as was done dressing me. I just smiled and went downstairs. Kelly was already changed into her play clothes. She was wearing tight leggings, which made it real obvious she had a diaper on. I went into the TV room to watch TV while mom was making lunch.
'So, your boyfriend's gonna come over today?" Kelly teased.
"He's not my boyfriend! I just met him.
"Ashey and Billy sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I- N-G. First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes---"
"Stop that," I interrupted. "We're just friends." Kelly just kept giggling. "Hey Kelly can you try not to act like a baby when he's here?"
"Why? You think he isn't gonna find out that we wear diapers?" Kelly asked.
"Yes I know he will find out but I don't want him to know right away. Can you please try to act like a six year old, please??" I begged.
"Okay Ash, I will try." I hugged her and watched TV with her until Mom called for lunch.
"So what are you two going to do today?" Brian asked.
"I dunno. Probably just play games and stuff," I said.
"That's cool. If you need to be changed you're going to have to come to me cause Mom's going away for a while," he said.
"Where you going, Mommy?" I asked.
"I'm going to Madison to visit a friend of mine who's in the hospital. I should be home around suppertime. Brian will be here to watch you."
"Okay Mommy," I said as I took a bite of my sandwich. A few minutes later the phone rang.
"Hello?" I said.
"Hey, it's me Billy. Did you ask your Mom?"
"Yeah, she won't be here but my brother is babysitting. You can come over whenever you want," I said. "Cool. I'll be over at one o'clock. Bye Ashley.
"Great!" Mom said. Kelly and I went back to watch TV. The half hour passed real quick and I heard the doorbell ring.
"Okay, he's here. Kelly, remember, try to act your age, please?"
"You really like this boy don't you? Boys are grose!"
"They are not! You promise?"
"Yes, I promise," Kelly said. I went to get the door. Billy was wearing jeans and a t-shirt. He had a PlayStation unit and some game CDs in his hands.
"Hi Ashley!"
"Hi, come in. What do you wanna do today?" I asked.
"Well I brought my PlayStation along. Do you like video games?"
"Yeah I've always wanted one of those things. Wanna hook it up now?" I asked.
"Yeah that would be cool." I took his coat and led him into the TV room. Kelly was still watching TV.
"Oh, this is my little sister Kelly. She's six.
"Hi Kelly," he said. She just waved to him and smiled.
"Kel, do you mind if we play video games?" I asked.
"Can I play too?" I looked at Billy. "Yeah, that's cool. I've got some multi-player games.
"Yay, thanks!" Kelly said. We hooked up the unit and started playing some racing game for kids. We played for about an hour. Half way into the game I noticed Kelly was fidgeting like she usually does when she's about to pee. Kelly looked at me and pointed to her diaper. I glared at her and lip-synched "don't say anything." She said "okay" back.
'Okay your turn Ashley," Billy said.
"Cool. I'm not good at this game but I'll try."
"Don't worry about it, this is just for fun. While I was playing, Billy asked where the bathroom was.
"It's upstairs. Kelly can you show him?"
"Okay, follow me," she said. Kelly came back in the room after a few seconds.
"Hey Ash you know I tinkled, right?"
"Yeah, so? Is it soaked?" I asked.
"Kinda. I drank a lot of juice at lunch." "Okay. When Billy comes back, say you're gonna go potty and then have Brian change you. He's up in his room reading, I think."
"Okay I'll do that," she said. Billy came back. "Wow you're doing pretty good Ash," he said.
"Thanks," I said and smiled.
"I gotta go potty I'll be back," Kelly said.
"Okay Kelly. My turn's almost up but we'll pause it," I said. Kelly left. My turn expired and we paused the game. "So, Ashley,do you have any other little sisters or brothers?" Billy asked.
"No, just Kelly and my older brother Brian..Why?" I asked.
"When I was in the bathroom I saw a container of baby wipes on the counter. I thought maybe you had a baby sister or brother." I froze up for a few seconds. I forgot about the baby wipes in the bathroom. Sometimes Mom would change us in the bathroom so she always had baby wipes on the counter. I tried to think of something to make up.
"Oh, my mom baby sits for my little cousin a lot so there's always baby wipes and diapers in the house," I said.
"Oh, okay. I was just wondering. I always wanted a little brother or sister," he said.
"Do you want mine?" I said jokingly. He chuckled. "That isn't very nice." "I was just kidding. She's a good sister most of the time," I said. We talked for a few more minutes.
"Did she fall in or something?" Billy asked.
"I hope not. Sometimes she takes a while. You know how little kids are when they go to the bathroom," I said. He nodded. Kelly came back about a minute later.
"Sorry it took so long, I was talking to Brian about something," Kelly said.
'It's okay. Your turn now," I said as I un- paused the game. We played video games for another hour.
"What should we do now?" Billy asked.
"Wanna play a board game?" I asked.
"Sure, which one?"
"Do you like The Game of Life?" I asked.
"Yeah, I play that with my friends all the time," Billy said.
"Cool, me too. Kelly do you wanna play too?"
"I don't think I know how, do I?"
"We'll teach you, it's not hard," I said. I set up the game and quickly went over the playing rules with Kelly. My diaper was still dry and I didn't feel like I had to go. I was glad.
The game was almost over. We were waiting for Kelly to spin the spinner but she seemed concentrated on something else. I nudged her.
"Kelly, it's your turn." She had this weird look on her face and I was hoping it didn't mean what I thought it meant. It did. She started making funny faces and small grunting noises. A minute later a foul stench filled the room that both Billy and I could smell.
"Oh Ashley did you have an accident again?" He asked.
"No, I didn't." Kelly totally forgot that Billy was even in the room and she started yelling Brian's name.
"Brian!!!! Brian!!!" Brian came running down the stairs.
"What is it Kelly? Did you hurt yourself?"
"No. I need to be changed. I went poo poo!" She blurted. My face turned beat red. She went over by Brian and held on to his hand as they went upstairs.
"Does she have accidents too?" He said, trying not to sound mean. "No..Uh.. You know when she said she had to go potty before?"
"Yeah?"
"Well, she didn't really go. Her diaper was wet and she got changed by my brother."
"Her diaper?? I thought you said she was six years old?"
"She is." Isn't she potty trained?" "She was, but when she was 5 she started having accidents. It was after my parents split up. It really hit tore her apart. My mom didn't know what to do, so she put her in diapers."
"Oh my gosh. Don't people make fun of her?"
"Yeah, they do. But she doesn't care."
"That's just so weird. Why would she want to wear diapers? I mean do she like them?"
"Yup she does. It's really not a big deal."
"It isn't? Has she been to a doctor?"
"No. Why?"
"Well I just don't know why she'd want to wear diapers. That's gross," Billy said. I started to get very worried and hoped he wouldn't find out that I was in diapers.
"She'll grow out of it someday I'm sure. It's either diapers or wet pants," I said.
"Well I guess," he said.
"You won't tease her about it I hope," I said with a worried look on my face.
"No I won't. I won't say a word," He said.
"Thanks. Umm.. What should we do now? You pretty much won the game and I don't think Kelly will come back down. She's probably embarrassed."
"Do you have more stuff in your room?"
"Yeah, I do, but---"
"Cool, let's go up in your room." I couldn't talk him out of it. He raced up the stairs. Kelly was in her room, playing with some toys. She saw me and said, "I'm sorry Ashley, I forgot." I told her it was okay and caught up to Billy, who was standing right next to my door. He opened it and his mouth dropped wide open. "Umm, isn't this your sisters room?" He asked with a big look of confusion on his face. My face turned red again and now I felt a strong urge to pee. "Uh, well... No,this is,,.my..my...my room," I said while stuttering.
"You sleep in a crib?? Is your mom on drugs or something?"
"Yes, I do, "I said while my legs were shaking. I didn't want to wet my diaper for some reason. He noticed I was shaking.
"Hey do you have to go to the bathroom? You better go so you don't have an accident." At this point I knew he was going to find out anyway. I said "okay" and began wetting my diaper. It was a heavy wetting that totally saturated my diaper. My legs stopped shaking and I continued to stand where I was.
"Well? Are you going to go to the bathroom?"
"I just went."
"What?? What do you mean? You had an accident?"
"Um, sort of I guess."
"Ashley you aren't making any sense. Your overalls aren't wet.
"Never mind. I was kidding I don't have to go to the bathroom," I said.
"Okay, but why do you sleep in a crib? And what the heck is this?" he asked as he pointed to my changing table.
"I toss and turn a lot in my sleep. I need a crib to keep me from falling on the floor. I know its babyish but it's the only way," I said. He looked at me with a weird face and said "okay I guess, but what is this thing? And there are diapers in here!"
"Yes, that's a changing table. I told you, my mom babysits." "Oh yeah you did say that. Okay, what kind of toys do you have?" He asked. I dug out some age appropriate toys. Electronic puzzles, Legos, and more board games. He chose to build some stuff out of Legos. My diaper was completely soaked. Almost every move I made would make it crinkle and I could smell a strong smell of urine. I had hoped he didn't smell it too. I started building something about of Lagos. We were sitting on the floor, close to each other.
"This is cool. Not many girls like to play with Legos," he said. I smiled and kept building. He started sniffing a little bit. "Hey what is that smell?"
"I don't know. What do you smell?"
"Umm. Your sister isn't in here is she?"
"No she's in her room playing. Why?"
"Cuz I thought if she was that her diaper was wet or something. It smells like pee in here."
"It does? I don't smell anything," I said.
"Okay. Maybe I'm just smelling things," he said. I wasn't sure how much longer I could play dumb. My diaper was starting to get uncomfortable and I wanted to be changed, but I couldn't risk being "in the bathroom" for five minutes and having him ask me what took so long. I kept playing
"Hey Ash I just got this crazy idea. What kinda music do you like?" Billy asked.
"I like whatever they play on the radio. Pop songs and rock and stuff. Here, you can look at my CDs and pick something to play." He looked at my CDs and saw my Vertical Horizon album.
"Oh these guys are cool," he said as he popped in in my CD boom box and pressed play. "Everything you Want" started playing.
"Ashley, may I have this dance?" He asked while laughing.
"You serious? I asked.
"Yeah, do you want to?" He asked. I giggled and said sure. He put his arm around my waist and we started to slow dance. I didn't really know how to dance. He didn't either. Brian peered in from his room and just started laughing.
"aww this is cute. Where's my camera?"
'No, don't take pictures!" I yelled.
"I really should, Mom would love this." He went and got his camera and snapped a picture.
"Geez, thanks Brian!" I said sarcastically.
"It's okay Ash, don't worry about it," Billy said. Brian went back to his room. Billy's hand accidentally slipped further down my waist and on my butt. The song was over and there was a few seconds of silence in-between songs. My diaper crinkled at his hand reached further.
"Ashley, what was that?"
"What?"
"Umm, my hand slipped and I felt this weird mushy thing and when you move it sounds like you're wearing a plastic bag or something."
"Umm I dunno Billy. Let's keep dancing."
"Wait!" He said as he put the CD player on pause. "Okay, now lets dance," he said.
"With no music?"
"Yup." I started to slow dance again. My diaper crinkled loudly and the smell was getting stronger.
"Ashley whenever you move I hear that sound. And what is that smell?"
"Okay, fine. I can't lie anymore Billy. You wanna know what it is?" I walked over to my changing table and took out a size seven Pampers from the drawer and held it in front of me. "I wear these. Just like my sister. I wear diapers. And right now my diaper is soaked. I wet it before when you asked if I had to go to the bathroom." He gasped and had a shocked look on his face.
"You too? Why? Is it because you can't control it?" "Well, sort of, but that's not how it started," I said.
"What do you mean? You like diapers too?" "Yes, I...I...I do."
"Why on Earth would a girl your age want to be in diapers like a baby?!" He exclaimed.
"Because I just do. Billy you aren't gonna understand. If you don't want to be my friend and you want to make fun of me, go ahead," I said while a tear rolled down my face.
"No, Ashley, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry. It's just, well, this is very strange and I've never heard of this before." I dried my tears. "Do you want to go home now? I'll understand."
"No not yet. Why do you wear them? I mean how long have you been in diapers? What does your mom say? Whose going to change you now? I hope not me!"
"No, not you. My brother will. I have been in diapers since I was almost seven. I used to wet the bed and I didn't want to tell my mom. Back then Kelly was a toddler in diapers. I would sneak her diapers into my room and wear them at night. I kinda liked them and how they felt so then I started wearing them after school and stuff. My mom caught me one day and she made a deal with me that if I wanna wear diapers I have to wear them all day and night, just like a baby. I think she thought I wouldn't like that. But I loved it. The only thing that was bad was at school. I still get teased. Now I've been in diapers so long I just got used to it and so I'm not really potty trained. And since my dad left, well, the diapers and babying helped me feel better," I explained.
"Babying? What do you mean?"
"The crib. I lied about that. I sleep in a crib because I like it. I like being babied. I get bottles and suck on pacifiers and my mom dresses me sometimes and gives me baths. Kelly is the same way. I didn't lie about her. With me being in diapers, she got jealous."
"Wow Ashley. This is a lot for me to think about. I..I don't know what to say," He said softly.
"I know. If you don't wanna be my friend anymore it's ok."
"No Ash, you are a fun girl. But, I need to think about this. I mean I don't want to play baby or be your baby brother or something. I like to do big kid things, you know?"
"I know. I like big kid things too. I'm not always a baby, but I gotta be in diapers or I will wet my pants."
"Why don't you ask your mom if she will potty train you?" He asked. I stood there for five minutes trying to think of what to say. I kept starting to say something but then stopped. "You don't want to by potty trained?" he guessed. I nodded.
"Okay, I just can't picture this, but, Ashley, I still like you as a friend. I won't tell anyone about this, I promise.
"So, you still want to play with me and be my friend? Even though I'm a baby?"
"Yes, but its still kinda weird."
"I know. Thanks for not teasing me, you are nice. Most boys laugh and me.
"Ash, you know I'm not like that. I get teased at school sometimes too, because I'm not good with sports and stuff. I gotta get going now, it's almost suppertime.," he said.
"Yeah, and I need a new diaper," I said. He didn't say anything but gave me a little kiss on the cheek. I got a little excited and wet my diaper a little more.
"Oh no I gotta get changed quick before I leak! Can you wait or do you gotta go right away?"
"I'll wait, I have to go to the bathroom anyway," he said. I ran into Brian's room.
"Brian I'm soaked! Help!"
"Okay kiddo, up on the changing table you go. Where's your friend?"
"He's in the potty. He knows about me now."
"You told him?" he asked as he lifted me up on my changing table?
"Yeah, he didn't take it very well but we're still friends," I said.
"Aww I'm sorry Ash. But if he's truly your friend, he'll keep talking to you....Man, did you drink the ocean or something?" He said as he untapped my soggy diaper.
"Hehe no, just two glasses of juice."
"I think that boy got you a little excited," He said while laughing.
"Oh shush! He's just a friend," I said while blushing. After I was changed, I went to find Billy. He was in the hallway looking at the pictures on the wall. "Okay Billy, I'll walk you out." We went down the stairs and into the TV room to get his PlayStation.
"So, you're like in a new diaper now?" I nodded.
"Uh, okay. That is just so....nevermind. I'm sorry, I shouldn't say that," he said.
"It's okay Billy. You're still my friend and I'm very happy about that." I gave him a hug and walked him out.
"I'll see you at church next Sunday?" he asked.
"Yeah I should be there."
"Cool, see you then. Thanks Ashley, I had fun."
"You're welcome. Good-bye," I said as I shut the door.
Mom came home shortly after Billy left. I ran up to her and gave her a hug. "Hi mommy!"
"Hey sweetie. Did you have fun with your friend today?"
"Yeah, mostly. He found out about my diapers and baby stuff."
"I figured he would. Did he tease you?"
"No, he still wants to play here but he just thinks I'm kinda weird."
"Well Ashley, you can't expect all your friends to think it's cute. He's a boy you know."
"I know, Mommy," I said as I sighed.
"Maybe this is a good time for you to be potty trained?"
"No Mommy, not yet! I don't wanna!" I cried.
"Okay sweetie. I just thought I'd ask."
===Part Seventy-Five===
We got to school a little early the next Monday morning and started looking for someone to talk to as we waited for the bell to ring. Kelly noticed Danielle was standing alone, so she started walking towards her.
"Hey, is it okay if me and my sister stand by you?" Kelly asked?" Danielle shyly said yes as she played with her hair.
"You're the one from the store we were at the other day, right?" I asked? She nodded. Kelly asked if she was going to be in the same class as her, and she quietly said yes. I was daydreaming when I felt Kelly nudging me.
"Hey, should I ask if she's wearing one?" she whispered.
"Um, I don't know. If you want to I guess." Kelly whispered into Danielle's ear. Danielle paused, and quietly said, "No, I'm not a baby." Kelly had a surprised look on her face.
"Ok, okay," Kelly, said. We didn't say much else until the bell rang. I didn't see Danielle again until morning recess. I decided I'd go play with her and Kelly, after I was changed.
"Hey you two, what's going on?" I asked.
"Not much, we were just playing tag," Danielle said. She seemed to be more talkative at recess.
"Cool, can I play too?" I asked.
"Sure. Kelly is IT," she said.
"Oh darn it! Wait a minute," Kelly said, with a weird look on her face.
"What's wrong?" Danielle asked.
"And I just got changed too! Sorry, I gotta go do something," she said. She walked a few feet away and started pooping in her diaper.
"I gotta go get changed again, I'll be back soon," she said. Danielle just had this confused look on her face.
"That is gross. You and Kelly really like being in diapers? Does your mom make you?" She asked.
"No, she doesn't make us. It's a long story Dani. Maybe Kelly will explain it all to you. But yes, we do like them. Um, didn't you say you were going to wear them?"
"I was but I asked my mom to let me have another chance."
"Another chance? What do you mean?" I asked with a curious look on my face.
"Since we moved I've been having pee accidents sometimes. I dunno why, it just happens. But I'm trying not to do that anymore. My mom says if I pee in my pants one more time then I have to wear Pampers. I don't wanna be a baby."
"Oh, okay. Well, I hope you don't have any accidents then," I said. I really didn't know what to tell her. I made some small talk with her until Kelly came back.
"Okay, can we play tag now?" Danielle asked.
"Yeah, I'm it," Kelly said as she started chasing us around. We played tag for about five minutes and then decided to go play on the swigs. On the way over, I noticed Danielle was "holding" herself like she had to pee. I didn't say anything. I figured she knew she had to go. We swung on the swings until the bell rang to go back inside. On the way back, Danielle was still holding herself and doing a little "pee pee dance." Kelly noticed.
"Do you have to go potty Dani?"
"Yes, really bad! Where is the bathroom?!"
"It's inside, I can show you," Kelly said.
"Good, run!" Danielle began running. We made it to the door and got inside. The bathroom was about 500 feet away. We got half way to the bathroom but it was too late - her pants were wet, leaving a small puddle on the floor. She stopped and began to cry. Kelly hugged her and tried to comfort her. The Principal walked by and noticed what was going on.
"Hi little girl, what's the problem?" Danielle just kept crying.
"It's okay Kelly, I'll handle this. You can go back to your class now." Kelly and I slowly walked away. There were some kids behind us, laughing and pointing at her.
"It's okay, you just had an accident. It happens. Let's go to the nurses office, I'm sure she's got a spare set of clothes for you," the Principal said as they walked down the hall together.
The bell rang. Kelly and I went outside and started walking home.
"Hey, wait for me!" Danielle yelled from a distance. We slowed down and waited for her.
"Can I walk home with you?" she asked.
"Sure, do you live near me?: Kelly asked.
:"I live at 232 Jay Street," Danielle said.
"Cool that's only two blocks from me."
"My mommy was gonna give me a ride but I guess she's busy. That's okay though cause then she'd find out I wet my pants."
"Oh, yeah. I'm sorry that happened," I said.
"I hate it. I don't know why I keep doing that."
"You'll grow out of it soon," I said.
"I hope so. Hey, do you and Kelly want to come over to my house today? We could play for a while. I don't really have any friends here yet and you girls are nice," she said.
"Yeah, I'll ask my mommy when I get home and if she says yes we'll come over?" I said.
'Yeah that's great. Ok, this is my street. See you soon!" She said as she ran towards her house.
"Mommy? Can we go to Danielle's house?" Kelly asked.
"Danielle? Who's that?" Mom asked.
"A new girl at school. We made friends today," Kelly said.
"Sure, I suppose so. Ashley, do you have any homework?"
"No mommy, I got it done in class," I said.
"Okay. Let me change you girls and then you can go, alright?"
"But Mommy I'm not very wet. I can hardly feel it," Kelly said.
"Sweetheart, you need to be changed. If you wet again it could leak. You don't want to be embarrassed in front of your new friend," she said.
"O-tay momma," she said babyishly. Mom kissed her on the forehead and took us to get changed. While we were walking to Danielle's house, I noticed that Mom didn't send us along with a diaper bag. I had guessed that she didn't think we'd be gone long.
We rang the doorbell and Danielle's mother answered.
"Hi, this must be Ashley and Kelly? Come on in. Danielle is up in her room playing. It's just up the stairs and to your left," she said.
"Okay, thanks Mrs. Peters," I said. We went up the stairs and found Danielle in her room. She was wearing a different outfit than what the nurse had changed her into at school; tight pink leggings and a t-shirt. Her room looked like that of a typical six-year-old girl's room. Bright colored walls, stuffed animals, child sized bed, dresser, bookshelves, and toys. She had an old, "486" computer in her room and was playing a video came when we entered.
"Oh, hi, glad you could make it. What do you wanna play with?" Danielle asked. We stood there and thought for a while. "I know, let's play hide and seek," Kelly said. Danielle liked the idea and volunteered to be the first one to go and hide. Kelly and I counted to twenty and went to look for her. We searched every bedroom upstairs but did not find her. Kelly heard a noise and spotted her. She was hiding in the bathtub, behind the shower curtain.
"I got you," Kelly said as she tickled her. Danielle giggled but pulled away like she didn't want to be tickled.
"Hey, don't do that," she said.
"I'm sorry. You don't like to be tickled?" Kelly asked.
"No...Yes..I mean...no..Nevermind," she said. Kelly shrugged her shoulders and changed the subject. "Okay, I'll go hide now," Kelly said. Danielle and I began looking for her. My shoe came untied, so I stopped to tie it. Danielle kept walking, not noticing what I was doing. As she walked, I thought I had heard a crinkle noise, like a diaper. I knew that sound all to well. I watched her walk for a few seconds and noticed her butt was a bit puffy and padded. I decided not to say anything, and finished tying my shoe. We found Kelly; she hid under Danielle's bed.
After we were bored with Hide and Seek, we decided to play a game of Chutes and Ladders.
"Okay Danielle it's your turn," I said. She was staring off into space, making funny faces and shaking her legs.
"Dani? Hello? Are you with us?" Kelly asked. Her legs stopped shaking and she paused for a while. "Oh, yes, I'm here, sorry," she said as she put her attention back to the game. After a while I had smelt a strong smell. We were all sitting close together. It smelled like urine. I wasn't wet, so I figured Kelly soaked her diaper.
"Kelly, did you pee?" I asked?
"I might have, I dunno," she said.
"Well, do you feel wet? It smells like pee in here," I said.
"No, my diaper feels dry. You sure you didn't pee?"
"Yes, I'm dry," I said. Danielle didn't say anything, but her face turned red. She tried to change the subject.
"Oh this is nice, I'm winning! I don't win much!" As it turned out, she won the game. We decided to go downstairs and get something to drink. Danielle stood up and started walking towards the stairs. She was walking real slow and kept faintly saying "oh no,' to herself.
"Dani, are you okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine," she said. She was walking as if she was uncomfortable. When we got downstairs, Danielle's mom was in the kitchen preparing dinner.
"Are you girls having fun?" she asked.
"Yeah, we just came down to get something to drink."
"Help yourself," she said as she went to the cupboard and got us some small plastic cups. I poured some juice for the three of us. Danielle couldn't seem to stand still and kept grabbing her butt and making funny faces. It was obvious to me that her diaper was soaked and she didn't like it. Her mom noticed what she was doing.
"Dani, do you need to be changed?" she asked. Danielle's face turned beat red.
"Mommy! Not now, please!" She pleaded.
"Yes, now. I can't let my baby get a rash. Let's go Dani." Danielle slowly started walking towards the downstairs bathroom.
"No Dani, not the bathroom. You're going to be changed right here on the living room floor." Danielle started to cry. She was so embarrassed.
"Aww, don't cry baby. You'll have a clean diaper in no time." She placed Danielle on the floor and pulled her pants down. She took off her wet diaper and folded it up neatly.
"My baby sure does wet a lot. Mommy's going to have to buy you some more absorbent diapers," she said. Danielle just kept crying as her mom wiped her with wipes and put a new diaper on.
"There, now doesn't that feel nice to be in a dry diaper?" She said.
"NO!" Danielle screamed as she started un-taping the diaper.
"There will be none of that Danielle Elizabeth!"
"I don't wanna wear diapers Mommy, I'm not a baby!"
"Big girls don't wet their pants at school. You will wear diapers like the baby that you are." Danielle kept crying as her mother refastened the tapes on her diaper.
"You're going to wear just a diaper an t-shirt now for disobeying me. Go play with your friends now sweetie. Mommy will come check to see if you're wet in an hour," she said as she went back to the kitchen. Danielle just sat on the floor, bawling her eyes out. Kelly sat next to her and cuddled up to her.
"It's okay Danielle. We aren't going to make fun of you," she said as she gave Danielle a hug
"Why does my mommy have to be so mean? I don't wanna be a baby! I'm a big girl!"
"I know. She just doesn't understand. Maybe I can get my mom to talk to her," Kelly said.
"Really? Cause I don't wanna be a baby. I know you like it, but I don't."
"I know. Hey, let's go play computer games," Kelly said, trying to get Danielle's mind off of her mother's treatment. We all went back upstairs and played games on her computer for about an hour. It was then that I felt the urge to have a bowel movement.
"Oh no, I gotta go poo," I said to Kelly.
"Oh gross. I hope I don't have to do that tonight cause I don't even wanna know what that's like," Danielle said. Kelly laughed.
"It's no so bad, really." Kelly said.
"Yeah, you're used to it."
"Ok you better stand back cause I just did it," I said.
"Phew! It stinks in here!" Danielle said.
"What are we gonna do? Should I try to change myself?" I asked.
"No, just get Dani's mommy to change you," Kelly said.
"Yeah, right. She'd probably kill me!" I said. Danielle nodded.
"Ok, well then stay stinky till we go home I guess. And, uh, I'll stay soggy too."
"You're wet?" I asked.
"Soaked. One more and I'm gonna leak," she said.
"I can't stand that smell. You gotta do something," Danielle said.
"You got air fresheners?" I asked.
'Yeah!" Danielle went into the bathroom and came back with a can of Lysol disinfecting spray. She spayed it everywhere in the room.
"There, that's better. I guess we can keep playing now," she said. A few minutes passed. The air freshener began to drift away and it began to reek again. Danielle's mom came in the room.
"Dani, it's time for mommy to check your diaper," she said.
"I'm dry mommy, leave me alone!"
"Don't you talk to me that way young lady! You obviously need a changing. I can smell it! Did my baby go poo poo?"
"No, but Ashley did!"
"Nice try. Ashley is a big girl. She goes pee and poop in the potty. You could learn from her. Now come on, let's get you changed, stinky girl."
"But mommy it's not me!"
"Yeah, and my name is Madonna. Let's go!" she said sarcastically as she grabbed Danielle and carried her to the bathroom.
"We're in trouble. When she takes off Dani's diaper and sees it's clean, we're gonna get it," Kelly said.
"Well we could make a run for it now and go home," I said.
"Yeah, lets go!" We headed down the stairs when we heard "what the hell? How could your diaper be clean? It smelt horrible in your room!" Danielle's mom yelled. The bathroom door opened.
"I told you it wasn't me mommy! It was Ashley. She wears diapers. And Kelly too, her diaper is wet! Go look!" We began running down the stairs.
"Just a minute! Where are you two girls going?"
"Oh, my mommy said we gotta be home by supper time. We have to go now. It was fun, thanks!" Kelly said.
"That's fine, but can you come up here for just a second? Danielle wants to say goodbye." We both slowly went back up the stairs. Mrs. Peters lifted up Kelly's skirt and saw her soggy, wet diaper.
"I don't believe it. Dani was right! You two are still in diapers? What is wrong with your mother?"
"Look who's talking," I whispered.
"What did you say!?" Mrs. Peters shrieked.
"I said LOOK WHO'S TALKING. You put Dani in diapers because she had a few accidents," I said.
"Yeah, well I'm teaching her a lesson. It's called discipline. Why does your mother have you and your sister in diapers? Were you ever potty trained, or is she just lazy?"
"No, we were potty trained. I went back to diapers when I was seven. I like them and so does my sister," I explained.
"Okay, you two can go home now. I don't want you playing with my daughter anymore; you have a bad influence on her. I will be calling your mother." Danielle started to cry again. "I like them mommy! Let me play with them!"
"No. It's bad enough you can't be a big girl. You don't need to be playing with babies too! Goodbye girls!" she said as she walked us to the door, "And don't come back!" Kelly began to cry as we were walking home.
"It's okay Kelly. Mom will straighten things out," I said.
"Yeah, but poor Dani. I really liked her. Her mom is so mean!" I sighed.
"I know, I wish we could adopt her or something. She doesn't deserve to have a mom so mean like that. Let's tell Mommy about what happened."
===Part Seventy-Six===
"What is wrong with her? I'm going to go over there right now and give her a piece of my mind," Mom said in response to what we told her about Danielle's mother.
"Can I come with Mommy?" I asked.
"Sure sweetie. Kelly, do you want to go with us?"
"No, I don't wanna go back there, she's mean!" Kelly exclaimed.
"Okay, go ask Brian to get you ready for bed then. We'll be back soon," Mom said.
"Okay. Nite Nite Mommy," Kelly said as she ran upstairs. Mom and I walked back over to Danielle's house and rang the doorbell. It took what seemed like an eternity for Danielle's mother to answer the door.
"Hello Mrs. Peters, I'm Ashley's mother. May we come in?" Mom asked politely.
"I suppose so, but not very long, I just got Danielle in bed," she said in a rude tone. She opened the door and told us to have a seat on the couch.
"I'm here because of what happened earlier when my daughters were here. They told me what happened," Mom explained.
"It's good you came over so I can tell you that I do not want your children playing with my daughter. They are a bad influence on her," Mrs. Peters blurted out.
"Why is that? Were they misbehaving?"
"I think you know what I mean, Mrs. Roberts. Your girls are what, 6 and 10 and both of them still wear diapers? "
"And why is that a bad influence on your daughter?" Mom asked.
"Because! I'm trying to teach my daughter how not to be such a baby. She keeps wetting her pants all the time. It doesn't help when she's playing with babies," Mrs. Peters said as she became red in the face.
"Oh I see. And you think that putting Danielle back in diapers against her will is going to make her accidents stop? Did you ever stop and think about why she's having accidents in the first place? Usually when a child has wetting accidents, it's related to emotional trauma. And just by seeing how you've completely lost your temper with me, I can understand why she's having such problems," Mom said. I was shocked to hear her say all of that.
"And who do you think you are? Dr. Spock? I don't need you here telling me how to raise my child. Unless you have anything good to say, I want you and your bratty daughter to get out of my house!"
"Hold on a second. I came over here to compromise with you. My daughters like Daniel very much and they want to remain friends. There is no harm in that and my daughters will not influence her to be a baby. Danielle needs all the friends she can get right now. Moving is a traumatic thing for a young child. You're just hurting her more by not letting her make friends." Before Mrs. Peters could answer, Danielle came in the room. She was wearing nothing but a diaper and t-shirt.
"Mommy I had a bad dream," she cried.
"Go back to your room! You know you're not supposed to be awake now young lady!"
"But Mommy, I-"
"You heard me now march your butt back in bed!"
"But I'm wet!" Danielle screamed. Tears began rolling down her face. She looked so afraid and miserable. I felt so bad for her and just wanted to go hug her, but I was afraid of what Mrs. Peters would do.
"Good and you can stay that way all night. Maybe if you'd learn to be a big girl, you wouldn't have to be in soggy diapers. Now get back in bed!" Danielle began to slowly walk back to her room, crying loudly and tightly holding her teddy bear.
"I cannot believe what I've just seen. Is this how you treat your daughter every night? That is abuse!" Mom said. I could tell she was getting angry. It took a lot for my mom to lose her temper.
"Oh yeah like keeping a ten year old in diapers isn't abuse? That's a laugh. You have no business telling me how to raise my daughter. Get out of my house. And you better keep those kids of yours away from my daughter!"
"Ashley wears diapers because she wants to. You do not know the reasons why, and unlike your daughter, when she wants to be a "big girl," she will tell me and I will potty train her. What you're doing is abuse and I'm not going to let this rest! You'll be hearing from me later. Come on Ashley, we're going home," Mom said. Mrs. Peters followed us out and slammed the door.
"What are you gonna do Mommy?" I asked as she was getting me ready for bed.
"I'm going to call child protective services and have someone pay Mrs. Peters a visit. What she's doing to Danielle is so wrong," Mom said.
"Yeah, she's mean! Why do people gotta be mean like that?" I asked.
"I wish I knew...Alright sweetie, time for bed," she said as she finished changing me. Kelly was already asleep soundly, so Mom read me my bedtime story very quietly.
"Goodnight Princess. I love you," Mom said.
A couple weeks had passed. Child Protective Services still hadn't paid a visit to Peters' house and Danielle was still being kept diapered by her mother. Kelly and I saw her at recess.
"Hey Danielle, how are you?" I asked.
"I'm okay I guess," she said with a troubled look on her face.
"Me and Kelly miss you. I wish we could play with you more than just at school," I replied.
"Yeah, I know. But my Mommy still won't let me play with you. I hate her sometimes I really do," she said as she started tearing up a little. Kelly gave her a hug.
"I wish our Mommy could adopt you. She'd be the nicest Mommy you ever had," Kelly said, trying to comfort her. Danielle nodded. We played on the swings for a while until Danielle announced she had to pee.
:"Uh, you're in a diaper now right?" I asked.
"Yeah but I'm not gonna wet it. I don't wanna be a baby!"
"What are you gonna do?" Kelly asked.
"I'm going to go potty. I got some underwear in my locker. I'll be back soon," she said as she headed towards the school building.
"Gosh her Mom is going to be mad when she finds out about this," Kelly said.
"Yeah I know. I hope she doesn't do anything bad to her." I said. We played until Danielle came back.
"There, that's better...no stupid diapers!" Kelly and I just laughed. It was still hard for me to understand why Danielle didn't like them, but I didn't say anything. I realized that diapers aren't for everyone. We decided to go play by the Monkey bars. Some kids came up to Danielle and stated teasing her.
"Hey, why are you playing with these babies? Are you one too?" a girl asked.
"No I'm not! They're just my friends."
"Anyone who plays with Ashley and Kelly are babies! I'll prove it!" the girl said. She went over to Danielle and started pulling her pants down, just enough to see if she was diapered. The look on the girl's face when she realized Dani wasn't diapered was one I will never forget.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I guess you aren't a baby. You should be playing with us then!"
"No, I don't want to right now. Ashley and Kelly are my friends. If you don't want to play with them, then you're missing a lot of fun!" Danielle said. That was the nicest thing anyone had ever said about me and Kelly. We both smiled at her.
"Fine, be that way! Baby lover!!" The girl bully screamed.
"Come on Dani, let's go play over there. They won't bother us if we ignore them," I said. We all walked over towards the swing set where no one was playing. We stayed there until recess was over.
When school was over, we went outside and waited for Danielle to come out. We still walked home with her, even though her mom didn't want us being around her. It was taking longer than usual for Danielle to show up. Usually she was the first one outside.
"I wonder where she is. This isn't like her," I said.
"Maybe her teacher kept her after class or something. I hope she gets here soon cuz I really gotta get changed soon," Kelly said.
:"Didn't you get changed by Mrs. Patterson?"
"Yeah but I just wet again and it was a lot," Kelly said.
"You drink too much, silly!" I said while tickling her. Just then the front door opened. It was Danielle. She was wearing different pants and looked like she was about to cry.
"Hi Danielle. Is something wrong?" I asked. She just stood there, trying to think of what to say. She was embarrassed about something, I could tell.
"My Mommy's gonna kill me," she said.
"Why? What happened?" Kelly asked.
"I had an accident during class. I didn't even notice I had to go until it was too late. All the kids laughed at me," she said as she started crying. Kelly tried to comfort her again.
"Oh those kids can be so mean! It's okay Dani, that's happened to me and Ash many times. But what are you gonna tell your Mommy?" Kelly asked.
"I dunno. She's gonna be so mad though," Dani said while sobbing. We walked her home very slowly. She was afraid to go home.
"If your mom gets really mean and you get scared, call 911. I mean it," I said. I was afraid her mother would do something drastic.
"Okay Ash. Thanks. See you at school tomorrow," she said.
"Bye Danielle," Kelly said. We walked the rest of the way home. Kelly immediately ran to where Mom was and asked to be changed. Brian was already home doing his homework. I talked to him for a while about Danielle.
"That's such a shame kiddo. Her mother needs some help. Ash, you need to pay close attention to Danielle tomorrow at school. See if she has any signs of physical abuse. If she does, we need to get her mother locked up. That's just not good.
"But...then what? Her mom gets locked up and then who's gonna be her parents? She doesn't have a dad anymore either," I said.
"There's foster parents that I'm sure would love to adopt her. She's a good kid from what I've seen of her. Ash, anything is better for her than what she's got now.
"I guess so. I just hope it doesn't get that bad," I said. Brian nodded.
We met Danielle at recess the next day. It was obvious she was back in diapers. In fact they must have been really thick ones. She was wearing purple leggings and her diaper was very noticeable. She looked very sad.
"Hi Ashley. Hi Kelly," she said, practically crying.
"Hi Danielle. How was last night?" I asked.
"Terrible. Just terrible. My Mom was so mad. She put me in these really thick diapers and said if I take them off again she's gonna do something to me I will never forget," she explained.
"Oh my God. That is terrible. We gotta do something about this. Um, Danielle...I don't wanna ask this...but...did your Mommy hit you last night?" I asked. Danielle just stood there, tears rolling down her face...she didn't say a word, but I could tell by the look on her face that something had happened to her the night before, besides being yelled at. The rest of recess we tried to kept her mind off of what happened. We stayed as far away from the other kids as possible, but the same bully from the day before came over to Danielle and noticed she was thickly diapered.
"I knew it! You start playing with these babies and now you've become one! Haha! Goo goo ga ga," she taunted. Danielle just ignored her.
"Shut up Brandy!" I said as I gave her "the evil eye." She mumbled something and walked back over to her friends.
"Danielle, if she does anything tonight, you have to call 911. Or call me," I said as we were walking her home.
"But then they will take my mommy away!" Danielle cried.
"Yes, I know. Don't you want that?" I asked. Danielle paused for a moment.
"No I love her. She's my mommy!"
"But Danielle, she treats you like garbage. She has a problem and she needs help," I said, trying to convince her. Danielle didn't say anything the rest of the way home. I reminded her to call 911 if there was a problem, but I doubted she would. When we got home, I talked to Brian and Mom about it.
"I think her mom hit her last night. When I asked her about it, she just started crying and I could just tell something happened. She doesn't wanna call the police cuz she says she loves her Mommy and doesn't want them to take her away," I explained to them.
"Yes, many kids in that situation don't want their parents taken away, even if they beat them over and over. It's sad, but deep down inside Danielle is hoping that her mom will just magically change and be a nice person again. We need to get this lady taken away. Danielle will hate it at first, but after a while, she will appreciate it," Mom said.
"You sure Mommy? Dani's probably going to hate me and Kelly if we do this," I said.
"She might be mad at you for a while. But sweetie, do you want to see this abuse continue?" Mom said.
"No, not at all."
"Then we need to help her. I will call Child Protective Services again and see to it that they send someone over to Mrs. Peters house as soon as possible," Mom said. She got on the phone that night and made arrangements for CPS to make a surprise visit to the Peters' house the next day. As I laid in bed that night, I thought about the hell Danielle must have been going through. It brought back horrible memories about my father and how he treated us. I had a nightmare and woke up at 2:00 a.m. crying my eyes out. Mom came rushing in.
"What's wrong princess?" Mom asked. I cried, helplessly as if I was two years old.
"I had a bad dweam MaMa Daddy was back and he and Mrs. Peters were kidnapping me and Kelly and Dani...and..." I couldn't continue explaining the dream, I just kept crying.
"Aww sweetie...It's okay, it was only a bad dream," she said as she lifted me out of my crib and held me in her arms. I cried and clung to her tightly.
"Do you want a bottle of warm milk to make you feel better?" Mom asked. This was always the best part about being babied, and why I never got sick of it. It's the most comforting thing in the world.
"Uh huh, I wants baba Mommy," I said, completely forgetting my physical age. Mom carried me down to the kitchen and prepared a bottle for me.
"Here you go my sweet baby girl," she said as she handed me the bottle. She sat me down in the rocking chair and rocked me gently as I drank my bottle. I feel asleep in her arms, sleeping peacefully.
===Part Seventy-Seven===
A few weeks had passed. Danielle's mother was still treating her in an abusive manner and Danielle was miserable every day we saw her. Mom called child protective services and attended a few court sessions and it was ruled by the Judge that Danielle's mother be separated from her daughter while she got professional help.
"Ashley, wake up sweetie, Mommy has a surprise for you," Mom said while tickling me, trying to wake me up. I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at her and gave her a sweet smile.
"G'morning Momma. What time is it?" It was a Saturday, and it seemed earlier that I usually woke up on Saturdays.
"It's 8 o'clock sweetie. I'm sorry I woke you up so early but I wanted you to see your new sister," Mom said happily.
"New sisser? Momma had a baby?" I said, still half asleep and dazed. Mom laughed.
"No, silly girl. You remember how mommy had to go to court a few days last week? "
"Yeah, for Danielle," I said, beginning to come out of my dazed state.
"Right. Well sweetie, Danielle is now your sister," mom said. I smiled brightly and stood up in my crib.
"Weally?? She is?!!? But what gonna happen to her mommy?" I asked in a concerned tone.
"They are sending her to get some professional help. Danielle won't be your sister forever - only until Mrs. Peters has been treated, " Mom explained.
"How long will dat be?" I asked.
"I'm not sure. At least a year." Just then, Danielle entered my room and said "hi Ashley" in a soft voice. I could tell she was a little sad and had recently been crying.
"Hi Danielle. You gonna be my sisser now?" I asked, still talking in my baby voice. Danielle nodded her head, still looking a little sad. Mom gave her a hug.
"It'll be okay sweetheart. Your Mommy is getting the help she needs to learn how to love and care for you correctly. In the meantime, we will all be here for you and love you like you've been a part of our family all along," Mom said while comforting Danielle. Danielle smiled a little and said "Thanks Mrs. Roberts.
"You can call my Mommy if you'd like, Dani. I know that will be hard for you, but if you want to, I certainly won't mind," she said. Danielle didn't say anything; she just smiled.
"Okay Ashley, time to get you changed," Mom said as she lifted me out of my crib and put me on my changing table. She proceeded to change my wet, soggy diaper and got me dressed for the day. Kelly was already changed, dressed, and downstairs eating breakfast. Danielle and I joined her.
"Morning Ashwey!" Kelly said while giggling. I smiled at my sister and took my seat. Mom gave me and Danielle some cereal and we began eating. After breakfast, we did what we always did on Saturdays; watching Saturday morning cartoons. Danielle sat in-between me and Kelly on the sofa. By eleven o'clock, my diaper was wet. I noticed that Danielle was wearing a diaper and figured she must have been wet too, as she kept squirming every thirty seconds. I didn't want to say anything, because I knew she really didn't like being in diapers. She had been in them for a month and was forgetting how to "hold it" to go potty. Mom came in to check on us.
"Who needs to be changed?" Mom asked. Me and Kelly both said "I do." Danielle didn't say anything but her faced turned red and she just looked down at the floor.
"Danielle? Do you need a diaper changed too sweetie?" Mom asked, trying not to sound upset or mean about it. Danielle slowly nodded her head.
"Okay. Come with me Dani. I will change you first." Mom knew Danielle didn't like being wet. Kelly and I followed her because we had to be changed anyway. Mom began pulling Danielle's pants down and taking off her soggy diaper.
"Uhh, Mommy?" Danielle asked while Mom began wiping her with baby wipes.
"Yes Sweetie?" Mom replied.
"I don't wanna wear diapers anymore...I wanna be potty trained," she said softly.
"Okay Danielle. Would you like it if we go shopping today and we get you some Pull-Ups?" Mom asked. Danielle smiled and nodded her head.
"Okay Dear. For now I have to put you in a diaper, though, in case you have an accident. Would you like me to remind you to go potty every half hour?" Danielle again nodded as Mom put a fresh diaper on her. She put Danielle's pants back on and gave her a hug.
"Okay Sweetie. You can go watch cartoons now if you want," she said. Danielle ran downstairs and went back into the television room. Mom changed me next and then Kelly.
"You wanna be a big girl, huh Dani?" Kelly asked.
"I don't wanna be in diapers. I know you and Ashley like it and dat's okay but I don't wanna be a baby!" She said. Kelly decided to let it drop. She knew the real reason why Danielle didn't want diapers and she just said "okay Dani. Dat's okay. Mommy will prolly like dat anyway. We don't need three babies in da house," she said while giggling. Danielle smiled and giggled with us. After a while it got to be lunch time. We all ate our lunch. Mom asked if we wanted to go shopping with her and Danielle. We decided not to because we wanted to stay home and play.
"Okay then it will be just me and you kiddo," Mom said to Danielle. Danielle smiled. I think she liked the idea of spending time with just her "new" mommy.
"Before we go, do you want to try going potty?" Mom asked her. Danielle said yes. They went upstairs and came back after a few minutes. Danielle came down, smiling as if she was proud of herself. "I went potty!" she said happily.
"That's great," I said enthusiastically. Mom smiled at her. "See, you're already one step closer to being a big girl!" Danielle smiled and took Mom's hand as they walked out to the car. Brian was now in charge of us.
"Do any of you girls need to go POTTY too?" Brian asked as he began to chuckle.
"NO! I no wanna go potty!" I said. Kelly agreed with me. "Nuh uh! I wikes bein a baby," she said while giggling.
"Oh darn. I thought maybe my diaper changing days would soon be over. I guess not," he said. Kelly looked at me with this mischievous look in her eyes. I knew exactly what she was thinking. We both ran towards Brian at full speed and began tickling him until he was laughing uncontrollably.
"Tickle monster babies are attacking!" I said while giggling. Brian was very ticklish and he was struggling to get away.
"Okay okay! I promise! No potty for you two, " he said while still laughing loudly.
"Goodie! Okay Kelly, let's stop now," I said. Brian was out of breath. We just giggled at him.
"Dat's what you get," Kelly said, while giggling some more.
"This means war!" Brian said with a smile. He began tickling me and Kelly for a few minutes until we were giggling and squirming. Of course, this caused both of us to completely soak our diapers. Brian stopped tickling us after a few minutes and now we were both out of breath.
"Uh oh.. umm...guess what Brian," I said while giggling. Brian shrugged his shoulders.
"Oh no. Don't tell me!"
"Uh huh. I need my diapee changed," I said.
"I just can't win," he said. Kelly began to squirm and looked up at Brian.
"Let me guess Kelly. You're wet too?" Kelly nodded and giggled.
"Okay you two. Follow me!" Brian said. We followed him up the stairs, both giggling. He began changing Kelly first. Her diaper was completely soaked.
"Goodness gracious. What did you drink at lunch time?" Brian questioned.
"Umm I had uh...three sippy cups of appa duice," she said happily.
"No wonder. That stuff goes through as fast as you drink it," he said. Kelly giggled at him.
"Growing babies need dere duice," she said.
"Yeah, I know Kell. I'm just playing with ya," he said. He finished changing her and got me on the changing table next. My diaper wasn't as flooded, but wet enough. After we were changed, Brian began playing a game of Candy Land with us. Shortly after we began, Mom and Danielle were back. Danielle came running in the living room with a package of XL Girls Pull-Ups in her hands. She seemed very happy. "Look what I got!" she said happily. Kelly and I both looked and said "ooooo Pull-Ups!" and giggled. Mom smiled.
"Yup, she's my big girl," Mom said happily while smiling at Danielle. "Let's go get you in your new big kid underwear, Dani." Danielle went with Mom and got changed into a Pull-Up. She came back down by us.
"What you playin?"
"Candy Land. We're almost done. You wanna play when we're done?" Kelly asked.
"Yeah!" Danielle said while bouncing up and down. She loved playing with us.
"Girls, I have some things to do upstairs. If you need anything, Brian's here, okay?" Mom said.
"Okay mommy" we all said in unison. Mom smiled and left the room, going upstairs. Brian ended up winning the Candy Land game.
"Woo hoo I won, " he said.
"No fair, you been playing dis game longer than us," I said playfully. Brian just laughed.
"Okay kiddos, I'm going to go do some homework. If you need me I'll be in the kitchen," Brian said.
"Okay. Fanks for playin with us," I said.
"Anytime Ashey," he said with a smile. Danielle was anxious to play. "Okay what we gonna play now?"
"Wanna play with Legos?" I asked. Danielle liked that idea. "Yeah! That be fun," she said happily. We went to the toy chest and dug out all of my legos and began building stuff with them. An hour passed and we were all still happily playing. Mom had forgotten to come down and check on Dani to see if she needed to go potty. I didn't think much of it. We were all very engrossed with playing.
"Okay I'm done playing with Legos. Let's go ask Brian if we can have a snack," I said. Danielle stood up and began walking with us towards the kitchen. She was walking very slowly and had a look of discomfort on her face.
"Oh no," she said quietly. Her eyes were tearing up and she began crying a little.
"What's wrong Danielle?" I asked.
"I had an accident," she said while sobbing. I went to get and gave her a hug. "It's okay Dani. I'll go get mommy, okay?" Danielle nodded. I went up and told Mom what had happened. She came down and gave Danielle a hug.
"It's okay sweetheart. Accidents happen. That's what your Pull-Ups are for." Danielle wiped the tears from her eyes.
"But I don't wanna wet in them. I wanna be a big girl," she said in a frustrated tone.
"I know that, but potty training doesn't happen over night. It takes time. Come on, let's go get cleaned up," Mom said as she began carrying her upstairs to the bathroom. Danielle came back down after a few minutes and joined us in the kitchen for a snack. We finished our drinks and crackers and went back to playing. Mom made sure to check on Danielle every thirty minutes. She went potty after supper and only had one more accident, right before bed. As Mom was changing me and getting ready for bed, I wondered where Danielle was going to sleep.
"Mommy? Where's Dani gonna sleep?"
"In Kelly's room. Right now I have a sleeping bag set up for her but tomorrow we're going to get her a bed. There's enough room in Kelly's room," Mom said.
"Oh okay, that good." I said. Mom smiled and dressed me in my pink footed sleeper.
"Okay princess, time to get some sleep. Do you want to go to Church with me tomorrow? Billy will be there!" she said, teasing me a little. I giggled. "Yeah I wanna!"
"Aww my little girl is in love," she said while laughing.
"Nuh uh Momma! We just friends!"
"Okay sweetie. I was just joking.." I giggled and smiled at her. "Will you read me a stowwy Momma?" I asked. It had been a while since Mom had read me a story.
"Sure Ashey. Which story do you want?" I thought for a moment, not really sure what to pick. I was very sleepy. "I dunno Mommy. Pick something good," I said. Mom smiled and grabbed a book from my bookshelf.
"Okay sweetie here's one of your favorites." Mom began reading "Goodnight Moon" to me. I smiled and sucked on my pacifier while lying in my crib, listening to the story. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep half way through it.
===Part Seventy-Eight===
"Ma...Mrs. Roberts?" Danielle called out from the bathroom as she was finishing going potty.
"Yes Sweetie?" Mom replied.
"I been going potty real good now haven't I?" Danielle asked.
"Yes Dani I am very proud of you. I can't remember the last time you had a wet Pull-Up, except for at night," Mom said. Danielle smiled.
"So...does that mean I no gotta wear Pull- Ups no more? I wanna wear big girl panties," Danielle said. Mom smiled at her.
"Sure Sweetie I think it's about time. We can go to the store today and get you some pretty panties, how does that sound? Danielle smiled and hugged her. She was now officially potty trained. Kelly and I were happy for her, but we still had no such desire to be potty trained. We loved our diapers.
A few weeks went by. Danielle was still potty trained and only wore diapers to bed, which she didn't usually fuss about, but she always was the first to be changed in the morning. Another Saturday arrived. We all slept in late. Mom had planned to take us shopping. Brian decided to go along too because he was bored and wanted to look for some CDs and other things.
"Dani, do you have to go potty before we go?" Mom asked. She would always be sure to remind her to go potty before going on long shopping outings because she knew that Danielle didn't really like going in public restrooms. Danielle shook her head and said no. Mom got us loaded into the van and off we went. First it was the mall. We all needed some new clothes, and went to several different clothing stores. By the time I was trying on my final outfit, my diaper was soaking wet and so was Kelly's.
"I see someone needs a change, huh?" Mom said as she was taking my pants off to try another outfit on. I giggled and nodded my head. "Ut oh I go pee pee," I said while giggling. Kelly just smiled and giggled alone with me. "Me too Mommy," Kelly said.
"Good thing we're almost done here," she said. Mom changed me and Kelly and then asked Danielle if she had to go. She again shook her head and said no.
"Okay, we're going to go pay for these clothes and then we're going to Wal-Mart," Mom said as we headed towards the checkout. Kelly was sitting in the kiddie seat of the cart and I was walking with Danielle and Brian. Danielle was holding Brian's hand. She seemed to grow real fond of him for some reason. I figured she looked up to him kind of like a father figure because she never had a daddy.
As we got into Wal-Mart, Danielle asked if she could sit in the cart. She was getting tired from walking. "Sure sweetie, that's fine. Kelly can walk for a while now, right Kel?" Mom said. Kelly nodded. "Okay Mommy dat's fine. I walk wif Ashley," she said. Mom smiled and set Kelly on the floor. She lifted Danielle into the seat. Danielle smiled and swung her legs happily. We made our way towards the baby section.
"Okay Ashley. Be a good helper and get me a mega pack pf Pampers size 7. And Kelly, you can get a mega pack of Pampers size 6." Kelly and I happily ran to the diaper isle and pulled got the diapers and handed them to Mom. The people around us were kind of looking at us funny, but luckily no one said anything. Danielle just smiled as Mom put the diapers in the cart and happily said "you gots my night diapies, right?" Mom smiled.
"Oh I almost forgot. Ashley? Can you go and get some Huggies Supreme size 6?" Mom asked. I nodded and ran back to the diaper isle. Danielle wore Huggies supreme at night because she was allergic to the perfumes in Luvs and Pampers and she really liked the Winne The Pooh designs. Even though she was a "big girl" during the day and potty trained, I could tell she still enjoyed wearing them for bedtime. Danielle smiled as I put the Huggies in the cart and said thank you to me. Kelly was in the isle with the baby bottles and saw a really cute pink bottle with little bunnies on it. She came running towards the cart with it in her hand.
"Mommy, Mommy! Can I have dis, please? I been a good girl!" Kelly said with that "puppy dog" face.
"Aww isn't that the cutest bottle. Sure sweetie. Ashley, do you want something?" Mom said. Kelly smiled and put it in the cart. I went over with Brian and looked in the baby isle. I saw some cute size 4 pacifiers. It was a package of two. One was pink, one was purple and they had little teddy bears on them. I jumped up and down and showed Brian.
"Ooo I want dis!!" I said, pointing to the pacifiers. Brian smiled and took one off the peghook and put it in the cart.
"Aww, that's cute, sweetie. Good choice. I smiled and giggled. We proceeded to the school supplies isle. I needed new pens and pencils for school and so did Brian. Danielle seemed to be fidgeting a little and shaking her legs. I figured she had to pee but I didn't really think much of it. I still wasn't used to her being potty trained. Mom was too busy looking at school supplies to notice. I figured if she had to go potty, she'd say so. Mom began pushing the cart forward and we moved on to the electronics department. Brian immediately began looking at the CDs. Mom, Kelly, and I went over to the computer section. We needed more ink for the printer. As Mom was trying to find which ink cartridge was the right one (always a challenge), I again saw Danielle fidgeting and shaking her legs. She now had this look of desperation on her face and I knew she must have had to go bad. I looked at her and whispered "Dani what's wrong?"
"I gotta....I gotta pee," she whispered back.
"Oh should I get Mommy to take you to the bathroom?" I asked. Danielle just slowly nodded her head. I tugged Mom's pants.
"What is it sweetie?"
"Mommy I think Dani's gotta go potty," I said. Mom immediately stopped what she was doing and went over to the cart.
"Do you have to go potty, hun?" She asked her.
"Yeah I gotta go bad, hurry!" she said. Mom frantically began pushing the cart out of the electronics department. "Ash, go tell your brother where we're going, okay?" Mom said. I went and told Brian. He decided to go with us as he was done looking at CDs anyway. We all followed Mom who was practically running towards the bathrooms. When we got there, there was a big line for the women's room. Mom lifted Danielle out of the cart and had her stand beside her.
"Aww I can't wait dis long, I gotta go bad!" Danielle cried. A woman ahead of us heard Danielle and said "oh you can go ahead of me. I don't have to go as bad as you, sweetie." Mom thanked the lady and went in front of her with Danielle. There were about 3 people in front of them. Danielle was desperately holding her crotch and shaking her legs, crying softly.
"I can't hold it much longer I gotta go!" she cried. Mom put her arms around her "I know sweetie...try to hold it though we'll be in there soon," she said. Danielle kept struggling for the next few minutes. She was getting real upset and blurted out "I wish I had a diaper on!" Mom was a little shocked.
"No sweetie you're a big girl, remember?"
"I don't care. If I had a diaper on now I could just go." Danielle said while whimpering.
"Yeah but you're a big girl. We'll get to the potty soon, don't worry." Just then Danielle lost control and wet her pants. She simply couldn't hold it anymore. She immediately began bawling and buried her head in mom's shirt. Mom hugged her and comforted her.
"It's okay sweetie it was just an accident. You couldn't help it," Mom said, trying to reassure her. Danielle kept crying.
"I'm a bad girl," she said.
"Aww, no Dani. You just had an accident. It happens sometimes. Don't worry about it. We'll get you cleaned up as soon as the bathroom is free, okay?" Mom said as she continued to hug and comfort her. Dani just cried softly. A kid behind her noticed her pants were wet and started laughing.
"Ha ha, little baby went pee pee," he said. That just made Dani cry even more.
"Hey! That wasn't very nice little guy. You mean to tell me you never have accidents? Hey wait a minute...you're wearing a Pull-Up!" Brian said.
"Yeah but it's dry. I'm a big boy."
"Good for you. But I'm sure you still have accidents...right?" The boy shook his head for no. His mother corrected him. "Yes, he still has accidents. Now you say you're sorry, Eric," his mother scolded. The boy frowned and slowly walked towards Danielle.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean that," he said sincerely to her. Danielle smiled a little and said "thank you," while sobbing. After a few minutes the bathroom was finally free. I went in with Mom and Danielle because I needed to be changed again.
"It's okay sweetie, really. I brought an extra pair of clothes along. I'm always prepared. Now let's get cleaned up, okay Dani?" Mom said. Danielle nodded and dried her tears. Mom began taking her wet pants and underwear off. She got some baby wipes and cleaned her up and then dried her off with paper towels. Mom then began digging in the diaper bag to get an extra pair of panties for her.
"Wait, uh, Mrs Roberts?" Danielle asked.
"Yes sweetie?" Danielle's face turned a little red. She seemed a little embarrassed about what she was going to ask.
"I...I think...when we...when we... when we are away from home....maybe I should...wear...dia...diap....dia...."
"Diapers? That's fine sweetie. If that's what you want," Mom said.
"But I'm not a baby if I do that, right?" Danielle asked, all concerned.
"Not at all sweetie. You'll just have protection in case you can't make it to the potty," Mom said.
"Or...if I just don't wanna go potty? I don't like public bafrooms," she said.
"Yes, that's fine sweetie. Do you want to wear a diaper now then?" Mom asked. Danielle nodded her head. Mom got a Huggies Supreme size 6 and put Danielle up on the changing table and began to diaper her. Danielle seemed to enjoy being diapered and just laid quietly and smiled.
"There we go, all set," Mom as she lifted her off the table. She helped Danielle get dressed into a pair of overalls.
"Okay Ashley, are you wet?" I nodded. She placed me on the changing table and changed me out of my soggy Pampers. Danielle watched and kept a smile on her face the entire time. After I was changed, we went back into the store and met up with Brian and Kelly.
"Okay I all we need to get now is paper towels and toilet paper and we're done. Then we're going to go to the park, how does that sound?" Mom asked. The three of us began jumping up and down and giggling. "Yeah dat be great!" I said happily. Brian and Mom smiled.
As we were walking to the car, Kelly noticed that Danielle was kind of waddling and her behind seemed padded.
"Dani? Are you...are you wearing a..." Kelly began to ask.
"Diaper? Yeah I am," Danielle interrupted. Kelly had this look of amazement on her face.
"You a baby now again? Kelly asked. Danielle pouted a little.
"No! I'm not a baby!" She cried.
Oh I sorry I wasn't making fun. I thought..."Kelly said.
"No I just wear them now when we are away from home cause I don't like public bafrooms," Danielle explained.
"Oh o-tay. I sowwy, really," Kelly said. She felt bad for upsetting Danielle.
"It's okay Kelly I'm not mad," she said with a smile. We all got buckled in and Mom began driving towards the park...
===Part Seventy-Nine===
We arrived at the park. Dani grabbed Brian's hand almost instantly. We noticed a small, artificial pond with kids playing around.
"Ooo! Mom! Can we go play over there?" I asked. Mom looked where I was pointing.
"You want to play in the water? You don't have your swim suit."
"That's okay. I just wanna' play near the ledge," I said.
"All right then, just be careful," Mom said.
"I go there too Mommy," Kelly said happily. We all started to go over towards the pond.
"Brian. Can you keep an eye on them, please?" Mom said.
"Sure. You want to go too, Dani?"
"Um, ok," Dani said, not looking real thrilled. Brian smiled. "It'll be fun Dani, you'll see." Danielle held on tightly to Brian's hand and walked with him to the pond. We got to the pond. It was very shallow. The sun had been shining and so the water was very warm. Me and Kelly take off our socks and shoes and sat near the edge. Brian took off his socks and shoes and did the same.
"Whoa. This is warm," Brian said.
"Yeah. I like it," Kelly said.
"I like it too," I said. Dani was standing away from the pond. Brian turned to her. "Come on and join us Dani." Dani shook her head. "No, I don't wanna." Brian looked puzzled. "Why not?"
"I'm a scared of the water," she said shyly.
"You got nothing to be afraid of. It's not deep at all," Brian said, trying to reassure her. Danielle looked at him and asked ""Can I sit by you?" Brian nodded and said "of course." Danielle smiled, took her shoes and socks off, and plopped down next to Brian. She slowly put her feet in the water. Brian smiled at her. "See? It's not so bad." Just then, Kelly swung her leg out and splashed us.
"Weee!" Kelly squealed. Brian looked a little annoyed. "Kelly! Stop, please." Kelly stopped and pouted. "Phoey!" she said. Brian gave her "the look."
"Kelly, Danielle is just getting used to this. We don't need to be splashed, okay?" Brian said. Kelly pouted a little more. "Oh, okay. I sowwy," she said. Brian smiled. "Thanks Kel."
After a while, we saw a mother walk over with her daughter, who looked to be about four or five, and her son, who looked about two.
"Hi. Would you mind watching my daughter?" The lady said to Brian.
"Not at all. I'll watch her for ya."
"Thanks. My son needs changing and this lil girl is so eager to play in the water that I just had to bring her over," the lady explained. Brian smiled. "Heh, no problem," he said. The girl was wearing a sleeveless shirt and a Lil Swimmers swim diaper. She sat down and put her feet in the water.
"Thanks again," the lady said to Brian. She turned to her daughter, "you behave now." The little girl nodded and the mother walked over with her son to the table area she was sitting at. Kelly got up and sat next to the girl.
"Hi. I'm Kelly, I'm six. What's your name?"
"Laura," the girl said shyly. She smiled, revealing one of her front teeth was missing.
"That's a pretty name. That's Ashley, that's Brian, and that's Danielle," Kelly said. Laura waved to them and said hello. Everyone said hello back. I take note of the Li'l Swimmers. I recognized them because I saw an ad for them in the Sunday paper. I wanted to ask her about them, but Kelly beat me to it.
"Are those swim diapers?"
"Uh-huh."
"Neat. I wear diapers too," Kelly said proudly.
"Nuh-uh," Laura said, not believing her.
"I do. I prove it," Kelly said as she pulled the front of her pants down and revealed the top of her diaper.
"Why you wear diaper?" Laura asked.
"Because I want to," Kelly said. "I've always worn diapersss," Laura said as her tooth caused her to make a whistle sound.
"You mean you don't use da potty?" I asked. Laura shook her head "no" and giggled. "I use diapers too," I said while smiling. Laura's eyes widened. "You do?"
"I sure do," I said. Laura still looked surprised. "You're not potty trained?" I described in detail about how I was first a bed wetter and then wore them in the day time. Laura tilted her head at all that I told her. I finished my explanation by saying "I wear because I want to. They are nice and I don't gotta get up to go potty." Laura smiled and nodded her head. "Yeah dat's why I like em too." Laura looked at Danielle. "Do you wear diapers too?" Danielle blushed. "Only for today. I'm not a baby. I just in them so I don't gotta go in the icky potty room here," she said. Laura turned to Brian and looked him over curiously. "You wear diapers too?" Brian chuckled: "Uh, no. I don't," he said. Laura giggled. Then she sat down in the water. I kept a close eye on her swim diaper to see if it worked. I didn't see it expand or anything. Kelly stood up and took off her pants and then sat down in the water. Danielle gasped, "You'll get your diaper all wet!" "Don't worry. I'll change her when she's done," Brian said.
"Oh, okay," Danielle said. She got silent for a moment and then scooted back and took off her overalls and joined Kelly in the water. Brian smiled, "Heh, you going in too, Ash?"
"Mmm, nah. I'm wet enough already," I said. The girls giggled when I said that. "I'm gonna go find mom." I got up and left my socks and shoes with everyone. I found mom sitting at a table talking with one of her friends.
"Oh, hi honey," Mom said.
"Mommy, I, uh, need changing," I said, a little embarrassed.
"Would you excuse me for a minute?" Mom said to her friend. Her friend nodded and said sure. We walked back to the mini-van. I was curious who she was talking to. "Who was that lady, mom?"
"That's one of my friends from work." Mom gets the necessary diaper changing items and I laid down on the seat of the van and took off my pants. "What were you talking about?" I asked. "We were just catching up on what's going on in our lives. That's all," Mom said. Mom quickly changed me out of my soggy diaper. She was such a pro, it hardly took more than a minute. I stood up and she helped me put my pants back on. I hopped out of the van.
"Brian might need the diaper bag. Kelly and Danielle are sitting in the pond," I said while giggling. Mom just smiled and handed me the bag and some clean diapers.
"You need anything else?" Mom asked.
"No, that's all," I said.
"I'll be over at that table talking with my friend. Come over if you need anything." I nodded and ran back over to the pond. I saw Laura's mother, along with her baby brother, sitting with everyone. I said hello to them.
"Hi. You must be Ashley. I'm Laura's mother," the lady said. I smiled. "Nice to meet you." We shook hands. She noticed the diaper bag I was holding in my arms.
"Good thing you brought that. You're siblings' diapers are going to be waterlogged," she said while smiling. I set the bag next to Brian and rolled up my pants, putting my feet back in the pond. Kelly, Laura, and Danielle were playing with tiny pieces of wood. They pretended they were boats and made boat noises with their mouths. Kelly got up and walked over to where I was, still in the pond. Kelly's diaper was very wet and sagging a lot.
"Come on Ashley. Play in the water with us," Kelly encouraged.
"Nah, I don't want to," I said nicely.
"Pleasssse?" Laura pleaded.
"I just want to sit here," I said. Kelly grabbed one of my legs and tried to pull me in.
"What are you doing? Quit it, I said in an annoyed voice." I grabbed the ground with my left hand. "Kelly! Stop!" With all of her little might, Kelly pulled and I fell in. Kelly fell back on her bottom. Laura and Dani get a good laugh out of it. I quickly got up. My pants were wet and the bottom of my shirt was drenched.
"You're wet. Now you can come in," Kelly teased. I was a little upset. "I didn't want to go in! I just got my diaper changed!" I blushed a little after realizing how loud I said that.
"You might as well go in. You're already wet," Brian said, trying to cheer me up. I sighed in defeat. I got on the grass and removed my jeans. I got back in the water and sat down. Kelly put her arms around my shoulder and gave me a hug. Laura and Dani gave me a hug too. I could feel my diaper begin to absorb a lot of water. Just then Laura stood up and began pooping in her swim diaper.
"Mommy. I'm poopy," Laura said. "Let's get you in another swim diaper," her Mom said. She took her over to the table and changed her swim diaper. When she was done, Laura ran back and sat in the water. We played around in the water for a while. Then it came time for Laura to go home. We asked for her phone number and Brian was able to memorize it. Danielle got up out of the water. "Hey I gotta pee," she said.
"So? Go pee then. You gotta diaper on," I said.
"Yeah but it's already soaking wet. Isn't it gonna explode?" Just as she said that, a hole broke open in her diaper and gels began to ooze out everywhere. "Oh no!" Danielle said. Brian laughed a little.
"Come here Dani, I'll get you in a new diaper," Brian said. Danielle walked over to him. He quickly changed her right there in the open. Not many people were around anyway. After Danielle was in her new diaper, she began to giggle.
"But I'm just gonna wet this one now," she said. Kelly giggled.
"It's okay, Brian's good a tanging diapies!" Brian grinned sarcastically. "Oh yeah, I just love it! No, seriously. It's alright Dani. Let it all out," he said. Danielle began relieving herself in the fresh diaper. She smiled as she was done.
"Okay let's go play on the swims now," she said. Brian looked confused.
"Dani? Don't you want to be changed?" Danielle shook her head.
"No, not yet. It doesn't feel icky yet," she said. Brian smiled and said "okay. Whenever it does just let me know." Danielle ran off with me to play on the swings.
"Come here Kelly, you need to get changed.
"Oh, okay. But hurry I wanna go play wif them," she said. Brian quickly changed her and she caught up with us.
After another hour or so, it was time to go. We got home and had a nice dinner and soon it was time for bed. Mom changed Kelly and then she changed me. Danielle was back in her panties for the night but needed to be changed into her night diaper. Mom was going to take her into the bathroom.
"Wait. Can Brian get me ready for bed, please??" she begged. Mom smiled.
"Aww sure, if he doesn't mind. Brian?" Brian was right behind her.
"Sure Dani, let's go sweetie," Brian said. Danielle took his hand and followed him into the bathroom. Brian placed her on the changing table and began diapering her. She giggled and smiled at him the whole time.
After everyone was ready for bed, we all got tucked in. Mom read bedtime stories to Dani and Kelly and then to me.
===Part Eighty===
Time flies when you're having fun. A few things changed as the months went on. Kelly and I were still in diapers. Danielle was still potty trained, but occasionally she would ask for a diaper and enjoy being a baby for a day. Mom was always fully supportive of this, and never scolded Danielle for wanting to regress. Soon after I turned eleven, I was no longer sleeping in a crib. It was a mutual decision between my mother and I. I was starting to outgrow my crib, and I decided it was just time to start letting some of my baby things go. I decided I'd be more like a four year old preschool kid who wasn't potty trained than be a two year old. I still got plenty of baby play time and still got an occasional bottle and pacifier…but, I was starting to "grow up,' just a little.
We were all playing in the living room a Saturday afternoon in March when the doorbell rang. Mom answered the door. A lady with a familiar face was standing at the doorway, smiling. I couldn't quite remember exactly who it was, until I saw Danielle jump up and run towards the lady.
"Mommeeeeeeee! It's you???" She screamed in delight. It was indeed Mrs. Peters. She was released and a totally different person. She had vowed never to abuse her daughter again, and she finally convinced Child Protective Services that she was a changed woman.
"Yes, Sweetie. Mommy is back. I missed you so much sweetie. Did you miss me?" Mrs. Peters asked. She was practically in tears. Danielle began to cry happy tears and nodded her head back and fourth several times.
"Yeah I missed you so much, Mommy. But…While you were gone, Mrs. Roberts took very good care of me. I really like her a lot Mommy. Can…Can I keep playing with Ashley and Kelly? Can I come over and visit?" Danielle asked. I think she still worried that her mother was mad at us.
"Of course you can, sweetie. Whatever makes my little girl happy! Mommy wants to see you happy," she said while continuing to hold and rock Danielle in her arms. Danielle smiled and gave her mother kisses on the check. I was so happy for her and so was Kelly.
"Thank you for taking such good care of her, Jane. I really, really can't thank you enough. Just knowing that someone like you opened your heart up to my little girl means the world to me, and I am so glad you looked out for her and get me the help I needed," Mrs. Peters said. She was sobbing, but kept a big smile on her face. Mom smiled and begin to cry as well.
"Oh, it was my pleasure. I am so glad to see things work out. Danielle really is a great child. You are lucky to have her," she said. Mrs. Peters set Danielle down and told her she could play with us for a while. She needed to talk to my Mom about a few things privately. Danielle came over by me and gave me a huge hug, then did the same for Kelly and especially Brian. She was still crying, but they were happy tears.
"Thanks so much for being the bestest sisters and the bestest big brother a girl could have. I'm gonna miss living with you guys. You really are the best friends I ever had," she said, with tears dripping down her face. I got a little teary-eyed myself.
"You're welcome, Dani. I will always love and think of you as a sister," I said. Kelly nodded. "Me too. Best friends forever," she said. Brian smiled and swooped Danielle into his arms.
"You know I love you, too Danielle. Ashley's right. We'll always love you like you are our sister. We will always be close to each other," he said while hugging and rocking her. After a while, he set her down and she ran over by Mrs. Peters.
"Are we going home now," she asked.
"We sure are, princess. I just needed to talk to Mrs. Roberts and thank her for taking care of you. I bet you're hungry for some supper. How about just you and me go out to a special restaurant?" she asked. Danielle smiled brightly and said "yeah Mommy I like that!" Mrs. Peters carried her to the front door.
"I can't thank you all enough. We'll be back later to pick up Dani's things," she said. The two of them hurried out the door and went on their way.
"I'm going to miss having her around, "Mom said.
"Me too, but they don't live far. She always welcome here," I said.
"Sure sure is…Okay, how about we all go out to eat, too?" Mom asked. We all liked the idea. Mom got us changed and we headed towards a fine eating establishment.
And this is where I'm going to end my little story. I feel I have told you all enough about my life. Perhaps someone else will tell you more about me and how I grew up, but as for me, well, eighty chapters is quite a lot and I've taken enough of your time to share my adventures with you. I'm glad you enjoyed hearing all about my life. Some of the moments in my life were fun, some were sad, and some were crazy, but I lived through them all and I'm glad I'm alive today to have written about it.
The End
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